C531 If You Love Please Love Me Deeply
Gu Qingyou slowly got up from the sofa. "You're back. "
Jiang Juan looked away from her. "I will take a shower and change my clothes. Later, we will go to the north of Sukalik. "
Gu Qingyou nodded. "Okay. "
Jiang Juan was loosening his tie. He suddenly paused and looked at her. "If you feel unwell, we can go again tomorrow. "
Gu Qingyou gently stroked her stomach. "I'm fine, and the child is also fine. "
Jiang Juan did not say anything else. He took off the tie on his neck and took off his suit and jacket, put them together, and then went straight to the bathroom.
. . .
After leaving the hotel, they went to the north of Sukalik.
This was the place where they saw the aurora and it was also the place where they held their wedding. However, Sukalik only had a few months to see the aurora in a year, and now was not the day to see the aurora. Thus, standing in the crystal glass shaped building where they held their wedding, they could only see the sky full of stars.
But the sky full of stars was already beautiful enough, so Gu Qingyou could not even move her eyes away.
At this moment, Jiang Juan looked at Gu Qingyou who was looking up at the sky and said in a deep voice, "Do you still remember the vow we made at the wedding?"
Gu Qingyou thought that Jiang Juan had brought her here to see the aurora. It was only when Jiang Juan opened his mouth that she realized that Jiang Juan wanted her to remember the oath they had made during their wedding.
But how could she not remember?
Even if he did not bring her here, she still remembered what they had sworn. . .
The beautiful memories of their time together were all clearly stored in her mind.
Hence, Gu Qingyou seriously replied, "Of course I remember. "
"Then tell me again. " Jiang Juan said.
Gu Qingyou remembered that the wedding was held at 5: 20 in the morning at Sukalik.
She was wearing a custom-made white wedding dress. Jiang Juan was wearing a black suit. She held his arm and walked to the red carpet paved with roses. She walked slowly towards the solemn priest. When the priest asked her about the oath, she still remembered it very clearly.
After that, Gu Qingyou closed her eyes and slowly said the oath that the priest had asked that day, "We swear to each other, whether it is wealth or poverty, health or disease, we support each other, love each other, until the last day of each other's life. "
After she finished speaking, she slowly opened her eyes, but her eyes were already covered with a thin layer of mist. Because the happy moment that day seemed to still be in front of her eyes, but at this moment, things and people were no longer the same.
The corner of Jiang Juan's mouth curled up, "Very good, you still remember. "
Gu Qingyou looked at him in a daze, and said with a hoarse voice, "How could I not remember. . . I remember everything between us. "
"Very good. " Jiang Juan once again spat out these two words and then said, "Since you remember, you are prepared to go against our original vow - to support each other, to love each other, until the last day of each other's life, and prepare to leave me?"
It turned out that he really heard the conversation between her and Guan Yumo. . .
Gu Qingyou's vision was instantly blurred by tears. She sobbed and said, "I do not want to leave you, but it is meaningless for our marriage to be barely maintained. . . "
The tears in Gu Qingyou's eyes made Jiang Juan's chest ache. His voice was hoarse, "Because I didn't come back on Mom's birthday banquet. Do you think I don't love you anymore?"
Gu Qingyou said truthfully, "Isn't that so? You knew that I was waiting for you, but you did not come back. Isn't this the most obvious answer?"
Jiang Juan suddenly sneered. A trace of madness flashed across his dark black eyes. But because he had always been calm, this emotion only flashed in his eyes for a moment. Then, he stopped smiling. Staring at her closely, he said in a disappointed tone, "Did you know? I was planning to go back that day, but due to work overloading a few days ago, I fell asleep for the whole day, and when I woke up, I have already missed the time to rush back to C City. . . "
Hearing this, Gu Qingyou was stunned on the spot and said in disbelief, "You. . . You slept for an entire day?"
"Yes. "1
Gu Qingyou's breathing suddenly stopped.
Did she misunderstand him?
Jiang Juan's long and narrow black eyes narrowed into a line as he carefully examined the stunned expression on Gu Qingyou's face. Suddenly, he lightly smiled. "Do you know? I know that I did not go back. You will definitely misunderstand. But I was thinking. . . If you misunderstand, then misunderstand, just treat it as a punishment. Consider it your atonement for the child we lost. When I return, I will explain it to you clearly. . . "
At this moment, Gu Qingyou's eyes flashed and her eyes became even redder.
"After returning home and seeing your haggard face, I know that you have not been living well in the past few days. I really want to reconcile with you like this, but when I think of that child that has already passed away, my heart aches, so in the end. . . I still choose to return to the company and calm down for a period of time. " Jiang Juan continued to speak.
Gu Qingyou's nose also began to turn red, and the tip of her nose was filled with soreness.
