C2441 I Don't Want to Think about It
The dessert shop was closed. Miss, the shop assistant, also went back. She and Zhao Si Jiao were the only two people in the shop.1
Ding Ruirui earnestly listened to him talk about the past. The main character in the story was clearly her, but she was unable to experience it personally. Instead, she was like a bystander, calm and clear-headed.
"I don't know what you have experienced in the past, but seeing how you are crying so hard, I know that you must have been injured."
Zhao Si Jiao continued to speak. There was a slight pain in his heart. It was his heart that ached for Ding Ruirui.
"Later, I lied to you and told you your secret..."
Ding Ruirui could not help but hold her breath. The heartbeat in her chest gradually increased. She could roughly guess whose name Zhao Si Kui wanted to say - Shen Guanlin.
Since the last time Zhao Si Jiao begged her not to accept Shen Guanlin's orders and wanted to stay away from Shen Guanlin, everything had been traceable.
Ding Ruirui pursed her lips and then heard Zhao Si Kui say, "You are the daughter of the Ding Family and not the daughter of a resident of the neighboring town. You have a relationship with the Shen Family's Young Master and Shen Guanlin, and you also have a cute child. But you said you are not living well, and he doesn't love you. The pain and suffering I experienced when I was with him is far greater than the joy I felt when I was with him."
"You held your heart in your palm and gave it to him, but he didn't even look at it. He even stepped on it... So you left, leaving behind the child you just gave birth to. Find me, beg me to help you"
At the end of his words, Zhao Si Kui's voice became somewhat hoarse. He could not imagine how Ruirui had endured the past days. She did not have the love of her parents. All she had was malicious scolding and beating. It was not easy for her to meet someone she liked. However, because of their terrible meeting, their relationship was destined to be unequal...
Ding Ruirui was such a good girl, she should have been admired and protected in her heart. But fate played tricks on her, making her fall from heaven to hell again and again.
When Zhao Si Kui first met her and heard her talk about the past, he could not help but feel his heart ache. Now that he had been with her for a long time, whenever she mentioned her past, his heart would be filled with pain.
Sometimes, he would also complain about why the heavens arranged for them to meet earlier. If that was the case, he would be able to reach out his hand when she was in despair and share some of the pain with her...
But in the end, this was only his wishful thinking.
He slowly raised his head and saw Ruirui's dazed eyes. He said again, "When I hypnotized you back then, I set up an order. As long as you are willing to remember, I can help you recover your memories."
But what surprised Zhao Sike was that Ding Ruirui refused.
She suddenly laughed at herself and pretended to be relaxed as she said, "As expected, my past was worse than I thought."
"Ruirui..."
" Since I chose to forget the past and start over, I have no intention of recovering my memory. " She paused for a moment and then raised a faint smile. She continued, "Moreover, my past is so unbearable, even if I recover my memories... That's all. I am very satisfied with my current life, I don't want to cause trouble "
These words were sincere. Ding Ruirui felt that her current life was quite good and there was no need to pursue the past.
Not to mention that just hearing those things from Zhao Si Jiao made her feel unbearable pain. If she really thought of it, she would probably choose to hypnotize him again.
As for the child between her and Shen Guanlin...
Ding Ruirui's hands stopped moving and immediately mocked herself for thinking too much. No matter what, that child was Shen Guanlin's biological son. Shen Guanlin's family was huge, and even if he did not like her, he would not mistreat a child.
Just treat it as if she had let that child down. As a mother, she did not do anything.
But she could only do so. She did not want to try the pain of forcing her into a dead end again. She just wanted to live peacefully for the rest of her life.
The words of the woman she met this afternoon suddenly rang in her ears again.
"You must leave..."
Ding Ruirui pursed her lips and could not help but think that what this woman said was right. Although she did not know what she was to Shen Guanlin, did he forget about her a long time ago? But if she wanted a peaceful life, it was best to stay far away from this city.
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