40: Chapter 40 Debate with Lin Susu

Chapter 40 Debate with Lin Susu

When Lisa saw how sad I was crying, she comforted me with heartache and said," Don't be sad anymore. Be careful of hurting your body." 0

I looked at her in despair and hugged her helplessly as I cried. I felt like I was going to suffer a little more.

I really hoped that Cheng Che would be by my side at this moment, but I called him countless times and he didn't respond. It was as if the past with him was fake, and it was have disappeared into my life.

I was really in a state of collapse. I dialed Lin Susu number. She hadn't answered for a long time. She shouted impatiently," If you do n' t speak again, I'll hang up."

I said slowly," It's me, Lily."

"Lily, I'm sorry. I' ve been too busy recently. I've been working overtime to do new projects recently, so I' m too busy to ask about you. "Now..."

I interrupted Lin Susu and said," My mother has cancer. The doctor said that the possibility of cure is only 10%. I gave up."

I clearly heard Lin Susu crying on the other end of the phone." When did this happen? Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I just learned about it today. My mother fell down and was sent to the hospital by a neighbor. I saw her in the hospital and almost collapsed." I cried.

The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time. He suppressed his sadness and said," Send the address to my phone. I'll be right over."

Half an hour later, I saw Lin Susu back. I stopped her. I took out the doctor's report and showed it to her. Because Lin Susu and I had been playing at my house since childhood, my mother was half her mother. When I saw this, my tears could n' t be suppressed.

"Have you decided?" "Don't you want to continue the treatment?" She cried.

I nodded forcefully. Then, she pulled him down to a corner and secretly handed me an envelope. I looked at her in confusion." What do you mean?"

"There's a total of 20,000 yuan here. Although I do n' t have much money, it's still my usual savings. After you divorced Gu Feng, you did n' t have anything. Plus, your studio is very difficult. "It costs a lot of money to see a doctor. If you're embarrassed, consider me as the one who lent you the money. If you' re rich in money, I won't be late." Lin Susu said calmly.

I looked at her pious expression and didn't have the heart to reject her. I hesitated and took the envelope in her hand and said," Alright, since you' ve already said that, I can only accept it, but I really don't want to give me any more money in the future."

I suddenly thought of something." Do you want to go and see her first? Just go straight ahead and then turn the right hand. The first one is on the right."

"Alright, I'll go see her first. Call me if there's anything else."

I made an "ok" gesture to her, and then she walked towards my mother's ward. I had been sitting calmly in the corridor of the hospital. Lisa would help me with any trivial matters, so there weren't many things I needed to worry about.

When I saw Lin Susu walking towards me, the signs of crying on my face were obvious. I said in frustration," Aunty just told me not to come to see her. She told me to take care of herself and said a lot, but she didn't say anything about herself. She kept telling me not to worry about her."

When I heard her say that, I gently hugged her back and didn't say anything.

I sent Lisa and Susu away. After all, the studio needed people, so Susu had no reason for me to waste it on this matter.

Then, Lin Susu and I chatted a lot about my mother's illness in the hospital corridor. Lin Susu's opinion was the opposite of mine, so we had a dispute.

"Why did you give up so easily? The doctor has 10% hope. What if?" Lin Susu questioned.

I used a puzzled expression and said," It's not that you do n' t know how painful the chemotherapy process is. Besides, what's the point of living like this? Moreover, it's not that you don't know my mother's personality. My mother is also a very strong person, so she definitely wouldn't want to."

She was very dissatisfied with my decision." Not to mention 10%, even if it's very small, we still have to try, right?" "What if there's a miracle?"

"After chemotherapy, it wasn't someone else who tortured me. It was my mother. "What's the difference between living like this and being sentenced to death?" I asked in confusion.

I softened my tone and said," You don't understand why I did this right now, but I just do n' t want my mother to be alive."

Lin Susu exploded and shouted at me," I don't understand the principles you' re talking about. I only know why you gave up even though you had 10% hope."

I looked at her and sighed. I felt very helpless in my heart. Why didn't she understand my thoughts? At this moment, I was already very tired. I did n' t want to fight because of this fact, and I didn't have the strength to fight.

The nurse beside us heard our argument and said to us," Be quiet. This is the hospital. If you have any problems, you can resolve them privately. Don't shout loudly. It will affect other patients."

"Sorry, I'm sorry." I apologize to the nurse.

The nurse watched as we stopped talking and ran away. Then, I pulled Lin Susu hand, but she threw it away in disgust.

"Su Su, don't do this. I do n' t know how to tell you now. It might be difficult for you to understand and accept this matter for a while, but I just hope that my mother won't live her life in a single day. The length and value of her life are n' t the same. Do you understand what I mean?"

This time Lin Susu it was as if I had heard what I said and didn't attack me anymore. I left the hospital alone after a day of exhaustion. I couldn't bring up a bit of strength. After I got home, I just casually took care of it.

There was no one at home, so he felt uncomfortable in his room. In the past, he always disliked her nagging at home. Now that he didn't have his mother's home, he felt like he was missing a hole in his heart. He would always blow into the cold wind and fill in his dissatisfaction.

My mind was constantly replaying the images I had with my mother. Suddenly, my phone rang. I saw that it was Cheng Che text message. I took it excitedly. I thought he was finally busy, but when I opened it, it said," Don't look for me in the future. Just pretend that we did n' t know each other and don't call me."

I lost my mind and my phone fell to the ground. I didn't know what had happened overnight. How did he become like this?

Cheng Che Although he looked very arrogant, the years I spent with him could tell that he was very kind-hearted. It was definitely because of something that had happened that he was able to do this. However, I didn't have the energy to care about these things.

I fell into a deep sleep later. In my dream, someone called me. He gave me a gentle embrace and told me," Don't be afraid. You will go over, but you must come out alone."

Then, he got further and further away from me. I desperately wanted to chase after him, but no matter how hard I tried to run, I was still in the same place. I anxiously shouted," What should I do?"

"Everything depends on yourself. Remember not to trust anyone. What you see in your eyes may be just an illusion." A man's voice echoed in my ears.

I woke up in shock. When I woke up, I realized that this was just a dream, but this dream was so real. There were traces of tears on my pillow, but the words in my ear were so clear.

The next day, I took a heavy step and went to the attending doctor to tell him that I chose a conservative treatment method. He followed my advice.

I asked carefully," Then, according to my mother's current situation, how long can she live?"

"Based on the clinical performance, it may not exceed half a year at most, or two or three months less."

I almost fell off my chair and left in a daze. But the doctor's words were still in my mind.

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