No.099 Love can not be said
He slowly stretched out his hand, following the feeling, and gently touched her hair. Although his pitch-black eyes were filled with deep feelings, his eyes were lifeless. The light of dawn shone through the window, and the golden light shone into the room. It was exceptionally warm. 0
The depths of his heart seemed to be touched, and his ethereal thoughts returned to three years ago. At that time, every time he was ill and hospitalized, she would accompany him day and night and take care of him carefully.
He always felt very sorry for her and advised her not to be so tired, but she was not willing to listen to him at all. He was also very helpless, leaving behind only a deep sense of helplessness.
The embarrassment and haste of life, the fatigue and worry in his heart, had already made Xia Yuhan black hair even thinner. But he had never cared about her. Over the years, the hatred in his heart had already made him lose himself.
Although Xia Yuhan was so tired that she fell asleep, the worry in her heart for Ling Jiangyi still made her unable to sleep. Even a slight movement could wake her up. In a daze, she suddenly felt the warm temperature and opened her eyes to take a look.
Ling Jiangyi saw that she seemed to feel that she was about to wake up, she immediately withdrew her hand and pretended to sleep. When Xia Yuhan woke up, when she saw that he was still unconscious, her heart ached.
His eyes rested on his well-defined handsome face as he sighed helplessly in his heart. If he hadn't been so focused on him, perhaps they would n' t have been so embarrassed today. All of this was because of her appearance.
She thought that he was still unconscious, so she continued to speak. He seemed to have said it to him, but also to him. His tone was filled with apology.
"I'm sorry, I' ve already seriously thought about it. He still decided to leave. Only when I left would this end. "I don't want you to hate me any more, and I do n' t want to see people who should have become friends again, but because of me, I become an enemy."
Ling Jiangyi because of her, she had lost contact with Shen Zixin who had worked together for three years. Su Yelei because of her, they compensated for their happiness and Gu Monan. The two of them should have become friends, but in the end, it was because of her that they became strangers.
She had no intention at all, but she had no intention at all. However, she would hurt more people. No matter what, she would not easily forgive herself.
Ling Jiangyi pretended to be asleep. When she heard that she still wanted to leave, she wanted to open her eyes and berate her, but she was curious about what else she would say. So, she continued to pretend to sleep and looked at what she wanted to do.
Xia Yuhan just stood up and gently covered him with the blanket. When he was about to leave, he forcefully grabbed him. She was shocked and wanted to break free, but she realized that this man had woken up.
He struggled and sat up from his bed. Xia Yuhan saw his pained expression and immediately went forward to help him. She helped him sit down and asked embarrassedly," Well... What I said just now, you... "Did you hear that?"
Ling Jiangyi raised his eyebrows, but his expression was unnatural. He did not answer directly. Instead, he asked another question," Where do you want to go?" He tried his best to stay her even at the cost of his life. But in the end, it was news that she was leaving.
"I... "I don't know." Now, she could only reply like this. Seeing him wake up, she was secretly happy for a long time. But he didn't expect this man to question him just as he woke up.
In vain was she worried about him when he was unconscious and covered in blood. Ling Jiangyi lowered his head as if hiding something. He remembered that when his consciousness was blurry, Xia Yuhan had said that she would follow him. Even if he died, she would follow him.
But now, he had actually changed his mind so quickly? As expected, it was a woman's heart. In the end, she could not believe it.
Ling Jiangyi seemed to have changed, completely devoid of the usual cold aura. "If that's the case, let's go," he said indifferently. "Leave this place as soon as possible. Don't let me see you again!"
His gaze was dull, but it was as if his heart was grey. Xia Yuhan looked at his appearance that was different from before. Although he was extremely puzzled, he did not think too much. Since he had let her go, if she didn't leave, would n' t he be too sorry for him?
Although she knew that it was her fault to leave just like that when he was hospitalized. If she didn't leave now, she would n' t be able to leave in the future. Helpless, she could only be ruthless.
"Sorry, you... "Take care." Xia Yuhan was stunned on the spot. It took him a long time to squeeze out these words. At this moment, the air was still, as if time had stopped beating, along with Ling Jiangyi heart that had sunk to the bottom.
He didn't say anything. Hearing the footsteps of Xia Yuhan walking out of the room, he left the bed trembling. When the nurse walked to the door of the ward, she saw Ling Jiangyi difficult movements. She quickly ran in to help him back to bed and began to search for Xia Yuhan figure.
Ling Jiangyi seemed to know what she wanted to ask. She said calmly," She's not here. She's already gone."
The nurse seemed to be in disbelief. She exclaimed in surprise, her tone filled with helplessness." Mr. Ling, you... Why are you ……"
"Why didn't you tell her?" Ling Jiangyi laughed self-deprecatingly. He was willing to save her. Since she wanted to leave, she should leave. He did not want her to know, nor did he want her to blame himself.
He hated her so much that it was too difficult for her to stay by his side. The moment she lost her voice, he realized that he had never let her go.
All the so-called hatred was just that he was deceiving himself. He could fool others, but he could not fool himself.
"This is a matter between me and her. Perhaps she's the best way to leave." Ling Jiangyi sighed helplessly. The nurse didn't say anything but nodded helplessly.
What Xia Yuhan didn't know was that Ling Jiangyi had been sober before. When she went out to pick up the phone, Ling Jiangyi woke up. At that time, the doctors and nurses were there. At that moment, he knew that he might be crippled.
Because he was heavily injured in the brain, it was probably because of the bleeding that oppressed his visual nerves that he had become like this. The doctor told him that he didn't have to worry too much and that he might recover.
But the only thing he cared about was not to let Xia Yuhan know about this matter. He did not want her to blame himself. So no one told her, so she didn't know. So much so that he had acted so like he didn't want her to see anything.
The nurse checked his injuries and told him to rest well before he left. However, he was completely immersed in his own world. Perhaps he would never see her again or her appearance.
Actually, this was also good, so he could just continue to hate her in his heart.
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