41: Chapter 41: An Interrogation

Chapter 41: An Interrogation

The next day, early in the morning, I sat in front of my computer and pondered. Finally, I made up my mind to open the page of the novel website. Writing novels every day had become a habit of mine. Now that I had decided to give up one day, I still felt a little reluctant. 2

Opening the page of the novel website, Sister One's title appeared on the front page. I could n' t hold back my curiosity, so I clicked on the title. Previously, Han Anli had heard that my ranking had steadily reached first place. I wonder if everyone will continue to support me if I haven't been updated in the past few days.

As expected, due to the fact that I hadn't updated it recently, my originally stable ranking had dropped. Now, the number of votes was on par with Leng Xialian. I already knew that she was cheating, but the website had turned a blind eye to her behavior. It would be unfair to the other authors participating in the selection.

I furrowed my brows. Although I didn't care about First Sister's position, I couldn't tolerate such a despicable person using Leng Xialian despicable method to obtain this position.

I sighed and helplessly clicked into the column. The fans all sighed:

"An Mo, why haven't you been updated recently?"

"Is he in bad health recently?"

"I really want to see the follow-up."

The fans urged me to update. My originally determined heart to stop writing novels began to waver.

At this moment, the editor, Sister Wang, called me. I guessed that she was here to inquire about the reason for this.

I didn't want to answer the phone right now, so I could only let it ring from the side. However, Sister Wang continued to make the call. Looking at the constantly flashing screen, I knew that she must be extremely anxious at this moment. Thinking of how she had always taken care of me, I bit my lip and thought that it was best not to worry Sister Wang, so I answered the call.

"Hey!" "Sister Wang." I pretended that I had just heard the phone call." I was in the shower, but I didn't hear you."

"Xiaoxi, what happened to you recently?" Sister Wang asked anxiously. Recently, she had been paying attention to Sister One's ranking and number of votes. Originally, my name had been steadily ranked first, but now, there was a tendency for Leng Xialian to surpass her. She couldn't figure it out for a long time. It was only later that she realized that the chapters that I had been publishing were n' t as detailed as before. It was now a crucial moment for First Sister to choose. At this moment, he was undoubtedly giving the position of First Sister to Leng Xialian.

When it came to the second place Leng Xialian, they had been updating every day recently. Some of the fans who had read my articles had gone to read Leng Xialian novels because of me. I had read and written her novels quite well recently, and her writing skills were not lacking.

Leng Xialian also realized that only if his articles were of good quality could he win the position of First Sister. At the same time, he didn't give up cheating. Every single one of them was something I could n' t contend with. When she saw my ending, she was ecstatic. She worked harder and harder to write novels, and she used her income to write tickets every day. He even tried his best to update his articles. Sometimes, he had reached the point of being in the middle of the night.

At this moment, Sister Wang was constantly updating the selection page. Leng Xialian was still about a thousand votes short of me, but her votes were increasing exponentially every day. On the other hand, other than some true fans, who were still voting for me, there wasn't left.

"Xiaoxi, why haven't you updated it recently?" First Sister's selection did n' t only depend on the author's talent and popularity, but the constant and diligent updating was also an important reason for the website to consider the author. Right now, I could become a new miracle of the novel website. She did n' t want to miss this perfect opportunity.

"Yes, Sister Wang, I have a cold." I tried my best to make my voice sound a little tired so that Sister Wang could believe what I said. Although I knew that lying was not a good thing, I had to do it to avoid the guilt in my heart.

"What?" "What about the manuscript you saved earlier?" Sister Wang was suspicious. As far as she knew, apart from the time of the accident, I had been working hard to write every day. There was no way I could save my paper. If I didn't save my paper, it would be a taboo for online novelists. She did n' t believe that I would make such a low-level mistake.

"Sister Wang, the readers have recently said that my article is no longer as true as before." I suddenly thought of the comments that my fans had given me earlier. They were just good enough to be my excuse.

"That's why I' ve deleted all of my previous manuscripts." I continued to lie that I could temporarily comfort Sister Wang. I knew that one day she would know what I was thinking, but now I didn't intend to hurt her heart.

I knew that she had had a big fight with the company for my novel. I really wanted to cherish the opportunity she had given me, but my current state of mind could not allow me to continue writing.

There was no material or inspiration. What I wrote was nothing more than empty words. Perhaps my previous shot had turned red, but the heavens had seen me too pitiful and gave me some charity.

"Xiaoxi, are you planning to write it again?" Sister Wang let out a sigh of relief. First Sister's selection was only halfway through. If it was due to changes and illness, there was still a chance for her to continue competing.

"Yes." I didn't have the confidence to answer.

"Then take a good rest. Come on." As she spoke, Sister Wang hung up.

After hanging up, I opened the document and began to recall what had happened recently. However, I really didn't want to write down the ugly things at home. I could only write some random essays to update the chapter, but the quality was n' t good because it was rushed out.

Han Anli saw what was wrong with me today, she sent a WeChat message to ask.

"Xiaoxi, your condition isn't very good." He immediately read my updated article, but there were a lot of problems in it. The whole article was full of perfunctory words.

"I haven't had any inspiration lately." I replied. I knew that the things I had just written weren't good works at all. It was reasonable for him to ask.

"Is it because of yesterday's incident?" He guessed that when he had experienced Kevin before, he could completely understand my current situation. After all, he felt the same way.

"Yes, I've been in a bad mood lately." I didn't tell him that I wanted to stop writing. I had n' t made a final decision on this matter. At the same time, I was afraid that if I told him my thoughts, I might lose my friend who was writing together.

He knew about my recent situation, so he didn't doubt it and replied," Do n' t be sad. I will always support you behind you."

When I closed WeChat, I was conflicted. With so many people supporting me now, if I gave up on this novel, many people would be disappointed.

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