Chapter 58: Transit
Han Anli arrived at the place we agreed to. I had been waiting in the cafe for a long time. When I saw him, I immediately stood up. 1
"Anli, you're here." I said, looking at the Han Anli that I had not seen for a long time, my mind filled with thoughts. The last time I talked to him about the world was already half a month ago. Now that I saw him for some reason, I already felt unfamiliar with him. I was not as familiar with him as I was last time.
"Yeah, how's your story going?" He asked. He had always advised me to make a decision to leave the fight, so it was time for me to proceed to the crucial point.
"The company has already promised me to get off the shelves." I took a sip of coffee and the bitterness of the coffee spread in my mouth, just like my current mood.
"Isn't that good?" "What do you want me to do?" Han Anli was puzzled. Since the company had already agreed to the fight, it meant that the matter had already been resolved.
I stirred the coffee and said with a troubled expression," Then I'll ask you to write a proof for me. Only a popular writer is qualified to do so. I only know you, a writer's friend."
When I thought about how I had tried to escape from him, but at this point, I had the nerve to ask him for help. I really felt that I was a little shameless.
"That's no problem." Han Anli smiled and felt that the atmosphere was very awkward. Seeing that I was having a headache over the novel, he didn't want to continue discussing the relationship with me. He believed that his own people would never be able to escape. He was willing to wait for the day when I accepted him.
"But..." My heart began to waver again. At this critical moment, I began to hesitate again. I was telling the truth as I walked down and up. Now that my novels had fallen to the ground, it meant that I was going to fall from my previous peak. No one would get used to it very quickly.
Han Anli saw the hesitation in my heart and said," I know what you're thinking right now. It's your hard work. It's a pity that I' ll take care of you if I get off the rack."
"I'm under a lot of pressure for that novel." At this moment, my eyes were filled with helplessness as I looked at Han Anli. Before, I was determined to get my novel off the shelf, but when it was time to get it off the shelf, I became a little hesitant.
"Have you really thought about it?" Han Anli asked. Looking at my expression, he knew that my heart was filled with confusion.
I looked out the window and let out a long sigh of relief." I... "I still can't bear it."
"Then tell me when you think about it." Han Anli thought that I still needed to think about it calmly. I decided to put my feelings aside and let me go home and think about it.
After saying goodbye Han Anli I went home to sit in front of my computer and read the novels under my column. Just like Han Anli said, this novel was my painstaking effort. I still felt a little reluctant to give up just like that.
This novel was like a child of mine. It was like a mother had given her child to someone else to raise. This made me feel extremely painful, and I wondered if this novel should be shelved.
At this moment, WeChat rang and opened it. It was Gu Yi who sent me a picture of Little Xia having just finished her meal. It also included a video of Little Xia having finished her meal and combing her hair. Little Xia kept using her little meatball to touch her face. She looked very cute.
I looked at the adorable little girl, but I couldn't be happy anymore. I replied," I' m not in the mood to look at the little girl now."
"Why are you still unhappy?" Gu Yi felt very strange. He remembered that his secretary had just called him and told him that the matter had been settled. He couldn't think of anything else that would make me unhappy.
"My novels can be put on sale." I replied that this matter was a good thing to begin with. After some thought, I began to hesitate. At first, I was the one who said that I wanted to get off the rack, and now, I was the one who hesitated.
Gu Yi looked suspiciously at the conversation on the screen and replied," That's a good thing."
When he thought about how depressed I was about my novel, he entrusted his secretary to help me and let my novel go to the press. He realized that no matter what, I was not happy.
"But I'm hesitating now." When I thought of my previous glory, what I was most afraid of now was that the readers would become bored with me because of my falling from the shelf and would not go to read my novels.
"Then what do you think?" Gu Yi asked. He understood how I was feeling. Anyone would hesitate to decide on such a major matter.
Thinking about how I had become a god in my previous book and how much trouble I had experienced during this period, I must have felt a lot of pressure now.
"I still haven't thought it through." I thought of Han Anli persuasion and the expectations of those readers. My heart was in a mess. In my heart, I actually wanted to finish writing the novel, but I knew that a good ending was very important to a novel. If my novel were to end badly, the reader would definitely lose confidence in me. This would have a bad impact on my future development.
"I know you're upset because you ca n' t continue writing novels, right?" He asked. He knew that I loved writing very much and immediately guessed the reason why I was unhappy.
I looked at the novels that I had written before and thought about the time when I had coded every day. At that time, no matter what happened, I insisted on coding every day. Writing had become a part of my life.
He replied," Indeed, I'm really sorry that I could n' t finish the novel." It was my first big red and purple work. Naturally, it carried a lot of expectations from me.
"But now, you really can't write anymore." Gu Yi thought of the trivial things that had annoyed me recently. Even if I was willing to write, the things written wouldn't be bought by readers.
"I still have to think about it. "After all, this is a decision about my future. I don't want to make such a hasty decision.
"As long as you don't regret it in the future, I will support your decision." Gu Yi replied and began to comfort and encourage me. He seemed to have the ability to see through my thoughts. Every word he said struck the softest part of his heart.
"Yes, thank you." I looked at Gu Yi encouragement and felt that the pressure in my heart was no longer as heavy as before. I put the novel on the shelf for a while. I believe that as long as I adjust my mindset, I can definitely write my favorite novel again.
Turning off my phone, I lay on the sofa and flipped through the photo album on my phone. Looking at the photos Gu Yi had sent me, I decided to make the final decision.
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