Chapter 13: Not from the same world
I don't know how I left the Lin Yan, but by the time I realized it, I was already sitting by the sea, blowing the sea breeze. I was thinking, where should I go next? Was he still qualified to return to the home where Gu Yi and I used to be? 1
As I thought about what I had done and the way Gu Yi looked at me tonight, as well as the way he left, my tears uncontrollably ran out of my eyes.
At this moment, my phone rang. I was so excited that I took out my phone. I thought it was Gu Yi who called me. After all, it was already late and I hadn't returned yet. However, it was Han Anli call.
"An Mo, where are you now?" Han Anli spoke to me anxiously on the other end of the phone.
"What's wrong?" I wiped the tears on my face. Then, he took a deep breath and said to the other end of the phone.
"I know what happened tonight. I'm afraid something has happened to you. Tell me where you are, and I' ll come looking for you immediately." Han Anli explained to me seriously.
I wondered how he knew what had happened tonight. Could it be that he had also come to the banquet tonight? After all, that banquet was just a reception to celebrate the arrival of newcomers in the company. There was no media presence at all.
"Why did you know about this?" I washed my face and said to Han Anli in surprise.
"Don't worry about this. Tell me where you are. I' ll come and find you right away. Let's talk about it, okay?" Han Anli tone slowed down a lot. Perhaps he was afraid that with my current mood, he would scare me.
"I'm at the seaside. Come over. I wo n' t leave yet." I spoke to the other end of the phone.
I didn't want him to come, but when I thought about what a person like myself was thinking, I might as well ask Han Anli to come and accompany me. After all, I knew that he would never betray me. Moreover, I also wanted to know how he knew about this matter.
"Alright, wait for me. I'll be right over. Do n' t leave." After Han Anli heard what I said, she became especially excited and said to me.
Just like that, I continued to sit on the beach, blowing the cold wind. Perhaps it was because I had just called Han Anli that my sadness was suppressed.
Not long after Han Anli came to my side. Before he sat down, he put a piece of clothing on me. Actually, I might have felt a chill earlier, but I just didn't realize it.
"An Mo, how are you?" Han Anli sat next to me and turned to look at me. He asked me with a look of concern.
I turned my head to look at the Han Anli concerned in my eyes. I didn't hold back the grievance in my heart and started to cry. I cried loudly. Han Anli suddenly didn't know what to do and could only hug me tightly.
He kept comforting me and patted my back. I kept crying like this, as if I wanted to cry out all my grievances.
"An Mo, when you come back, you have to want everything that will happen in the future." Han Anli patted my back and said.
"I don't know why she promised me to be fine when I came back, but it suddenly changed. She even told me that everything was fake." I don't know what I' m thinking right now. I just know that I'm upset. I left Han Anli arms and looked at him.
"You can't be as simple as before. The people you' re facing are people who pretend to be sheep and eat tigers, so don't believe everything they say." Han Anli looked at me and said to me with a serious expression.
After hearing what he said, I felt like I was especially stupid. However, after three years, why did I still be so stupid in these aspects?
"What should I do?" "An Li, what should I do?" I looked at Han Anli at a loss, hoping that he could tell me some ways to break away from the current situation.
Han Anli didn't immediately answer me. He just looked at me with a serious expression. His eyes were filled with emotions that I had never seen before.
I knew that my current situation was extremely dangerous. After all, I used to rely on Gu Yi to support me and his background to lead my life. However, Gu Yi already knew everything that I had done and even looked at me with that kind of gaze before leaving. In the following days, of course, I couldn't rely on Gu Yi anymore.
"An Mo, would you like to leave with me for a while?" Han Anli looked at me and finally spoke. However, his expression suddenly became serious and affectionate.
However, I can't understand what he said. Did he want me to elope with him? Or what? Moreover, where could I go now? How could it be my shelter?
"Leave?" Where did he go? "Where else can I go?" I looked at Han Anli and said to him with a self-deprecating smile.
"Let's leave this place and never come back?" "I will take care of you." Han Anli eyes became more and more affectionate as she looked at me softly and deeply.
I looked at him and suddenly didn't know how to answer him. I don't know how to face such a sudden confession, let alone take me away from here. Even though I really wanted to leave these troubled lands at once and never return. However, I knew that I couldn't. Right now, I was n' t just thinking about myself.
I still have my parents. My parents are still in Lin Yan hands. I know that if I really leave, Lin Yan will never let my parents go. I didn't have the courage to put my parents in a dangerous situation. Of course, I could n' t tell Han Anli these words. After all, I don't want anyone to know about these things.
"An Mo, believe me. I will take good care of you. "I won't let you suffer any more!" Han Anli saw that I didn't respond to him, so he said it to me again.
"Anli, I can't. Although I' m in pain right now, I can't." I looked at Han Anli and said to him guiltily.
Of course, I knew that what I said was an injury to him. But what could I do? I couldn't help but refuse, even though I still wanted to leave.
"An Mo, why can't you?" "You can't stay here anymore. Do n' t you know?" Han Anli became a little excited. He looked at me and said to me.
"Anli, I still have something to do right now, even though I'm already completely injured. However, I still want to stay here." I looked at Han Anli and spoke to him seriously.
I knew that I had to reject him right now. I didn't like this kind of procrastination. I was still willing to continue to be friends with him.
"You still want to be with him." Han Anli looked at me with a hurt expression.
I seemed to have been hit by his words. Is that so? In the end, was I still unwilling to leave because I loved him? I didn't want to admit it, but why did Han Anli say that? I did n' t know how to refute it.
I looked at him and didn't know what to say. He and I had been facing each other for almost a minute before he sighed and left.
When I saw Han Anli back, I was very upset. How could I not experience such pain? Han Anli, I'm sorry. There are some things that I ca n' t decide.
"An Mo, you should stay at my house tonight. You definitely don't want to go home. After all, something like that happened." Han Anli walked a few steps before he turned to look at me and said to me.
His expression returned to normal, but I could still feel a trace of loneliness in his eyes. He was the same, right? It was the same. I was friends with him.
"No need, Anli. I'll just go find a hotel." I looked at him. Because of the incident just now, I was still not used to it. I felt a little embarrassed as I looked at him and said.
My ability to adjust my emotions was always so poor that I couldn't do what I was thinking.
Naturally, Han Anli didn't agree to my suggestion. So, under Han Anli insistence, I came to his house with him.
This was the first time I had come to Han Anli's house. In the past, I had always contacted him by phone or by meeting him. This was the first time he had come to his house, so he felt a little nervous.
To be honest, when they came to his house, someone had said that the decoration of a family could tell his personality. These words were true. The decorations in his home were as simple and generous as his personality, and it felt especially warm.
"This is your first time coming to my house." Han Anli sat on the sofa and looked at me.
I nodded and looked at him. After all, it was my first time here, so I curiously turned left and right to look at the surroundings. It didn't look that big. It was a simple single apartment.
It seemed to me that he and I were people in the same world. Perhaps, I should live that simple life. Instead of meeting Gu Yi and living a life that didn't belong to him.
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