She did not expect that she would not think that Jiang Juan actually planned to forgive her from the very beginning. . .
"After returning to the company, I received the message that you moved to your mother-in-law's place. Thinking that you must have sent that message to me with tears flowing down your face. I was considering whether I was being too cruel to you. . . So, there was a moment. . . I was prepared to go straight to my mother-in-law's house to explain it to you, but the guilt I felt towards that child. . . It made me feel that I should reconcile with you just like this, as if I was too cruel to that child who had already passed away. . . So I decided to explain it to you tomorrow. Anyway, we're taking Mu Mu to Disneyland tomorrow. " Jiang Juan's eyes were gloomy, and his voice carried a rare bitterness.
Gu Qingyou tried her best to widen her eyes, but her tears could not be controlled, like a flood breaking through a dam.
"The next day, I will go and fetch you and Mu Mu. Everything is very warm, the time when the three of us are together. It makes me realize that I cannot live without you. After the fun, I will go back to my mother-in-law's house. I have decided to follow the steps that my mother-in-law gave me. But I didn't think that you would reject me, and at that moment, even though I was so angry that I left, But thinking that you might have misunderstood that my concern for you was due to my mother-in-law's coercion, I turned back. . . This time, I've already decided to make it clear to you, tell you. . . I can't be angry at you at all, tell you. . . How much I love you, tell you. . . Let bygones be bygones, let bygones be bygones, tell you. . . We will still have a beautiful future, but. . . "
Jiang Juan took a deep breath as he spoke. It was as if there was a suffocating pain in his chest. His eyebrows were tightly knitted. He looked at her with a lonely and bleak gaze. He had never had such a depressed expression. He said in a hoarse voice, "I never would have thought. . . When I'm about to open the door, I'll hear your conversation with your ex-boyfriend. . . When I found out that you were going to leave me. . . "
When she heard this, Gu Qingyou struggled to break out of her choking throat and urgently said, "Juan, what I said to that person is not true. I thought that you didn't care about me at that time. I don't want to delay you anymore in the future. So I. . . "
" I know what you said to that person wasn't true. I know Gu Qingyou, and I will never believe that she is greedy for vanity. Even if she made mistakes in the past, it doesn't affect what kind of person she is in her bones. . . So, what I care about is not what you said to him, but the decision to leave me. "
Gu Qingyou's body trembled and her body stiffened.
Jiang Juan looked at her. He had never looked so disappointed before. He spoke in a hoarse voice as if he no longer had any attachment to this world. "Gu Qingyou, we have been through so much together. I have never considered giving up on you, but at that moment, when I heard that you wanted to leave me, I heard the sound of my heart breaking. . . Because of the woman that I cared so much about, I saw her as the woman of life. In the end, she can still leave me so easily. . . She completely ignores what I have done for her, completely disregard me and her child. . . "
At this moment, Gu Qingyou's tears fell without restraint. She cried out in grief, "Juan, it's not like that. I plan to leave you because my ex-boyfriend is. . . "
At this moment, she intended to speak clearly to him, but Jiang Juan interrupted her. "So what if your ex-boyfriend is Guan Yumo?"
Gu Qingyou did not expect Jiang Juan to know Guan Yumo's identity. She was stunned for a moment.
Jiang Juan closed his eyes and his long eyelashes trembled. He was telling her about his pain at the moment. "Don't say that you are trying to protect me, because you know. . . I don't need your protection at all, for you. . . Even if Guan Yumo becomes my enemy, I don't care. . . So. . . The real reason you left wasn't because your ex-boyfriend was Guan Yumo, but because you were too selfish. "
Facing Jiang Juan's accusation, Gu Qingyou's chest seemed to be blocked by something. The shackles were very uncomfortable, but she could not argue with it.
Jiang Juan slowly opened his painful eyes and looked at her deeply. "You think I can't understand you. And you want to give up our relationship. You are very wronged. So you are in so much pain that you want to leave. . . You have never considered that you have left. . . What about me? What about our children? What about our families? And you, who I thought you would never abandon me. [Leave my family. Even though we have met this obstacle. . . ] You will try your best to let us pass this obstacle. . . But in the end, you selfishly want to leave!"
" Juan. . . " Gu Qingyou's heart trembled. She tried to explain but she could not organize a single word in her mind.
Jiang Juan's eyes were filled with pain. He shook his head helplessly. "You disappoint me too much. Gu Qingyou, this time, I am really disappointed in you. You suddenly made me lose the confidence to follow you, because I do not know when we will encounter difficulties in the future. Are you planning to leave again? "
Gu Qingyou's face was covered with tears, but her tears continued to fall. She really wanted to explain, but she could not utter a single word in her bitter throat.
Finally, Jiang Juan said in an extremely hoarse voice, Jiang Juan. " If I didn't love you too much, I would have given you up, Gu Qingyou. "
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