Chapter 193 Don't abandon me
Lin Anru stared at me, causing me to feel a chill all over my body. Lin Anru eyes were so red that they were about to extract poison. She hated me and didn't even need to say it out loud. I could already feel the sadness. The story she and Qi Yu had just told off and on really shocked me. I never thought that Qi Mu would have experienced this four years ago. But at the same time, I couldn't help but feel pity for Lin Anru. 0
If she hadn't loved Qi Mu, she would n' t have loved him to the bone and couldn't control her emotions. She would n' t have loved him to the point where she could never give up. In fact, just as Lin Anru himself had said, she had bet on the entire Family Lin and Qi Mu succession to the Qi family. Even if he could bet on his life, how much love would that be!
I opened my mouth to say something, but Lin Anru interrupted me," Enough, Qin Ke, I don't need your false sympathy. It could be said that I had lost. I had lost completely. No matter how much I did, he still had you in his heart.
What was ridiculous was that I had already erased all the memories of the past. I thought that we would be able to be together properly. Now it seemed like this was just making me look more like a pitiful fool. Qin Ke You must be very proud of yourself. The man you don't want is a treasure that I ca n' t get no matter what!"
Then, Lin Anru looked at Qi Mu and laughed maniacally," Qi Mu, you're also pitiful. Look at this woman, this woman that you' ll still fall in love with even if you lose your memory. In the past, in order to get the bullsh*t four-leaf clover necklace she left for you, you had to take a private plane back to China to get the medicine from the person I was looking for.
But for a woman that you want to love despite everything, ask her carefully. She knew the fact that you were alive, but as long as I instigated her, she would agree to hide it for me. She was a person who could easily treat you as a dead person, but what about you? "You still think of her as a treasure? How laughable! How laughable!"
The look in Qi Mu eyes that looked at me was pitch-black and painful. I looked away guiltily. Lin Anru said that my score was not bad. I was indeed such a despicable woman. For the sake of my peaceful life with An Qingze, I could just treat Qi Mu as a dead person.
"Help me out." Qi Mu voice was very soft. Even though the background was quieter in the midst of the noise, I still couldn't believe it. I just stood there and stared blankly at him.
Qi Mu also looked at me, until the sharp light in his eyes gradually turned into some kind of weakness. My heart suddenly ached and I almost didn't think. I used all my strength to hug him and help him up. As we walked past Lin Anru and Qi Yu, I didn't say anything. I felt the Qi Mu that was leaning against me, and my body trembled slightly.
That was his pride, his stubbornness, and his high status. But now, he was very fragile. He was so fragile that he couldn't hold on for the next second. He needed me. He needed me more than ever. Perhaps Qi Mu he didn't even know what he needed, compared to his coercion, it was even more like a death sentence for me.
I hugged Qi Mu tightly. We were walking in the night. I didn't know where to go. After walking for a long time, I asked him in a low voice," Qi Mu, where are we going?"
In such a big world, there was no home for us. The time that once belonged to us had already gone too far. My hand was undoubtedly trembling. Suddenly, I realized what I was doing. I just took Qi Mu away from Lin Anru and Qi Yu. From the memories we had before, Charm, take them away.
However, when I was able to take him away, I was destined to stay away from him in the future. My consciousness began to slowly occupy my mind. Impulsiveness and emotion would eventually be thrown to the back of my mind.
I wasn't the little girl from back then, and Qi Mu was n' t the one I first met. Not long after I graduated, I spoke of the young man who loved me with a bare face. We had already gone too far and missed too much.
"Qi Mu, do you want to go back to your house with Lin Anru or should I find a hotel to put you down?" I asked him.
Qi Mu didn't say anything, but I could also feel his body leaning against me stiffen for a second.
"So, are you leaving?" Qi Mu voice sounded muffled.
I stopped and said," I'm going home. It's already late. If I don't go back, An Qingze' ll be worried. He'll call me."
Qi Mu pushed me away, but he was already too weak to stand. He could only barely lean against the wall to support himself.
"An Qingze, An Qingze! Qin Ke, is there really only An Qingze in your heart? "You don't want me, you do n' t want Qi Mo, you don't want to go over. Do you have to be so heartless?" Qi Mu painful gaze pierced my heart like a sharp blade in the night sky.
I have a heart, but what can I do?
I tried my best to make myself laugh." Qi Mu, what do you think? I'm An Qingze wife now. I do n' t think about him. Who else can I think about?" As for Qi Mo, he was my son, so of course I loved him. "But he's going to find Daddy. Can I stop him?"
Qi Mu looked at me faintly and said," Then what about me?" "You love Qi Mo, do you love me?"
I sighed. I really didn't know what would happen if I continued to stay. My heart was hurting so much that I could n' t stand it anymore.
"Qi Mu, is it interesting for you to say these meaningless things?" I avoided his gaze.
For a long time, silence took root and sprouted between us, as if it was the silence before the death, almost killing our emotions.
I turned around and tried to pull her away, but Qi Mu grabbed my clothes. I didn't turn around. We were in a stalemate. After a long time, I heard Qi Mu voice. It was clear and indifferent, as if it didn't contain any emotions.
"Ke'er, can you not abandon me?"
I turned around in surprise and Qi Mu lowered my head, so he didn't see my expression. He kept his head shut, as if he did n' t even have the strength to look up at me.
I watched as Qi Mu fell to the ground bit by bit. His last words were like a thousand zhang mountain, heavily pressing down on me. I couldn't breathe. I covered my mouth and did n' t let me cry.
Was this Qi Mu? This was a Qi Mu that was always proud, Family Qi Second Young Master? He actually begged me not to abandon him?
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