255: You've always been ruthless towards me

You've always been ruthless towards me

Qi Mu was like an endless stream of people. I suddenly stopped him and stared blankly at him. After a long time, he said bitterly and self-mockingly," Why?" Even now, why are you asking me? What do you want me to do? You know that I don't love Li Wenting. Even if I want to marry her, I do n' t love her. You know who I love and what I want, but you didn't give it to me. 1

Since that's the case, you can stay behind the An Qingze, watch me get engaged, see my relationship with others, and see my relationship with others. Since that's the case, Qin Ke, why do n' t you just be a little cold? You should be a little cold.

"Don't you think that the things you do from time to time are like a thousand cuts to me?"

I couldn't laugh anymore. I just stood there for a long time until Qi Mo came down the stairs and shouted to Qi Mu," Daddy."

Qi Mu looked at him in shock and looked back at me. It was as if he had suddenly understood something. There was something in his eyes that had once again gathered together and something else that had instantly split apart. The things that had gathered had cracks, and the ones that burst apart carried a sense of despair and desperation.

"It's Lin Anru, right?" Qi Mu said to me.

Qi Mu was smart, so he only needed to turn around a little to think of the cause and effect. I didn't even need to explain, but he already understood. Then, the pain of life and death escaped from his body.

I wanted to say I'm sorry, but I did n' t take a stand. Perhaps it was just as Qi Mu said. My apology was the most hurtful. I thought of the way Li Wenting begged me. I thought I wanted to be ruthless, cold and indifferent. That was the right thing to do.

"Yes, it's Lin Anru. I ca n' t do anything about it. Xiao Mo's also your child. For the sake of Xiao Mo safety, I have to put everything in second place, right?"

Qi Mu said bitterly," Second? "If only it was the second place."

That voice was very lonely and dejected, making me feel a little disgusted. What did I do and why did I do it? But I knew that I could only do it.

"So, what are the conditions for Lin Anru?" Qi Mu asked me.

"You can't get engaged to Li Wenting," I replied helplessly with a bitter face. You know, the only person Lin Anru care about is you. For you, my own son will give up."

A trace of killing intent flashed through Qi Mu eyes, and my heart instantly turned cold. I couldn't help but say," Well, it's possible that she and Qi Yu are ……"

Qi Mu smirked coldly," Qi Yu? "Even if he doesn't get involved, I wo n' t let him go."

Then, he suddenly looked at me. His eyes flashed with a trace of a desperate look." It doesn't matter if I die anyway. No one has anything to say, right?"

I glanced at the pale Qi Mo beside me and frowned." Xiao Mo, go back to your room first. Mommy and Daddy will discuss matters. Daddy will accompany you later."

Qi Mo hesitated for a second, but still chose to listen and went upstairs.

Seeing Qi Mo enter the room, I turned my head to look at Qi Mu." Idiot, do Li Wenting not care about you? "She has your child in her stomach. Even if it's for her child, you ca n' t give up on yourself!"

Qi Mu sneered," Child?" So, you know what happened that night? "Hehe, do you think I'm even more dirty?"

My heart was in pain.

"No, don't say that." I said.

Qi Mu continued to smile coldly." No, I'm really dirty. Your An Qingze is really clean. That's right, is n' t the thing you're best at doing just planting a cause and then ignoring it? After all these years, I still don't understand you. I still have hope.

I came here today to humiliate him, right? "I'm going to waste it for you. Anyway, it's not once or twice. Qin Ke, you've always been ruthless towards me."

I was speechless. I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say anything. I don't have the right, nor do I have the face to say anything. Qi Mu was right. Am I not ruthless? The person who had left was wrong. As for my departure from Qi Mu, it was undeniable.

"Sorry." I still said that. I could imagine how sorry I was. It was useless and hurtful. But other than that, I really didn't know what else I could say.

The sadness on Qi Mu face became even more obvious." In the past, there were times when you wanted to say sorry to An Qingze, but why did you say it then? It could be considered retribution. Now it was my turn. I now know how he felt when you said sorry to An Qingze.

Back then, all of your ruthlessness towards him was now on me, right? I really want to know when it started. "I became him, and he became me?"

Qi Mu looked at me and kept looking at me. She didn't want to look away. Her eyes were filled with unwillingness and stubbornness. The emotions that were born in pain forced me to admit and answer, not to escape or refuse. I couldn't escape. Qi Mu emotions were like a huge net that was sewn together, covering all my emotions.

I was within it, and his pain and despair were right under my feet. He tightly grabbed me and forced me to give a reason. Otherwise, everything would not continue. Whether it was about life or tomorrow, it was still so cruel and realistic. And this was what time taught us.

"Actually, I really planned to have a good life with you before, but I found out later that we still couldn't. We did n' t believe each other at all. We were too similar. We were similar people. Even the way we treated our emotions was similar.

Qi Mu, didn't you notice? After all these years, we couldn't forget each other and could n' t part with each other. But every time we hugged each other with great difficulty, we always hurt each other and doubted each other until they were separated.

We weren't suitable, so I could only say that. It wasn't just about the compatibility of the body. More importantly, the threads of our emotions could n' t wrap around it. Instead, they went further and further. Even if it was entangled, it would become tighter and tighter. The deeper we love, the deeper we will be hurt.

Qi Mu, I was no longer that young girl. I was already a mother. I have a responsibility, do you know? "I can't selfishly follow the way I want to live. I do everything like this."

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