135: Chapter 316: Why can't I be trusted

Chapter 316: Why can't I be trusted

When I came back this time, apart from the place I had arranged for me by Lin Yan, Gu Yi also allowed me to return to our former home. Now, I didn't have anything to rely on. I did n' t even have a place to live in. Thinking about it, it was really a bit sad. If only Gu Yi hadn't fallen in love? 0

I walked aimlessly with all my luggage. Finally, I was tired, so I went to a park to find a bench to sit on.

I sat on the bench and thought of something. At this moment, the family walked past me. The family had a family of three, and their parents were very kind as they dragged their daughter past me. Their love scene made me feel very uncomfortable. When I thought of my parents, my heart ached.

They walked in front of me and stopped.

"Dad, I want to raise it high." The daughter said to his father in a spoiled manner.

Of course, that father was very happy as well. He hugged his daughter and sat on his shoulder. As for the daughter's mother, she looked at them with a particularly worried expression. She had been unhappy with her father's words. However, the corners of his mouth could not help but smile.

I looked at their family and suddenly remembered that I had such warm memories. When I was young, my parents and I were as beautiful as them. We always went to the park together. I always wanted my father to put me on his shoulder, because it would be a long way to go.

However, I didn't forget that I had been so miserable for a while. After going to university, he thought that he had saved the gods in his previous life and met An Shiyang. However, after marrying him, I realized that he had not saved the gods but had killed them. Only then did they meet him. All the bad things that could happen after marriage, domestic violence, Third Party all of this had happened to me.

Just when I thought that my life was over like this, I met Gu Yi again. He had freed me from fire and water. If it weren't for him, perhaps he would still be living his life like that. He was really nice to me. Being with him made me feel unprecedented happiness.

He had set up an apartment for us. I lived in it with him, and I lived happily every day. Gu Yi wouldn't ignore me because I was too busy at work, and I would n' t be angry because of Gu Yi work. I still remember my sweet life at home.

At that time, I felt that I might have saved that immortal again. Gu Yi such a dazzling person treated me so well. I thought it was a dream, but then so many things happened that made me feel real.

Just when I thought I would be so sweet with Gu Yi, my dream woke up. But now, I realized that perhaps I was dreaming. So, now that she had woken up, all these things that didn't belong to me were gone.

I miss my mother, my father. I have too many words to tell them. I want to tell them that my heart is really bitter. I really don't want to live like this anymore.

Unknowingly, my tears had already wet my entire face. Why did I cry again? I had clearly tried my best not to cry, but why couldn't I stop crying?

I wiped my tears and forced myself to stop thinking about all sorts of things and crying like this. What's the point of crying now?

I picked up my luggage and prepared to find a place where I could go. However, in the end, she still dragged my luggage and walked aimlessly.

In the end, I realized that I had actually walked to a house. I looked up and felt a little familiar. I stared at it for a while before I suddenly remembered that this was my home. It was my home that I grew up to. This old house really had too many memories for me.

I opened the door and walked in. Because no one was cleaning the house, the moment it was opened, a strong smell of mildew came to me. My parents were both in the hospital and were also banned by Lin Yan.

I walked to the sofa and touched it. I found that it was covered in a thick layer of ash. I put all my luggage at the entrance and went to get the cleaning tools to clean. After all, I might be staying here for the next few days.

There were memories of me and my parents everywhere. I missed my parents so much, I cleaned the kitchen so much that I wanted to cook and eat with my mother again. As I looked at everything inside, I could no longer control myself and finally cried. I don't want to control anything anymore. In front of my parents, I do n' t want to pretend to be strong anymore.

As I cried and cleaned up, everything here made me feel like I had returned to my childhood, making me feel especially warm.

"Mommy, Daddy didn't take me to play. He knew that he would stay in the study and work day by day. He would n' t take me to play in the park." I stood at the entrance of the kitchen and looked at my mother who was busy in the kitchen.

When my mother saw how unhappy I was at the door, she put down the thing in her hand and squatted in front of me, looking at me patiently.

"Xiaoxi, do you know?" His father was working so hard for you and his mother. "He wants us to live a good life, so you can't be angry with your father like this. You have to understand your father." She looked at me and said to me patiently.

At that time, I was especially angry with my mother. Why didn't she stand on my side? He wanted to help his father, but it wasn't until later that I realized that the reason why his father put down his work and took me to the park was because my mother had complained to her for a long time.

These things were like cameras showing in front of me. I suddenly realized that I had always been in my childhood at my best. I felt like I had returned to that day and spent my days carefree and carefree with my parents.

As soon as I walked to a place, a small movie flashed through my mind. Just like that, I was cleaning and recalling the past. Of course, every place left me with tears.

After cleaning for a long time, I finally finished disturbing her. I returned to my parents' room and I lay on their bed. I felt as if I could smell the smell that had been on their bodies. This smell had filled my entire childhood. On this bed, I could no longer control myself from crying loudly.

Mom, I'm in a bad mood. I' ve encountered many things. I missed you guys too. What should I do? What else could I do now? I really wanted to rush into my mother's arms and act like a spoiled child.

I was crying and crying. I felt like my body was really hot. Slowly, I felt like my body was no longer my own. I opened my eyes and looked ahead, but I couldn't clearly see what it was.

Slowly, I felt as if my consciousness was getting weaker and weaker. I feel like I'm about to die. It's fine if I die, so I don't have to worry about anything. I didn't resist and waited for the next thing to happen. After all, this was another form of relief.

However, at this moment, I heard my phone ringing in my ears in a daze. I turned on my phone with a weak consciousness. I couldn't see clearly what it was, but a boy's voice rang from the other end of the phone. He kept shouting my name anxiously. Who was this? It was Gu Yi right? He had come looking for me.

At this moment, my spirit seemed to have recovered a lot. I hope that person is Gu Yi. I had been fantasizing about who was the Gu Yi, so I subconsciously called out Gu Yi name. However, when I heard this, I paused for a moment and hesitated before telling me whether he was Han Anli Gu Yi or not.

Han Anli could also sense that my voice was getting weaker and weaker, so he asked me anxiously where I was. After I found out that the boy who anxiously called my name wasn't Gu Yi, I felt a little refreshed. However, I still used my last bit of strength to tell Han Anli that I was at my parents' house.

After I finished speaking, I fell into the darkness. However, in this darkness, I saw something else.

I seemed to have seen Gu Yi in the darkness. He said he hated me and he said he hated me for betraying him. I had been begging him to stay, but he left my sight without hesitation. I kept crying and crying.

At this moment, there was a voice calling out my name. It was so familiar, was it Gu Yi? He had heard me cry, so his heart ached. He had chosen to return to my side.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that the ceiling was white. I sat up again and looked around. So I came to the hospital. I lowered my head and looked at my bedside, Han Anli I fell asleep by my bedside.

It turned out that the person who had just called my name was Han Anli, not Gu Yi. My heart felt sad. Gu Yi, why can't you trust me unconditionally like Han Anli? Why? I love you so much, but it was you who didn't believe me at all.

But that's right. If you do n' t believe me, I won't blame you, because it's all my fault...

I smiled bitterly in my heart.

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