Chapter 153: Depression
When the female doctor saw my excitement, she hurriedly comforted me," Miss Xue, this child really can't stay!" "Don't do anything stupid!"
"You're lying to me in partnership. Do you think I' ll believe you?" I sneered at the two people in front of me." I know better than you guys whether my child is alive or dead."
"Miss Xue, the child doesn't have a fetal heart anymore. Do n' t do anything stupid! "Why are you so stubborn? Not only will the child be unable to protect her, even your own life will be in danger." The female doctor spoke a lot of good words to calm my emotions.
"Unless I die, you guys don't even want to abort my child!" I couldn't hear him at all. I yelled hysterically at the two people in front of me.
The female doctor had no choice but to look at Gu Yi for help.
Gu Yi said to the people outside with a dark face," Hold him down for me."
As soon as he finished speaking, a few bodyguards walked in from outside the door. I was extremely scared. I quickly covered my stomach and hid," Don't come over here!" Gu Yi you bastard, I promise you that I will never disturb you and Lin Yan in the future. I just want a child, you bastard! "Don't touch me!"
My rationality had long since disappeared. I looked at the bodyguards who wanted to catch me like crazy.
"Xue Wei!" Gu Yi took a step forward and grabbed me tightly.
I was so imprisoned that I couldn't move at all. I kept holding back my anger and said like I was crazy," Gu Yi! I will never forgive you in my entire life! Never! "I'm really blind to fall in love with you."
Gu Yi didn't pay any attention to what I was saying. She gave the female doctor a look. The female doctor knew what was going on and quickly walked towards me with a needle. The needle was injected into my body.
I felt a cool breeze and a ghost gradually appeared in front of my eyes. My thoughts were a little confused. Before I collapsed, I seemed to have seen my first encounter with Gu Yi.
To me, the Gu Yi at that time was like a spring that moistened my dull heart.
"Gu... Yi..." The corner of my mouth twitched into a bitter smile. I really wanted to sleep in my dream.
I had a long dream. I had a father and a mother in it. I was still the spoiled little princess, carefree and carefree. But gradually, the sky changed and everything changed!
Everyone gradually left me. I cried and shouted, but no one paid attention to me. This feeling was like a bucket of cold water on my body, making me feel cold from head to toe. It was this feeling that made me wake up very quickly.
I slowly opened my eyes. The smell of the hospital's disinfectant was very strong and filled my nose, making me feel very uncomfortable.
My memory slowly returned to my chest. My hand unconsciously placed it on my lower abdomen. I could no longer sense the existence of the child. My character's' shua' turned pale, and my eyes were empty, and my brain was blank.
The only thing that remained in my mind was:" Child... No more ……"
I was numb and indifferent. Lying on my bed, I didn't know how to think anymore. To me, a child was all I had right now, and it was also the motivation for me to survive.
Now, this was the only power that supported me, and it was shattered.
So what if I was unwilling?
So what if he was dissatisfied?
Heh!
I stared at the ceiling, not knowing what I was thinking.
The female doctor pushed open the door and entered. Seeing me awake, she was also happy." Miss Xue, do you feel any discomfort?"
Was it uncomfortable?
My heart ached! Could this illness be saved? My eyes moved, but I couldn't say a word.
The female doctor also knew what I was thinking. She sighed and said slowly," Miss Xue, that child really can't stay. He's not in the right place. Plus, he's not eating properly. That child's aura has long been unstable. If it weren't for Mr. Gu us protecting him, he would n' t have lived for so long."
I still didn't have any reaction. Ever since I found out that my child was gone, my heart had died. I could n' t get interested in anyone's words.
The female doctor sighed," Miss Xue, do you have any places right now?" "Not comfortable?"
I didn't say anything. I maintained a posture and automatically blocked the female doctor's words. Right now, I just wanted to bury myself in my own world. I didn't want to accept the words of others.
"What's wrong?" The female doctor was a little worried about me. She took a step forward and measured my temperature. Seeing that there was nothing wrong with it, she couldn't help but feel puzzled. She reached out her hand and waved it in front of me," Miss Xue, Miss Xue?"
I still had no reaction
The female doctor had no choice but to sigh and slowly walk out of the ward.
He didn't forget to turn around and look at me before he left. He shook his head and looked helpless.
