214: Chapter 214 Sorry

Chapter 214 Sorry

Perhaps it was because of this that the more Su Nan thought about it, the more excited the pain on his head became. As a result, the more he tried to tear it apart. Zhou Yi's return to this state caused her to feel pain and joy. 2

Gu Peishen finally arrived in front of the Su Ran's ward. However, there was an inexplicable feeling of cowardice. His footsteps seemed to be fixed in front of the door, unable to move a single step.

He even tried to take a few deep breaths to calm his chaotic thoughts.

Although a lot of panic had been suppressed due to the disturbance from the Dong Mingfang, they still couldn't recover naturally. Now that they were in front of the ward, they regained their composure.

Thinking about how she felt so uncomfortable after knowing what had happened, let alone Su Ran a woman, how could she force herself to pass this test?

The child was Su Ran lifelong mental illness. Thinking back to how she had experienced it once before, and now that she had done it again, she was simply crushing her life. She had never known anything about it before.

However, no matter what, what should come would always come. Gu Peishen also knew that he could not avoid it. He could not hide and watch Su Ran suffer alone.

He forced himself to take a deep breath and opened the door.

Su Ran was still lying quietly on the bed. Seeing the door open, she turned her head slightly and looked over.

With a single glance, Gu Peishen eyes instantly turned hot and staggered.

He quickly held onto the door and steadied himself before closing the door and walking towards Su Ran.

The two of them didn't say anything. Gu Peishen stood there for a moment, then could n' t help but jump to the bed and kneel down on one knee.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

When he thought back to the time when he brought Su Ran to look for Ji Huaichang, he had been filled with anxious feelings along the way. Now Gu Peishen seemed to be able to truly feel it.

Although it wasn't pure to approach her, it was n' t a whim to bring her to a doctor to cure her infertility.

To be honest, Gu Peishen had once imagined how Su Ran would look like if she was pregnant with her child, and had once imagined that when she heard her child calling her father, she almost forgot her real purpose.

It wasn't until Su Cheng' an came out of the prison that he realized that he had unknowingly spent time with Su Ran. This feeling was a feeling that he had been completely different from Bai Xiaowen before. He realized that he preferred to spend time with Su Ran.

But after all, the time was too long. Perhaps it was because he had stayed for too long to make a scene between flowers, so long that he was numb to loneliness. By accident, when he got close to someone, he naturally became dependent. Unknowingly, he immersed this kind of warmth that was deliberately created in his bones and blood, in the end, he fell.

Gu Peishen also realized that he didn't dislike this feeling. When he forced himself to seek revenge, he tortured Su Ran while torturing himself.

Later on, many things had happened. Gu Peishen had also annoyed himself with his work and tried to ignore and distance himself from Su Ran. No matter how he changed his mind, the hatred hidden in his heart continued to torture him from time to time. He constantly reminded him of revenge and revenge.

Just like that, he forced himself to ignore Su Ran. When he returned to his mind, many things had changed unconsciously. He did not know that.

For example, when Su Ran drank the medicine every day, he realized that he was used to it, but he didn't notice that the Su Ran medicine had already been changed from a prescription for body conditioning to a formula for protecting the fetus.

If he had been careful at the time, perhaps... There was no possibility. By now, everything had turned into reality, Gu Peishen only regret was left.

After Su Ran rushed in to save him, she herself was too nervous and inhaled too much smoke. After she fainted, the fetus in her abdomen could not be saved.

After hearing this fact, Gu Peishen felt as if he had suffered a heavy blow on the spot. He was so stunned that he couldn't even hear what the doctor said.

His heart ached so much that he forgot all about what he had quietly practiced on the road. When he spoke, he only said," Why didn't you tell me?"

Faced with his sudden appearance, Su Ran only looked at him calmly after the initial shock.

Seeing Gu Peishen holding her hand with heartache, her hand was ice-cold and almost had no reaction.

Gu Peishen couldn't help rubbing her hand, trying to warm her up, but also trying to attract her attention.

If Su Ran could cry at him or kick at him, everything would be fine. Gu Peishen felt like he could accept it.

But it just so happened that Su Ran thought that nothing had happened. It was so calm that it was not true, and it immediately made him panic.

Gu Peishen wanted to say," There'll still be children after they' re gone." But when he thought about how hard it was for Su Ran, he could see it for himself. Moreover, this was not the first time Su Ran had accidentally lost her child. The blow to her was definitely not as calm as it seemed on the surface.

If he continued to say this at this moment, could it be that he was tearing open her wound and sprinkling salt on it?

So, he didn't say anything. It was n' t that he didn't want to say anything. It was that he did n' t dare to say anything. He was afraid that he would say something wrong. If Su Ran mood changed, he didn't even know what to do.

He had never been able to comfort people. He had never been among the flowers before. Now, he couldn't do anything to Su Ran seemingly indifferent face.

He wanted to hug Su Ran and comfort her, but at the same time, he wanted to find some comfort for himself.

However, Su Ran sighed and finally spoke slowly," I don't know why, probably because of fear, right?"

Gu Peishen couldn't help but pinch Su Ran hand. He wanted to say what he was afraid of. What about me?

However, in the next second, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Su Ran. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything to Su Ran eyes.

After Su Ran said this, he finally realized where Su Ran unease had come from.

It was because she had been in a crisis of revenge for a long time, as well as the fact that the relationship between the two of them, who had only relied on evidence to cross the field, was not recognized on the surface or on the inside, that she chose to remain silent.

His chest felt like a lump of cotton had been blocked, and he pressed it against his throat. Gu Peishen felt so distressed that it was difficult to breathe. He took a careful breath and pressed his forehead against the back of Su Ran hand. Then, he slid over the tip of his nose and kissed his mouth forcefully." Su Ran, I'm sorry!"

His hoarse throat could only make a slight sound. He was not sure Su Ran could hear it.

She looked up at Su Ran and shifted her gaze away. She closed her eyes tiredly," I'm tired. If you want to sleep, go back if you' re fine."

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