18: Chapter 18: Questioning

Chapter 18: Questioning

He stood there blankly, not knowing how to react. There was no feeling in his heart. After he had been thoroughly injured, he was only numb. 2

The current me was not sad at all. The reason why she felt sad was because she still had consciousness and a healthy part. However, right now, I didn't have any intact existence.

The place called Heart was completely shattered, unable to sense any pain.

The man in front of me had lived with me for so long, but he didn't show any tenderness towards me. All day long, my violent treatment made my body hurt. But I thought it was ridiculous that he still missed our relationship.

I'll always remember the sweet words he said when he chased me back then. He was firm with those vows and promises. He thought that it was not a lie that he said that he would love me forever.

I was wrong.

His mistake was so outrageous.

Perhaps from the beginning, I shouldn't have lied to myself and felt that this person would treat me sincerely. If he really put me in his heart, he would love me and love me all his life. How could he have punched, kicked, and scolded me?

I staggered to the window of the two of them. At this moment, tears flowed down like a river breaking through a dike. I don't know why I' m crying? Could it be because I love this man in front of me?

It didn't seem so.

How could I bring up love for such a man?

Perhaps he was unwilling.

I could endure what he treated me. It was as if he was paying back the debt he owed back then, but I really couldn't accept the blatant betrayal.

"Who is she?" My right hand trembled as I pointed at the woman lying on the bed and asked in a hoarse voice. I was surprised. I couldn't believe that this strange and distant voice would belong to me.

When the woman saw me come back, she pretended to be afraid and hid behind Zhang Shiyang. His naked and enchanting body carried an intense temptation. I admit that her figure really had an irresistible attraction.

She wanted to scare the kitten with an innocent look on her face. But in that pair of deep eyes, I saw an obvious slyness. It was a kind of vicious and sinister scheme.

Seeing my heartbroken expression, Xia Lian was elated, but he did not show his joy on his face. But from the look in her eyes, I could tell that she enjoyed the torture she had brought to me.

"Brother Yang, I'm afraid!" Xia Lian wrapped her hand around Zhang Shiyang neck, and her tone was sweet. That voice made me want to vomit.

When Zhang Shiyang heard the other party's complaint, he felt very distressed. He gently rubbed Xia Lian head to soothe him.

Looking at his intimate and gentle movements, my heart felt like it was being violently struck. Waves of pain spread through my chest. After meeting him for so long, he had never treated me so gently, whether it was when he was in love or now he was married.

It was an unprecedented luxury to say something gentle to me.

But for this person... I really felt sorrow for no reason.

"Zhang Shiyang, I told you before that we'll get divorced next time." I tried my best to restrain my tears, but in the end, I couldn't restrain my emotions and cried.

"Okay." Zhang Shiyang happily agreed. He was already tired of the Yellow-faced Granny at home.

"Then get the hell out of here." I suddenly rushed in front of Xia Lian and wanted her to explain something to me.

"Are you fucking sick?!" Zhang Shiyang threw the cigarette butt on the ground and pointed at my nose.

Yes, I'm sick. If I were normal, how could I be so tolerant and accommodating to a person like him? If I wasn't sick, how could I live by such a person?

Everything was because I was sick. It was me who deserved it.

From the beginning, I shouldn't have started this evil relationship. Otherwise, it wouldn't have happened.

My tears fell like rain, falling down one drop after another, slapping on my body. I looked at Zhang Shiyang. Her face was blurry in my eyes. What I could see in her eyes was just a patch of water.

"That's right!" "I'm sick. I' m blinded by green light. If I were a normal person, how could I have lived with you for so long? I'm a patient, and I' m hopelessly ill." There was no place for her to vent her feelings of grievance at this moment. She finally turned into tears and slid down the corners of her eyes.

After a few years, I hadn't had a good day with this person in front of me. No, not to mention good days, even normal days were a rare luxury.

He was lazy, selfish, violent... He was like a demon, torturing me in every way. The only consolation was that he wasn't fooling around outside, but now...

I was furious!

I'm sad!

I picked up the lamp on the table and slammed it onto the ground. The table lamp shattered with a clear and ear-piercing sound. Looking at the broken glass on the ground, I felt a heartfelt pleasure in my heart.

"I'm sick!" I picked up the ashtray on the table and smashed it at the Zhang Shiyang lying on the bed. Zhang Shiyang placed the pillow in his hand on his head and survived.

Just now, I was a little surprised. Looking at his hands, he was slightly absent-minded. Was it really me who smashed Zhang Shiyang with an ashtray?

I didn't panic or fear. All I had was an indescribable pleasure. After all those years and all those years of being bullied by him, I actually had the courage to resist. At that time, the disobedient and obedient I had finally ended.

I was proud of myself. Zhang Shiyang saw that I dared to smash him with an ashtray, he felt extremely angry. No matter what, he would never have thought that even the soft-spoken Xue Wei Xiao had dared to hit him at this moment.

That was because the girl who had a fantasy about Zhang Shiyang had already been killed by him. He had long died from his ill-treatment, and I was unwilling to continue.

Xia Lian saw this show, the corners of his mouth curled into a cold smile, but his face revealed an anxious and caring expression. "Ah!" she hugged Zhang Shiyang. Brother Yang, are you alright? "How could this person be so ruthless? Brother Duo Yang, you've done such a bad job." After she finished speaking, she immediately raised her head and looked at me with resentful eyes.

"You're such a bad woman. Brother Yang is such a good person, yet you actually hit him with such a ruthless hand. "You really aren't something." From the tone of his voice, it seemed that the person lying next to him wasn't my husband, but his husband.

Zhang Shiyang was extremely angry. He jumped up from the bed and jumped in front of me. He stretched out his right hand and grabbed my throat. I couldn't breathe and he exerted more and more strength. I felt my eyes turn dark and everything around me became unclear.

Everything became dark.

Right! Just like this, I used a little more force to sleep in the darkness and never wake up. Since there was no hope in life, it was meaningless to continue living.

If Zhang Shiyang strangled me to death right now, perhaps I would still thank him.

But he didn't. When I was about to lose consciousness, Zhang Shiyang released his right hand. He grabbed my hair and the pain in my heart made my life worse than death. He used a lot of strength to pull off all of my hair.

"You stinky bitch, your fucking wings are hard, right? You dare to hit me? "I'm your husband. I' m your man. How dare you fucking beat me? I don't think you want to live anymore." Zhang Shiyang grabbed my hair and slammed it against the wall.

A sharp and intense pain came from above his head. Feeling some liquid flowing out from the top of his head, he reached out his hand and touched it. When he put it in front of his eyes, it was a dazzling red color. Blood kept sliding, and his vision began to blur. Red was everywhere.

Zhang Shiyang hit my head twice on the wall before slowly releasing it.

"Get lost for me. I don't want to see you for a minute. "I'm annoyed when I see you!" Zhang Shiyang pointed at my nose and cursed.

He looked at the man in front of him who had a sinister face and was furious at me. I felt a chill in my heart. It was very difficult for me to match up with the person who said to me," I will treat you for the rest of my life."

At that time, I firmly believed that this person would really love me, love me and spoil me. But reality gave me a resounding slap, making me understand how wishful I was.

I don't want to cry at this moment. I want to laugh, I want to laugh proudly. I didn't know why I wanted to laugh. Perhaps I was laughing at fate, or perhaps more, I was laughing at myself.

I left this place with a smile. This place that I used to call home.

I didn't want to stay here for a moment.

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