Chapter 180 Don't disturb me anymore
Suxi felt the faint throbbing in her hands stop. This feeling of loss of life was so real that she felt a little dazed. A living life had been lost in her hands like this. This was the first time she had been in close contact with death, causing her to feel panic. At this moment, she realized that her life was so fragile that she lost it unconsciously. 2
"Get out of the way ……"
Suxi was pushed to the corner by a group of people. She watched as the doctor and the nurse surrounded Master Qin for rescue. Finally, she shook her head expressionlessly. A doctor announced the time of death. Master Qin, her smiling face was covered with a layer of white cloth, and he ended his life.
Until Master Qin was pushed away, Suxi didn't recover. The Master Qin who was still talking to her just now lay on the cold bed and was pushed to the morgue.
As if she had lost her soul, she stumbled out of the hospital. He looked up at the grey sky, as if a storm was about to come.
She walked on the sidewalk without a goal. For a moment, she did not know where she was heading. He also didn' t know where he should go from, as if there was no place for her in such a large world.
Her relatives left her side one by one. In the end, she was the only one left.
The phone in her pocket rang and pulled back Suxi thoughts. Her eyes flashed as she took out her phone and looked at the message on the screen. She quickly opened it and the message pushed her into the abyss of eternal damnation.
"Suxi, don't bother me anymore."
Song Beichen's words made her feel bone-chilling coldness. It was clearly the sixth month, but it was as if she was in an ice cellar, so bone-chilling.
"Uncle... "Even you don't want me anymore?" Her empty eyes didn't meet each other as she murmured intimately. When she looked up, she felt dizzy and slowly fell to the ground.
Grandfather, father, mother... Take me away...
She felt that she was really too tired to live. She felt so tired that she felt suffocated. She only imagined that when she was young, she would act like a spoiled child in her mother's embrace and live a carefree life.
When Suxi opened her eyes again, she found herself lying on a soft bed. Looking at the white ceiling, she did not know what day it was.
"Are you awake?" A gentle voice whispered in her ear. Suxi felt her voice was so warm, as if the spring breeze had brushed the ground.
She looked at the voice and a middle-aged woman with an outstanding temperament looked at her with a smile on her face. That face made Suxi feel very kind. She couldn't help but touch her face.
"Are you an angel?" "Are you here to pick me up to see Mommy?" Suxi thought that he was already dead.
Ling Shuang was startled when she heard her words. Then, she shook her head and said," I'm Ling Shuang. You fainted."
"I' m not dead..." Suxi eyes darkened as he said with a sense of disappointment.
She was not dead, she was still living in this world. That's also true. How did his dirty life go to heaven? Even if he died, he would go to hell.
"Are you alright?" Ling Shuang asked with concern.
"It's fine. Thank you, Auntie Ling." Suxi eyes knitted tightly as he adjusted his emotions and quickly accepted the reality.
"I cooked rice porridge in the kitchen. I'll bring it to you." Ling Shuang smiled and patted her hand.
"Thank you..." Suxi looked at her face and felt touched. It had been a long time since anyone cared about her like this.
Ling Shuang lived in this building alone and lived an ordinary life. However, Suxi felt that she was not an ordinary person. Her face had a feeling of vicissitudes of life. She was also a person with a story.
After Suxi drank the porridge, she decided to leave. Ling Shuang didn't keep her. She just told her to welcome her back to find her at any time.
Suxi smiled and nodded. She did not intend to return. She felt that she was an unknown person. Anyone who had anything to do with her would not have a good ending. She did not want to Ling Shuang the same.
When Suxi looked at her frozen bank card, her aura was terrifyingly cold.
"Uncle, are you trying to kill me like this?" She mumbled.
She took out her phone and quickly dialed the number. One by one, she contacted all the people she could, but it was like the human world was evaporating. No one could reach her.
At this moment, she felt that she had been abandoned by everyone. She had even been abandoned by the entire world. She had truly become a person with nothing.
"Uncle, so I left you. I'm really nothing." Suxi lips curled into a self-deprecating smile.
She looked at everything in front of her and felt like she was isolated. She suddenly didn't understand whether it was Luochen or Song Beichen who had done it. Perhaps, the two of them had worked together. After all, they were a family.
What kept her from letting go the most was that Song Beichen actually abandoned her. Love was just like that, but facing reality, she couldn't withstand a single blow.
Suxi walked aimlessly on the street with a heavy heart. Thinking back to everything that she and Song Beichen had gone through, as well as what she had experienced, it felt as if it had been a lifetime ago.
"Suxi?"
Suxi looked up and realized that Ling Shuang was looking at her. She looked around and realized that she had unknowingly arrived downstairs of Ling Shuang.
"Auntie Ling..." Suxi was at a loss. She didn't understand why she had returned here.
"Have you eaten yet?"
"……" Suxi shook his head.
"That's good. I bought a lot of dishes today. Let's eat together." Ling Shuang raised the basket in his hand and walked over to pull her upstairs.
Suxi followed her upstairs, but Ling Shuang stopped her from helping.
She sat in the dining room and looked at Ling Shuang busy figure in the kitchen. She actually thought of her mother. Back then, her mother had also cooked for her. That feeling was already very far away, and she had almost forgotten about it.
"Suxi, what are you thinking?" Ling Shuang gentle voice pulled her back to reality and she snapped back to her senses. Only then did she realize that the table had been filled with food. Ling Shuang sat across from her and looked at her worriedly.
"It's fine..." Suxi hid his emotions and said indifferently.
"Let's eat..." "Try my cooking." Ling Shuang smiled and didn't ask. He raised his chopsticks and picked up a piece of fish for her.
"Um..." Suxi smiled. He was very rude and started eating.
"How is it?" Ling Shuang looked at her and asked nervously, like a contestant waiting to be judged.
Suxi was startled and then smiled. "Not bad, it's delicious."
Ling Shuang smiled happily and said. "It's good that you like it. Eat more."
Suxi nodded. Now that his eyes didn't let his tears fall, he silently ate all the dishes that Ling Shuang placed in his bowl.
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