186: Chapter 186 Want to die? It wasn't that easy.

Chapter 186 Want to die? It wasn't that easy.

Suxi her feet were trembling as she pressed her back against the wall to prevent herself from falling to the ground. She didn' t dare to look at Song Beichen's departing back. Her head rose, and she tried her best to open her eyes wide, not letting her tears fall down her eyes. 2

Why was the heart and lung so painful? Every breath was painful, as if it was about to explode.

"Isn't it painful to be abandoned? "The person I love standing next to another woman is not feeling good for me, right?" She didn't know when Luochen came to her side and her tone was filled with ridicule.

"You madman..." Suxi gnashed his teeth and said through gritted teeth. If the purpose of the Luochen was to make him suffer, then he had done it. When he didn' t see Song Beichen, she had seen everything that had happened very lightly, because there was still a trace of hope in the depths of her heart. Now, that trace of hope was trampled by Song Beichen, the pain hidden in her heart spread everywhere, devouring her heart.

"Hehe, you seem to like saying that I'm crazy? "That's right, you' re right. I'm a madman. I went crazy the moment you were born. I' ve lived for so many years just to torture you. I'm especially happy to see you living a life worse than death." His eyes were scarlet, and he looked like a devil in hell. It was sinister and terrifying.

"……" Suxi looked at him coldly. At this moment, she felt that Luochen was even more pitiful than herself. She had been living in the pain that she had been weaving. Such a person, she still had no strength to compare with him.

"What's your expression?" Luochen looked at her with a displeased expression. He stretched out his hand and grabbed her jaw.

Suxi felt intense pain in her lower jaw. She frowned and her eyes darkened as she spoke coldly.

"Kafka said that his heart is a two-bedroom house. One is in pain and the other is in joy. You can't laugh too loudly, or the laughter will wake up the pain in the next room."

"Even if the pain is unbearable, so what? "Seeing how you look like you're living worse than death, everything is worth it." Luochen eyes darkened as he said coldly.

"Luochen, you are the most pitiful person." The corner of Suxi's mouth curled up as he mocked.

"What did you say?" Suxi You're courting death." Luochen's face darkened as he increased the strength in his hand. With a click, he Suxi a painful groan.

Damn Luochen, her jaw had been dislocated by him.

Luochen was furious. Ignoring Suxi pain, she dragged her to the end of the corridor.

"Luochen, let me go." Suxi said in a low voice, she didn' t want Song Beichen to see such a miserable and embarrassing scene.

Luochen ignored her and pushed open the door. He dragged Suxi in and threw it onto the bed. Suxi jaw bone touched the bed, so painful that tears could be seen.

When she recovered, she saw Luochen pressing down on her. Her face was gloomy, and the anger in her eyes made Suxi a little afraid.

"Luochen, what are you doing?" She was shocked when she realized Luochen intentions. Without caring about the pain, she crawled forward on the bed, trying to get up.

Luochen stretched out his hand and grabbed her ankle, dragging her back. He pressed his body on her body, picked up her gown, and said coldly.

"Is it so obvious that you still need to ask?"

A trace of panic flashed through Suxi eyes. Her lips trembled as she pleaded," Don't ……"

"I wonder how many men have touched your body. Is there a need to pretend to be pure?" He looked at her with disdain and sneered.

Suxi face was pale. His words reminded her of what had happened in the heavens and the earth. The hands that those men were walking around her made her feel nauseous. Her body trembled and the pain in her eyes was so obvious. Luochen corners of her mouth curled up as she smiled in satisfaction.

"Say, every time Song Beichen looked at your body, would he think of those scenes, would he feel disgusted?" Luochen stroked her cheek and said casually.

"What do you mean?"

"I forgot to tell you that I recorded everything you had in the sky and in the human world and sent it to Song Beichen." He smiled evilly as he watched her face change greatly and smiled happily.

Suxi eyes turned red as she looked at Luochen in disbelief. Her words were like a bomb that exploded in her mind.

Song Beichen saw her unbearable past? She shook her head, unwilling to believe it was true. In the past, she didn' t care. That was because Song Beichen didn' t personally witness those things, so she calmly stayed by his side, enjoying his love. However, at this moment, she felt that she was so dirty, so unbearable, what right did she have to have his love.

Suxi eyes were empty. At this moment, her heart was completely dead. She also gave up the needle and lay on the bed like a doll, at the mercy of Luochen.

Luochen eyes darkened, his thin lips curled up and he grabbed her neck. This Suxi made him very unhappy.

Suxi felt that it was difficult to breathe and she wanted to open her mouth to breathe fresh air. However, she felt that there was no need. Perhaps, if she died just like that, there would be no pain. She would not think about him anymore and would not continue to tangle with him.

"You want to die?" "It's not that easy." Luochen sensed her thoughts and held her mouth open, forcing her to breathe.

"Mm..." Suxi groaned in pain. Fresh air was injected into her heart and lungs. A piercing pain made her feel like she was alive again.

"Suxi, I said that without my permission, no one can decide your life or death, including yourself." Luochen narrowed his eyes and said coldly.

"Luochen... "You're a little too domineering." Suxi couldn't help but swear. Damn it, what did she owe him in her previous life?

"Hmph, as long as you know. "I want you to die. You can't live. Similarly, I want you to live. You ca n' t die either." He released his hand and said coldly.

"Luochen, you' re ruthless..." Suxi eyes darkened. He had fallen into his hands for the rest of his life.

"……" Luochen watched as she didn't speak. She bent down and kissed her forehead before leaving her body.

Suxi lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling. Listening to the sound of Luochen closing the door, she felt as if she had been drained of her strength. After lying on the bed for a long time, she moved her finger and felt her strength return. She reached out her hand her dislocated chin back.

When she walked out of the room, she realized that everyone was gone. Even Luochen left. She walked out of the Luo Family alone and walked on the pitch-black road, greeting her Luochen ancestors in her heart.

Luo Family lived at the top of the mountain, she couldn't take a bus at all. She could only walk down the mountain. It was already midnight when she walked at the foot of the mountain. She stopped a car and said the address before falling asleep.

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