C1076 One of the Worst in Life
There's no one in the worst life.2
Bai Yiyan sat in the car and looked at the familiar scenery outside the window. Her eyes were dry. In the past, she really wanted to leave this city and go out to see the world. But now, after staying outside for a short while, she desperately wanted to come back. People are really a complex mix.
Leng Fei was really a dedicated bodyguard. She sat beside her. She is like an invisible person. If she didn't ask, she wouldn't ask.
Bai Yiyan returned to China this time and was considered to be sneaking around. Therefore, she gave herself a short time. She had already booked a plane ticket to go abroad at night. She was going to see Bai Zhenzhen right now.
Ji Yueze had already helped her inform her beforehand, and had established a relationship with her. Therefore, Bai Yiyan successfully met Bai Zhenzhen.
She used to be the eldest aunt and niece, but she had nothing to talk about. Now that they were as close as mother and daughter, they suddenly did not know what to say when they saw each other.
"Xiao Yan, I'm sorry! I have kept it from you for so many years. Do you hate me? I don't have the right to be your mother. From now on, just pretend that I'm dead. Don't come and see me again. I don't want to drag your life into this! " Bai Zhenzhen felt guilty and apologized to her in embarrassment.
"It is already like this. Don't say such things again. I just want to ask you why you gave birth to me back then. You clearly know that you don't have the ability to raise me, so why did you give me back my life?" When Bai Yiyan asked this question, her mood had already calmed down. She felt that no matter how surprised she was, it would not be able to stir up any waves in her heart. Her life had already reached this stage. She accepted her fate.
"If I say... I was forced to give birth to you, would you hate me even more?" At this point, Bai Zhenzhen did not want to lie anymore. She felt that lying was very tiring and she had to pay a greater price. She had already shattered her daughter's life glass, so she should not hide anything from her anymore.
"Forced? Why would someone be forced to give birth? Mom, are you trying to lie to me again? What do you have to say to me? "I really can't believe you anymore." Bai Yiyan's heart at this moment was like a knife cutting through her heart. Every single lie from her biological mother was really not an ordinary pain.
"No, I didn't lie to you. What I said was true. Xiao Yan, do you know? " If... if you were a son, your life would not be like this. You would be rich and noble when you were born. Unfortunately, you did not live up to your expectations and your mother did not live up to her expectations. I made a wrong bet! " When Bai Zhenzhen said this, she already covered her face and cried. She felt that she was too stupid back then.
Bai Yiyan felt as if she had been hit on the head. Her entire person was in a daze. After a long time, she recovered her voice. "What do you mean? Why is my life different when I am a son? " What happened? "
Bai Zhenzhen's face was as pale as paper, as if she did not want to recall those painful years. She bit her lips and did not dare to speak.
"Can you tell me if I can't carry it out? Also, do you know who my biological father is?" Bai Yiyan heard a lot of information from her mother's words. She always felt that her mother still had something to say.
"Alright, I will tell you. Back then, I promised someone to give birth to a son for their family. Unfortunately, when you were born that day, they found out that you were a daughter and did not want us anymore. Furthermore, I suspect that I was wrongly accused of taking drugs and going to prison. It was also them who did it. " Although I don't have any evidence, I just feel that it has something to do with them. " Bai Zhenzhen did not care anymore and directly told the truth.
This was like a bomb, directly blowing Bai Yiyan's face into a pale white color.
"You are saying... I was actually born because of a deal you made with someone?" Bai Yiyan's entire person was not well. She had a feeling that she wanted to faint at any time. She thought that her birth was definitely the result of her parents falling in love. But now it seemed that she was thinking too well.
"Xiao Yan, mother deserves to die. Mother really deserves to die!" At this moment Bai Zhenzhen really wanted to bang her head and die in front of Bai Yiyan. She did not have the face to see her again.
"Why did you do that? Is it because of money that you can do anything? Even if you want to live without dignity?" Bai Yiyan was about to go crazy. She screamed at Bai Yiyan sharply.
"Xiao Yan, mother is wrong. I shouldn't have thought so much about money. I shouldn't have easily believed those rich people's nonsense. At that time, I really didn't have money. " At that time, we even had a hard time eating meat. Then, someone came to me and said that I could be a mother and a son. He said that my conditions were very good and that I was very beautiful. The child I gave birth to was definitely beautiful. He could help them give birth to a grandson. They would give me a large sum of money. I agreed. At that time, the conditions weren't as good as now. Before I was pregnant with you, they gave me a medicinal herb. They said that it would give birth to a son and I believed it. But I didn't expect that it wouldn't They didn't care about us anymore. They believed whatever they said. I really don't have the face to see anyone. " Bai Zhenzhen thought of her muddle-headed years and her entire body was in pain.
At this moment, Bai Yiyan did not know what else she could say. She just felt that no matter how bad her life was, it would be like this. Fortunately, Ji Yueze gave her enough warmth and did not let her freeze to death by the cold of this world.
"This means that I might not even have the confidence to find my biological father, right?" Bai Yiyan laughed bitterly at herself.
"No, you can still look for him. If you really have no other choice, you still need to look for him. He has money and status. If you threaten him, he might give you a lot of money. Xiao Yan, I find that women cannot be too kind. If you should be ruthless, you must be ruthless!" At this moment, Bai Zhenzhen had also aroused the hatred of the old days. Her face was a little distorted as she said.
"And then? Just like you, " When you do all the bad things, you get caught and locked up in this dark cell. Do you want to spend the rest of your life? " Bai Yiyan felt that her worldview was still pretty good. She would not be blinded by hatred.
Bai Zhenzhen's entire body stiffened. Being mocked by her daughter was really embarrassing.
"I will not do anything. Right now, I only want to live my own life. I feel that being able to live a better life is enough!" Bai Yiyan stood up and wanted to leave. Suddenly, she stopped and turned her head to look at Bai Zhenzhen and asked. "Tell me, what is the name of that bastard?"
"Cheng Jianhong!"
"Have I heard of this name before?" Bai Yiyan suddenly asked.
"Of course you have. He often appears in the big news. It is impossible that you have not heard of him." Bai Zhenzhen ridiculed.
"Mayor?" Bai Yiyan's body stiffened. Yes, she had heard of him. When she was a reporter, she had also carefully understood this person. He was the mayor of eight consecutive years, Cheng Cheng Jianhong.
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