283: Chapter 283 left it clean

Chapter 283 left it clean

When I was questioned by Qi Mu, I was rendered speechless. Every word that he said was like a needle that stabbed fiercely into my heart, and I couldn't refute it. 0

I thought about it for a long time. It wasn't until I felt like the sunlight outside the window was about to change directions impatiently that I slowly said," No, I would n' t have stopped you from, I wouldn't have stopped you from getting engaged to Li Wenting. "I didn't come today because of us. I was just worried about Xiao Mo."

"Alright!" Excellent! You're really clean! Yes, everything you said was right. You didn't have any ulterior motives. It was all my own wishful thinking, so I beg you, I beg you, please stay away from me, okay? You're straightforward. Do n' t let me see you. Don't give me any more hope, okay? "You probably won't know how painful that will be!"

When Qi Mu said these words, his emotions were on the verge of collapse. His eyes were red and his heart was trembling. My hands were all tangled up. I didn't know what to say or what to do now.

How could he become like this again? Previously An Qingze had been like a nervous breakdown, but now Qi Mu was the same. I really didn't know what to do. It wasn't that they did n' t love each other, but they couldn't be together. It was n' t that they didn't want to be together, but they should n' t be together.

"Then tell me, can we be together?" I asked Qi Mu coldly.

"Have you ever thought about what Li Wenting do if we're together? What about your child in Li Wenting stomach? What should An Qingze do? How would my little crescent moon explain to her? "We've already separated so many people from each other. Have you ever thought about how cruel it would be if we wanted to be together?"

Qi Mu looked at me with burning eyes." Then, so you love me, right?"

I bit my lips and my tears rolled in my eyes. I didn't know how much effort I had to expend to stop my direct desire. I really wanted to say it. It was like saying it many years ago. I love you. Of course I love you. After all these years, I only love you.

What I wanted to say, but I couldn't. What should I say? I have no right to love you or not to love An Qingze. I don't have the right to be with you, let alone leave An Qingze An Qingze.

For us, who had been through so many years, loving someone and not loving someone was not the way we were back then. There were too many feelings between us. I couldn't care about Lin Anru, but I could n' t help but care about Li Wenting. She was innocent, kind-hearted, sincere to Qi Mu good, and truly pitiful.

Besides, there was also An Qingze. He was now my husband. What reason did I use to convince myself to betray him? He treated me well. He didn't act like he had done it overnight, but he had truly protected me for many years.

"Don't you think it's meaningless to say this now?" I only said that in the end.

Qi Mu looked at me for a while, then finally turned around. His gaze penetrated through the window and looked at the footsteps of Time that would never turn back. He smiled softly," Yes, it's meaningless."

It wasn't disappointment, it was a form of giving up. When I said this to myself, my heart suddenly felt so painful that I could n' t stay any longer. When I hurried out to find Qi Mo, tears finally began to fall. When I reached the garage and saw Qi Mo leaning against the car, my heart finally broke down.

That face, the person I loved, was such an imagination. Their personalities, their slightly tilted faces, the indifference and joy in their eyes, the starlight, those were all the most precious treasures that I had hidden in my heart for so many years.

I couldn't afford it, but at least I could keep it carefully.

I hugged Qi Mo and said," Sorry, I probably shouldn't have brought you here."

After a long time, Qi Mo whispered," Mommy, I'm willing to change my surname."

I stared at him blankly." You, do you know what you're talking about?" If you were angry because of what your father had just said, it wouldn't be necessary. "Your father was just trying to get angry with Mommy. What he said was all anger. Don't take it seriously."

Qi Mo shook his head." Daddy is different from before. Then I should change. It was only today that I was convinced that I should have understood the truth. No matter what, my parents wouldn't settle down and I would n' t have a complete home. "If you have to choose, then I think life is the best."

I couldn't say anything else. I did n' t know how to get rid of him. I didn't even know if I should persuade him. Back then, An Qingze and I hadn't been able to succeed no matter what. Now that he had agreed, I suddenly felt no joy at all.

After returning that day, Qi Mo still played the game. I didn't say anything to stop him. Perhaps as An Qingze said, the child had his own thoughts and his own plans and expectations for his future life. I shouldn't have stopped him from doing so.

I still didn't understand Qi Mo thoughts, but from now on, I made up my mind to give him only support and trust. He was the child of that person, so he wouldn't be an idiot who did n' t accomplish anything.

The wedding between Li Wenting and Qi Mu was announced one month later. I received the same invitation as An Qingze. I've been stunned by the invitation since early in the morning. Actually, I really do n' t want to go. Most of the people inside were still aware of what had happened. If I went back today, I would definitely be blackened again.

"The dress designer is ready." When An Qingze changed into a suit, she said to me.

Looking at An Qingze handsome face, my heart felt a little sour. After that, we never argued. On the surface, perhaps nothing had happened to us. We were still as busy as before, and An Qingze didn't have any plans to reduce it a little.

But only we knew what was going on. I knew that the stalk had never passed by. I knew that the thorn in An Qingze's heart did not have the slightest intention of being pulled out. Between us, it was like a calm lake with no ripples on the surface. In fact, the wind and clouds in our hearts were surging, and no one could easily know about it.

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