I want to see you
"Why are you such a person?" An Qingze looked at me blankly. 1
I smiled and said," Yeah, now that you know, I'm actually such a person, so I ca n' t be bothered to pretend anymore. Let's go. Hurry up and get out of my house!"
An Qingze looked at me in disbelief. Perhaps he had never thought that I would be so heartless. Actually, what I was thinking was that perhaps this was good. I couldn't blame An Qingze for not understanding me, but I also thought that he should n' t understand me. In this way, perhaps I wouldn't owe him more and more.
An Qingze was so serious. He stared at me for a long time without blinking. Then, his face suddenly calmed down. He approached me, his eyes filled with deep feelings and pain.
I was shocked by the way he looked at me. I was stunned and could only watch him approach me bit by bit.
I looked at his kiss and landed on my forehead, then moved down bit by bit. I felt the heat and moisture on my lips. An Qingze closed my eyes and kissed me while calling my name," Ke'er."
I was shocked and immediately woke up. I pushed An Qingze away.
"Let's go, okay?" I calmly said.
An Qingze looked at me in horror." Why do you have to do this?" "Could it be that we can't even kiss each other?"
I tried my best to pinch my hand and said coldly," That's right, this should have happened between us."
Then, I relaxed and lay on the sofa. I closed my eyes and said nonchalantly," Do you want me?" "Sure, as long as you give me money, my dear manager, I can give you whatever you want."
An Qingze didn't speak for a long time, and we fell into a deathly silence. After a long time, my body lightened and I opened my eyes. An Qingze silently tidied up my clothes, I didn't look at me again and went back to my room.
I stood up. One day of filming was already tiring enough. Now that I had such a fuss with An Qingze, my last strength was exhausted.
I looked at the empty hall and thought about all the cold and heartless words I had just said to An Qingze. My heart ached like a flood of seawater. Very good, no matter how dilapidated it is, where can it go? What else could be more terrifying than the current situation? No love, no family, no money, no friends, no future.
I walked back to my room step by step. All the pain was intertwined. Even I couldn't see clearly what it was like. All I knew was to walk step by step towards the path that should be taken and do everything I could do now.
My phone rang and I took it out numbly. Qi Mu text was written on it: How about being a woman who climbed up Family Qi Second Young Master's bed?
When I closed my eyes, my heart suddenly ached. The thing that I couldn't express in the An Qingze just now exploded. Tears fell on the screen. I allowed myself to stare at the words on it.
Then I looked at my finger and pressed it gently on the screen." Not bad."
She smiled and suddenly remembered that five years ago, I was lying in bed with Qi Mu. Qi Mu suddenly asked me," Am I your first love?"
I remember what I said to Qi Mu back then was almost fake. Only that time, I told the truth.
At that time, I was stunned for a moment before saying that it was not my first love. After that Qi Mu didn't even ask who I was. Now that he thought about it, even at that time, he was n' t as Qi Mu as he was now. Even at that time, he was still more mature and calm than his peers.
The phone rang again and quickly brought me out of my memories. This time, it wasn't a text message.
"What are you doing?" I asked tiredly. I really didn't have the strength to fight against Qi Mu.
"It looks like you're enjoying yourself. You' ve lived together with your manager, and you've been gossiping with the second generation of rich people, or you' ve been flirting with a popular male lead?" Qi Mu voice could not be heard.
I curled the corners of my mouth and lay down. Then, I closed my eyes and said," Qi Mu, are you not going to let me go, or are you not going to forget me?"
The other side paused, only breathing was left in silence.
I chuckled. I thought he wouldn't say anything, so I decided to put down my phone. I could n' t even open my eyes.
Qi Mu voice pierced through the space." Qin Ke, I want to see you."
I was stunned. It wasn't until the phone hung up that I slowly opened my eyes.
I couldn't believe what I had just heard. The sound of Qi Mu breathing seemed to be in my ear. Just now, when he called my name, he said that he wanted to see me.
"Ke'er." At the door, a An Qingze voice came through a door.
I immediately sat up and wanted to open the door, but I stopped on the bed. The quarrel between us just now and the determination I had made long ago prevented me from taking that step.
"Ke'er, do you really not want to see me again?" An Qingze said in pain.
His voice wasn't loud, but it was quiet in the middle of the night. In the empty villa, there were only the two of us, so I heard it clearly. Even his slight sigh did n' t fall.
"Ke'er, I thought about it just now, or maybe I' ve been thinking about it for a long time. Perhaps we really couldn't return to the past, could we? Hur hur, I've always had illusions. I thought that you and Qi Mu were just playing tricks on each other. You all hated each other. I believe what you said. You hated Qi Mu, hated Family Qi and Family Lin. You only wanted revenge.
I also wanted to believe that my Ke'er still loved me as much as she did back then. It was only because she had too many things hidden in her heart and experienced too much suffering that she did n' t say anything. But now, Ke'er, I really was n' t sure and couldn't believe it.
"Ke'er, if we really ca n' t return to the past, that means we must change and start a new beginning."
I held onto the bed sheet tightly and didn't say a word. I could hear the fragility of An Qingze, just like my broken heart. But my heart was shattered into pieces. How could I save An Qingze?
An Qingze chuckled and said," Ke'er, I' m leaving."
I heard him walk away step by step after a while. It was so clear in the middle of the night that every step he took touched my heart.
Those scenes were all floating in front of my eyes. I fell back into the blanket and my tears fell down.
I heard the car start downstairs and whispered, An Qingze, goodbye.
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