I lost sleep all night, and I was haggard. I wasn't interested in the food that the nurse and the others had sent me. From morning to night, I was lying in the same position. If I had n' t blinked twice from time to time, I would have been treated like a corpse.
After suffering such a great blow, my entire body was skinny and pale.
Gu Yi rushed over the next day after my surgery. When he found out about my current state from the doctor, his face turned ashen. Without even thinking about it, he ran to my side and brought a bowl of porridge.
When he saw my face, he was so angry that his face turned black.
"Xue Wei, when are you going to do it?" Gu Yi was furious.
I still had no reaction. My heart was already dead, so I wasn't interested in anyone's words.
Gu Yi clenched his fists. Seeing my appearance, his heart ached. He forcefully helped me to sit up and lifted the spoon in front of me like he was coaxing a child." Be good. Eat some food. Little labor is quite harmful to your body. It's not good if you do n' t eat."
I turned away from the spoon.
"Xue Wei!" Gu Yi forcefully pulled my face over." Do you think you're an iron man?" "If you don't eat anything, why is your body okay?"
In the face of Gu Yi anger, I felt a little ridiculous. I hated him from the bottom of my heart and treated his words as if they were beside my ears.
"Be good. Let's eat first. Even a small bite is fine." Gu Yi lifted the spoon to my mouth again.
I refused to open my mouth and did not want to say a word.
Gu Yi was very anxious. He forcefully pinched my chin and forced me to open my mouth. He poured the porridge into my mouth.
Although I rejected him and spat out a lot, I still ate some.
When Gu Yi saw that I had eaten some food, she let out a sigh of relief. She pulled the blanket off her body and sat next to me. The expression on her face was indescribable.
"Xiaoxi, the child is gone. You must take care of yourself."
Gu Yi said to me earnestly.
I stared blankly at him and did not listen to him at all. The current Gu Yi in my eyes was just a murderer who hurt my child.
Gu Yi sensed that something was wrong with me and asked the nurse to take good care of me. I crossed my legs and sat on the bed. I hugged my legs tightly, feeling very depressed.
The second time Gu Yi came, it was already the afternoon of the next day. When he came, he brought the female doctor along.
I saw that the female doctor was feeling a little conflicted. I moved slightly and didn't want to bother with her.
Gu Yi looked at me and frowned." She's been like this for a long time. Not only is she unwilling to eat at this stage, she's unwilling to even rest."
The female doctor walked towards me and smiled at me." Miss Xue, is it convenient for me to do a general physical examination for you?"
I looked at her warily, my hands still hugging me tightly, and I turned around to ignore her.
"Miss Xue, I'm just doing a simple check-up for you. After all, the child's death in his abdomen is quite harmful to your body." The female doctor tried to calm down. 0
I remained unmoved and turned a deaf ear to their words.
The female doctor looked up and shook her head at Gu Yi. The two of them walked out of the ward together.
"Mr. Gu, based on the current situation, Miss Xue must be suffering from depression." The female nurse felt regret and guilt. As a doctor, it was her duty to fail to protect my child.
Gu Yi's expression was n' t good, so he nodded to indicate that he knew.
After the female doctor had given her some precautions, she left. Gu Yi returned to my ward and slowly walked over to me.
"Xiaoxi, are you the one who likes to eat the buns in the south of the city the most? "I've already asked my assistant to buy it for you." It was rare for Gu Yi to speak to me in such a tone. His body unconsciously approached me and his large hand grabbed me.
As if I had encountered something dirty, I hurriedly ran away.
Gu Yi suffered a loss and his expression changed slightly." Xiaoxi, how about I tell you a joke?"
Seeing that I didn't respond, Gu Yi continued to tell a bunch of small stories, but still did n' t make me laugh.
Gu Yi's good temper was at its end. He hugged my shoulders and forced me to look straight at him." Xue Wei, you want a child just like that?" "Since you want it, we'll have another one!"
I glanced at him but did not move.
It was probably my attitude that completely infuriated Gu Yi. He hugged me tightly and bent down to try to force me.
I was so scared that I immediately bit my tongue. The smell of blood filled my nose, but I still felt no pain.
Gu Yi saw this and immediately slowed down. He gently licked me and let me go. At this moment, I could clearly feel Gu Yi tears.
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