128: Chapter 128

Chapter 128

I turned my eyes and looked at him numbly before suddenly laughing. I reached out my hand and touched An Qingze face. I said softly, as if I was in a dream," An Qingze, you look so good. You're the best-looking guy in school. No wonder so many girls like you. 0

An Qingze, do you know that I just had a dream, a very long dream? This dream was too real, so I felt very tired now.

Even if I said that, I was afraid that you would laugh at me. In that dream, I was separated from you. I fell in love with someone else and even had a child. "Do you think it's funny?"

Then, I let myself fall into An Qingze embrace. An Qingze anxious face was still so beautiful. He seemed to be yelling at me. But I couldn't hear him clearly. I did n' t know what he was talking about, but it didn't matter. He was still An Qingze. I was still Qin Ke. We were still in school.

We were lovers and nothing had happened. We were still in school, Mom and Dad weren't dead, and my brother was n' t missing. Qin Mi was my youngest and most intimate sister. Also, I'm still the proud eldest young miss of the Qin Clan. I do n' t know Qi Mu Lin Anru.

However, it was all a dream. How wonderful. When I woke up, I was still telling An Qingze that I would become a singer in the future. An Qingze was playing the guitar. His profile was so beautiful. I saw the girl who always followed him in the news department. I proudly told her that An Qingze would always be alone in her heart.

"Ke'er."

This was the last thing I heard, and then it was as if I had really entered a dream. I turned around. It wasn't An Qingze. That figure was very familiar. It was tall and slender, with a white shirt and black hair. However, that person wasn't An Qingze. I was sure that he was n' t.

"Qi Mu." When I shouted, I felt like my voice sounded moist.

Qi Mu turned around, her eyes were filled with tenderness and heartbreaking worry. No, he wasn't Qi Mu. How could Qi Mu be so worried about me?

"Ke'er, Ke' er, are you awake?"

It was An Qingze. I opened my eyes in a daze. It was so uncomfortable that my chest was empty.

I opened my mouth and found that my mouth was so dry that I couldn't utter a word. I coughed lightly and smiled at An Qingze pale face." An Qingze, my child is gone, isn't it?"

An Qingze lowered his head and then raised his head. He was silent for a long time, and his heart ached more and more as he looked at me.

I got it. I got the answer. Nothing, nothing. My child was gone. My child, whom I had protected until now, was clearly about to be born. He was killed by Qi Mu and Lin Anru!

"Ke'er, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have gone out today. I should be at home with you, so nothing will happen. Was it them? It's Qi Mu right?"

I stared at An Qingze numbly, my eyes becoming more and more empty. I felt like my entire soul had gone somewhere.

"An Qingze, how could they do this?" Why did they have to do this? My child, he was still so young. He was about to come out and take a look at this world. "But they didn't even give him such a chance. Why?"

An Qingze hugged me and said again and again," It'll be fine. It' ll be fine, Ke'er." "It's fine. If you like children, we will have them. There will be many children."

I closed my eyes. At this moment, my tears began to flow. It was very strange that even a single drop of water couldn't be released from it, but now, it could n' t stop.

I pushed the An Qingze away and began to tear at An Qingze clothes.

"You said you gave birth to a child with me. You said you wouldn't regret it, right? "Let's have a baby," said Wang Yao. I laughed. I actually broke into tears and laughed.

An Qingze looked at me in pain and let me tear at his clothes. Then, she whispered," Ke'er, do n' t do this!"

I tore and tore, then kissed An Qingze lips, and then I let go of him. Looking into his eyes, I hated myself. Why did I still feel it so clearly at this moment? It wasn't Qi Mu lips, it was n' t a kiss, it wasn't the smell of Qi Mu body.

"You didn't let me down. It's my fault. It's my fault." It was because I overestimated myself that I had said that I wanted to avenge the Qin Clan and that I was going to provoke them Qi Mu death. Why didn't I think that this was someone we could n' t afford to provoke?

It was because I didn't know what was good for me that I ended up like this. I shouldn't have come to England with you. I should n' t have thought that I could escape Qi Mu revenge and give birth to a child safely. I'm the one who's sorry for the child, and I'm sorry for you. Qi Mu You' re right. I'm a disaster star."

"Enough!" Ke'er, no, you' re not a disaster. It was me who wasn't good. I promised to protect you and your child, but I did n' t do it. It was all my fault. If I hadn't left this morning, I would n' t have let you encounter such a thing alone. "If I were here, I would protect you even if I risked my life."

I shook my head numbly. Actually, I knew that even if An Qingze were at home, it would only make Qi Mu and Lin Anru attack him.

A week later, An Qingze took me home. He didn't dare to go to work and stayed with me at home to rest. In the end, we didn't invite Sister-in-law and the nanny. The child was gone. I was most afraid of seeing strangers.

Every day, when I looked at the playground outside the window, I would unconsciously recall the days when I was carefree in school. At that time, I was a young lady. I could be proud of my nature no matter how I wanted to be.

However, his age that didn't care about anything was finally gone. I touched my flat lower abdomen, where there was a scar that recorded the existence of a child. Apart from that, I didn't have anything to remember him. I didn't even know if he was a boy or a girl.

In my lower abdomen, when I stood up and walked, the tearing pain in my hand reminded me of what had happened and I couldn't turn back. Clenching my fists, I told myself every single day that I had to live, live well, and then die.

A month later, my body had almost recovered. I started reading and raising flowers.

In the morning, I told An Qingze," Go to work. I can take care of myself."

An Qingze glanced at me and said indifferently," No, I'll stay with you at home."

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