194: I'm not worthy of it

I'm not worthy of it

Yu Xiaoxiao lay in Su Ruomiao's arms. Su Ruomiao hugged him with heartache and comforted him softly," Xiaoxiao, stop crying. With me, I' ll be with you. If we refuse, we'll refuse. It's not difficult." Su Ruomiao saw Yu Xiaoxiao crying so sadly, she couldn't help but feel a little anxious. As soon as she was anxious, she became incoherent. 1

"Amiao, I just don't think I' m worthy of him. Look, I've had a boyfriend before, and I do n' t have the first time. How can I be worthy of him? Wuu, I was pregnant, wuuu, Zhang Qi he's so good, but look at me. Wuuuu, I' m so bad."

Yu Xiaoxiao kept hugging Su Ruomiao and crying. She subconsciously told herself that she wasn't worthy of Zhang Qi. Zhang Qi was the light, and he could n' t see the light. He could only hide in a dirty insect in a corner and wasn't worthy of being with him.

Su Ruomiao looked at Yu Xiaoxiao and hated why he couldn't share her pain with him. Looking at Yu Xiaoxiao pain, Su Ruomiao really felt good-hearted pain.

Where did the previous Yu Xiaoxiao go? Where was the Yu Xiaoxiao that was glowing with light? Where did that confident Yu Xiaoxiao go? Who could tell him? Why did Yu Xiaoxiao become like this? This wasn't her Xiaoxiao, this was n' t it.

"Xiaoxiao, don't cry anymore. The moment you cry, my heart will ache. "Xiaoxiao." Su Ruomiao looked at Yu Xiaoxiao and couldn't help but sob.

"Amiao, I think that Zhang Qi he's so good, he must have thought that I was too pitiful and wanted to be with me. That must be true." Otherwise, why would he be with me? Look at how bad and pitiful I am now. How could I match him? Not worthy! Zhang Qi people were really good. I wasn't very familiar with them before, but he still treated me so well. However, what I want isn't pity. I do n' t want his pity. I don't want..." Yu Xiaoxiao hugged Su Ruomiao and cried as he spoke. His words were a little unclear.

Su Ruomiao looked at the Yu Xiaoxiao and couldn't help but shed tears from the corner of her eyes." Xiaoxiao, ca n' t you just say yourself like this?" My Xiaoxiao was the best in the world. "Xiaoxiao, don't talk about yourself like that."

After crying for an unknown amount of time, Yu Xiaoxiao pushed away the same tear-stained Su Ruomiao. The corner of his mouth curled into a smile." Ha, Amiao, I'm fine. I just, let it out, let it out. It's just a moment. It's fine. I' m fine. I'm really fine." Yu Xiaoxiao supported the sofa and stood up. As he muttered to himself, he slowly walked upstairs and closed the door to his room.

Su Ruomiao looked at Yu Xiaoxiao back and wiped away her tears. Why did she treat Xiao Xiaoxiao like this? Wouldn't it be nice for her to be unhappy? Why did it involve Xiaoxiao?

After Su Ruomiao stayed in the living room for a while, she tiptoed into Yu Xiaoxiao room. Yu Xiaoxiao lay on the bed and had already fallen asleep. Su Ruomiao pulled the blanket and touched her cheek." Xiaoxiao, you have me." Su Ruomiao voice gently fell into Yu Xiaoxiao ear.

Su Ruomiao started the computer again and opened the email. The email recorded everything that happened back then. The more Su Ruomiao saw it, the more unbelievable it became.

It turned out that Huo's Did did n' t bump into Su Su younger brother back then. Back then, Su Su younger brother had already detected a terminal illness, and Su Su mother definitely wouldn't pay to treat him. At this moment, Huo's Did had appeared and he had successfully become a scapegoat. Originally, he had nothing to do with it, but at this moment, Su Su little brother was personally pushed out by the Su Su who wanted to live a good life. Su Su mother used this matter to blackmail Huo's Did and even forced Huo's Did to help their family swallow up the Su family.

When Su Ruomiao read the email, he felt that he was in shock. He didn't expect the so-called truth to be like this. It was n' t Huo's Did driving Su Su brother. In his shock, a wave of anger could n' t help but surge from the bottom of his heart. He didn't expect Su Su heart to be so ruthless. She actually pushed her own brother out so that she could live a good life!

No, Su Su mother and daughter had discussed all of this. They had figured out Huo's Did way they would go that day, so they took Su Su brother out that day. Did that Su Su brother know about this plan? Or was he willing? He knew that he had a terminal illness and was willing to help him if he didn't save him?

Su Ruomiao right now, his eyes were filled with disbelief. Just what kind of monstrous crime was this? The three of them framed him together? Or was it that the two of them didn't even care about their relatives for money?

Su Ruomiao suddenly felt that Su Su and her mother were too scary. Their hearts could turn black like this. Even if they sacrificed their loved ones, they would live a good life and crush their Su family.

During the shock, Su Ruomiao felt Huo's Did this person was the most pitiful character in the entire incident. He did n' t know anything and just took the blame and was forced to swallow Su family with them.

But at the same time Su Ruomiao felt that he deserved it. If it weren't for his cowardice, how could she Su Ruomiao become like this? How could her mother die with hatred? How could she and Huo Yansheng become like this?

If Huo's Did did n' t escape back then and went face to face, then wouldn't she and Huo Yansheng be like today?

Su Ruomiao stood up from the front of the computer. She walked out of the window and looked into the distance. Huo Yansheng, is it really impossible for us in our lifetime? Is our fate about to be buried in the grudges of their previous generation? But Huo Yansheng, I can't bear to. Su Su and his mother are so bad, how do you want me to leave you to them?

Su Ruomiao looked out the window for a long time before finally squatting on the ground like a child and crying.

Huo Yansheng, the man she loved to the bone. Although they had experienced so much and she was sad and sad, she had cried, but she still had to admit that she still loved Huo Yansheng. No matter how she lied to herself, how she disguised herself, how she hid it, she could not hide the fact that she loved Huo Yansheng.

But now, she wanted to leave him because of the grudges of their previous generation. In the past, she knew that even if she was gone, Huo Yansheng still had Su Su love for him, Su Su would take good care of Huo Yansheng for her. But now that he knew this fact, how could she rest assured and hand Huo Yansheng over to him? She could not rest assured, but would she be able to approach him again? He could not do it.

Su Ruomiao suddenly felt helpless and confused like a lost child.

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