Chapter 39 Lost in soul Li Lili
The woman who came with me saw me fall to the ground and slowly helped me up. The doctors didn't show any emotion on his face when he saw such a scene. 0
I said excitedly," Then what can my mother do?"
"Currently, there are only two methods. One is conservative treatment. The other is medicine, but it can only temporarily relieve the illness. The other is chemotherapy. However, the patient will be in great pain, and the success rate is only 10%. Therefore, please consider it carefully and make a decision." The doctor looked at me and said.
I couldn't calm myself down. I was so excited that I knelt down in front of the doctor." Please, doctor, can you think of a way?" "Is there any other way?"
"Get up and talk." "It's really not that I' m not willing to help you. I've seen too many cases of a patient like you. She's already vicious, and it's hard to cure her. This is a problem that the medical profession ca n' t solve." The doctor said sadly.
My heart ached so hard that I couldn't breathe. I said slowly," Is there no other way?"
"Because some patients are in a good mood, there will be miracles. After half a year, the tumor has disappeared. "But no one is sure about that probability, so there's no way to confirm it."
After the doctor said that, he patted me on the shoulder and said," Don't be too sad. I' ve seen seven or eight-year-old children like this. The family should make arrangements as soon as possible. This matter can't be delayed. The longer the delay, the less likely it is."
I couldn't accept the heavy truth. I held onto the doorknob and used my hand to knock hard. Even the blood on my hand did n' t hurt at all.
"Why is that so?" I cried helplessly. "What about Mommy..."
I grabbed the corner of my clothes in a panic and looked at the person beside me. I didn't know what Lisa was talking about. I just said in a panic," My mother... my mother has cancer. What should I do?"
By the time she came over, my mood had almost calmed down. I told her what the doctor had told me and she looked at me worriedly.
"Sister Lili, do you have any plans for the next step? Did you follow the doctor's instructions? "What do you need?"
When Lisa mentioned the money, I suddenly remembered. I walked to the neighbor and said," I forgot just now. How much did you pay for my mother? I'll transfer the money to you right away."
The neighbor quickly waved at me." No rush. Look at how chaotic you are right now. Let's talk about this after you' ve arranged everything. The most important thing now is to determine a good plan."
I was walking in the doorway of the hospital. I seemed to have been thinking for a century and finally said slowly," I really don't want my mother to live in such pain. If that's the case, she definitely doesn't want to drag me down like this. She wo n' t be happy and I won't."
Lisa stood up excitedly." Are you going to decide on a conservative treatment?" "But this way, she won't live long?"
"No, I just want to do nothing. Take her to where she wants to go. I think the rest of her life is of quality. Even though it's not long, it's still a wonderful life." I said with a sobbing tone.
The woman also nodded." I agree with you and let my life be more exciting."
I looked up at her and asked," By the way, we've known each other for so long, but we do n' t even know your name?"
"Susu, you can call me Susu in the future. How about I call you Sister Lili?" She said kindly.
I nodded with tears in my eyes." Alright, I don't know how to thank you for today's matter. You're the one who's busy with my work. I'm the one who cries when something happens to me."
"Don't get out of here. We' re all good friends now. I lost my mind when my child was gone, didn't I? "That's why we' re all the same. After all, we're relatives." Susu replied with a smile.
Lisa looked at us blankly and asked in surprise," Are you guys done with it?"
"Yes."
The neighbor slowly walked towards me. He scratched his hair and said to me," I heard that he's also a distant relative of mine. At that time, they were looking for a psychic mage. He was recuperating there for about half a year, so his mood improved. The doctor originally said that he couldn't live for a month, but he did n' t go to the hospital for a review until a year later. Everything's fine. Why do n' t I go back and ask him about the contact details?"
It was as if I had seen a turning point at once. With a glint in my eyes, I grabbed his hand and said excitedly," Really?" That was really great. He was really grateful to you. "If you have any difficulties in the future, I will do everything I can to help you."
"What are you talking about? Oh right, let's go see your mother now. She's probably already awake."
Then, we went to the hospital bed together. I saw my mother lying on the right side of the hospital bed. She looked weak and weak, and her face was as pale as a sheet of white paper.
Before I could speak, her mother asked," What did the doctor say?"
"Mom, don't worry. The doctor said that you need to take care of your leg. It wo n' t be ready soon." I looked at my mother and comforted her.
Mother stared at me with a questioning gaze." Don't lie to me. I fell because my brain was suddenly unconscious. It's not a matter of my legs."
"The doctor also said that your brain is suppressing your nerves, so I'll prescribe some medicine for you to fix it. I' ll talk to the doctor about other things. Mom, you can rest and recuperate here." I said with a glint in my eyes.
As if she had seen through something, her mother suddenly smiled palely and said," You don't have to hide it from me. Why does n' t your mother know what you're thinking? You' re the least capable of lying. As long as you lie, your eyes will be erratic. Just now, you've done the same. Mom already knows that you ca n' t lie to your mother."
I hesitated for a moment. Seeing that my mother was speechless, I didn't know how to explain it. Just as I was feeling anxious, Susu said," Of course not. We heard the doctor say that when we were together, but the doctor said that you should wait until another examination report comes out and take your medicine first."
"Really... Is that really what I said?" Didn't he say that there was something wrong with my body? His mother asked excitedly.
After I poured a glass of water for my mother, I said," Mom, don't think about it yourself. You' re still fine. Anyway, we'll listen to the doctor's instructions. We'll cooperate with the doctor whatever we want to do and cure the illness."
Lisa also said," Yes, Auntie, you can stay here and recuperate. Leave the rest to Lily."
Only then did my mother lie down doubtfully. Then I said to my mother," I'll pay for some service charges."
The moment I turned around and left, my mother stopped me." Lily, if Mom really can't do it, do n' t hide it from me. If Mom dies, it won't be a problem. I just do n' t trust you." "You're all alone and there's nothing left. You really don't feel at ease."
My tears fell like rain in an instant, but I tried my best not to cry. Fortunately, the back was facing my mother. After I wiped the tears with my hands, I turned around and smiled at her." How could something happen to you? Don't think too much about it. Now that technology is so advanced, what kind of illness can not be seen?"
Then, I left my mother's ward. The others left together. Before I left, I said to my mother," Auntie, let's do this first. Take care of yourself. Don't think too much. We' ll come to see you in a few days."
However, I had just walked away from the ward when I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. Tears streamed out of my eyes as I hugged my head and cried loudly. The tears were like broken threads as they streamed down. My mother had worked hard for my doctor, but when she was about to enjoy her life, something like this happened. My daughter had never taken her on a tour before. Now, she remembered that she was really an unqualified daughter.
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