78: Agree
The ferocity of my life had completely polished all the edges and corners of my life. What I wanted now was a calm and stable marriage. Gu Yi was not my best choice at all. 1
To be honest, my current timidity was entirely due to my deep inferiority complex. I gave up on novels because of my inferiority complex. Now, I can't believe that my life will be successful.
"Then I'm a divorced woman." I thought for a long time before I said. This was one of the reasons I was most worried about. I knew that men would mind this.
Although my body was clean, I still had a marriage. I loved Zhang Shiyang deeply in the past. Although I had tried my best to forget all of this, the damage he had caused to me had already reached the bone marrow. It might take Gu Yi a lot of time to heal.
"I know." Gu Yi said sincerely to me. He knew my past and I had already told him everything.
If he really disliked me, he would not confess to me.
Gu Yi liked my people, my soul, not my cold body. As long as I was willing to be with him, he didn't care.
He didn't care if I was divorced. After all, the reason for the divorce was n' t me.
"Then don't you mind?" I asked timidly. I really care about my past. I'm worried that I' m not worthy of Gu Yi. I know he likes me now, but what about the future? What about the future?
I feel that we don't have a future, but if we do n' t try it with Gu Yi now, I'm not willing to accept it. I know what I' m longing for, but reason is trying to persuade me to give up.
"I don't mind." He held my hand and said. He knew that there would be many difficulties and dangers in the future, but as long as I was with him, he would take all the risks.
Before, I still felt a little nervous and calmed down when he held my hand.
"Why do you want to look at those worldly eyes?" He guessed the thoughts in my mind and said," What exactly are you thinking? If you don't agree to me now, will you regret it?"
I looked into Gu Yi eyes and chewed on the questions he had said. I was afraid of those secular eyes. If I refused now Gu Yi I would really regret it.
The first time I met him, I was deeply attracted to him. Everything about him attracted me so much. I wasn't fascinated by him because of his perfect appearance, but because of his innate connection. Perhaps he was the one God sent to save my life.
"Then Han Anli and I." The drama just now was still vivid in my mind. I was worried that Gu Yi might misunderstand. After all, just now, almost everyone had believed that I was a Third Party, and the feelings Han Anli had towards me had been exposed in his eyes.
"I also know about your relationship." Gu Yi hugged me and told me everything he knew.
"I'm a little jealous of your relationship with Han Anli, but I know you' re nothing." Gu Yi saw my hesitation and knew that I was actually moved, so she chased after him.
He knew that Han Anli and I had known each other for so long. If we had any intentions, I wouldn't have married Zhang Shiyang. Then there would n' t be anything Gu Yi him.
"Yes, he's been chasing after me." I remembered what Han Anli said earlier. If I had agreed to Gu Yi now, I didn't know what he would think.
We had known each other for so long, and he could live with each other for so long, but I really couldn't. I'm not the kind of person who can change my mind over time. I ca n' t accept a friend becoming a lover.
If he knew about this, would he be sad?
Would he think I was a liar?
"Then don't you have any feelings for him?" Gu Yi had already learned about my intentions from my every move. He believed that today was the best time.
"Yes." I nodded, but in the end, desire defeated reason. I was completely trapped in the love net that Gu Yi had created for me. I was willing to pay a price. I was willing to Gu Yi to hurt me, as long as we could be together.
This time, I was completely prepared. Even if my body was injured, I would still cherish this relationship.
"Then you like me, right?" Gu Yi continued asking. He didn't believe that the warmth of these days would be fake.
"You know I've been hurt before." I told Gu Yi what I was thinking. I felt that he would understand someone who had been injured. He knew me so well that he would know what I was thinking.
"Then I will treat you well." He made the simplest promise. I don't love you so much. In my entire life, I only have the easiest way to get along.
He knew that only the most powerful action could completely dispel my concerns. He also did not want to give me some empty promises. He knew that as long as he took action, I would definitely trust him.
"Really?" I knew Gu Yi wouldn't lie to me, but I still asked subconsciously. My distrust of men had been with me for a long time. I looked forward to Gu Yi help me regain my trust.
"I Gu Yi if I do something that I'm sorry for you, whatever you do to me." He made a vow. He wanted to prove his heart.
I immediately interrupted Gu Yi. I was completely immersed in love now. I was willing to try it again. If Gu Yi let me down, I would admit it.
"Then I'm willing to promise you first, but I ca n' t completely open my heart to you right now."
"It depends on your performance in the future." I said, I plan to give Gu Yi some tests before judging our relationship.
I agreed to Gu Yi pursuit and he happily hugged me and kissed my cheek.
"I know you're still a little against me." Gu Yi saw through my thoughts, but I was willing to take this step and accept him. It was already a great success.
"Thank you for waiting for me." When I saw Gu Yi smiling happily like a child, a trace of joy appeared in my heart. I really wanted to be with him.
"Then you should sleep on the bed. I'll sleep on the sofa." Gu Yi was worried that she would leave me in her room alone and would not return to her room.
"You should go back to your own room." I said shyly. I had lived with Gu Yi before, but I had never been alone in my room before. Although I was a male and female friend now, I still had some reserved women.
"Alright, if you have anything to do, call me anytime." Gu Yi looked at me with a worried look, but when I thought about what I said just now, I left my room.
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