48: Chapter 48 Li Lili heartache

Chapter 48 Li Lili heartache

I looked at him and asked doubtfully," So you think she was wrong?" 0

Cheng Che nodded and tapped my head lightly with his finger." Don't think too much. There are some things that people have. Since we ca n' t keep them, we can only move forward."

A news from Tencent suddenly popped up on his phone, and Cheng Che's eyes darkened as if he could no longer see any light.

"What's wrong?" I asked curiously.

I opened my phone and saw the title "Lin Xionghai and Cheng Che are no longer master and disciple ". No wonder he looked so lonely. It turned out that his teacher had already announced it to the public.

I gently pulled his hand." How did you persuade me just now? Why did you become like this when it's your turn?"

He couldn't listen to what I said. He just walked out in a daze. I wanted to persuade him, but I did n' t know how to persuade him. I couldn't handle my own affairs properly, so what ability could I have to deal with his troubles?

I felt like I hadn't finished my entire life, and my heart had already been devastated. How could I stand up and not feel heartache at all?

Why did I have to be abandoned by everyone? Was it my own fault? Thinking about it, she leaned against the wall and silently wept.

When I thought of the smile on her face when I first saw Lisa, I would never see it again.

"Why... why do all the people I care about have to let me down?" I cried.

After I opened my phone, I chose Lisa's avatar on WeChat. Finally, I chose the delete button, and everything was completely lost.

Everything that had happened between me and her kept playing in my head like a shadow, but other than recalling the past, it had no meaning.

Today, I was in a daze. I didn't even know what the other parents were saying to me. They were n' t in a state anymore, so of course, they were unhappy.

If I were in normal times, I would definitely comfort them. But now, I can't even comfort my heart, let alone them? I watched them clamoring in front of me, but I remained indifferent.

"Let's go, let's go, let's not come again." The student said angrily.

Many of the students were about to leave with their bags. They even talked to each other," It's really... I did n' t respond to anything you said to her."

"Don't go dancing at their house next time."

"That's right. Who knew it was like this, so we ca n' t be greedy for advantage."

At this moment, it was as if I had lost my soul. I didn't know what I should do, so I closed the door after the last lesson.

The teacher also handed me a letter of resignation. The reason was that my place was really too deserted. Every time there were two or three people, I instantly agreed and gave her the money.

If it wasn't for the fact that my studio should be closed, I would n' t have to waste Cheng Che house. In those few days, I was in deep sorrow.

When she returned home, her mother could see that I was different from before, but she didn't dare to disturb me, afraid of provoking me. However, I had been like this for a few days, so it was no different from a dead person. Other than three meals a day, I didn't say a single word anymore, and my expression seemed unfocused.

Her mother sat beside me and said earnestly," Lily, do you know?" "Although your parents have given you life, they can't give you life force. All you want is to fight for it. If you ca n' t reach it for now, try to tiptoe."

My mother's words seemed to have hit my heart, instantly triggering my reaction. I raised my head and looked at my mother. She only patted my hand gently." My parents will eventually grow old. No one will be by your side forever." I hope that you will be defeated by the current difficulties. Your life is still long and you will encounter more storms in the future. "You have to believe in yourself to become a strong person in your life and career."

"But why does the person I love choose to abandon me one after another? Is that my problem?" I said with tears in my eyes.

She only gently touched my head." Others are others, but I only know that my daughter is sincere and kind-hearted. However, not all good people repay her with kindness. Society is very complicated. When this kind of kindness becomes basic to others, once you don't treat others like this, they will feel that you are not good. So what I can tell you is, do n' t treat everyone too kind. This may be the root of the problem."

"I remember you told me before. You said that you liked dancing and then you secretly went to learn dancing without hesitation. Then, you opened the studio again. Now, I also hope that you will take this initiative to do things. Don't worry about other people's attitude. You just need to do it yourself. Everything isn't scary from the beginning. What's scary is that you didn't trust yourself from the beginning." Mother said to me sincerely.

I thought about how many people used to envy me for being able to do things I liked. At that time, I was always full of passion. I spent the most time in my dance room every day and wanted to form my own team. Dancing was the most important thing for me at that time.

It wasn't like there were so many things to consider. It was difficult and difficult to manage a small studio. I suddenly laughed when I thought of this.

"It was really a beautiful day in the past. I feel like everything is within my reach, but I can't go back." I sighed.

However, I really didn't want to give up everything just like that. I still vaguely remembered that dream at that time was to promote the hip-hop culture. More people would go to learn about hip-hop, not the hooligans in the eyes of the older generation. I wanted to open a dance studio because I wanted to continue to inherit the dance, not to do some commercial dance.

That dream was still clearly in my head. When I thought of that scene, I still felt as if my entire body was bleeding. My entire body instantly boiled. I told myself in my heart that I could not continue to be depressed like this.

I seemed to instantly understand Lisa's feelings. Money was very important. Without money, those so-called beliefs and ideals could not be sustained.

I casually picked up a coat and was about to run outside. My mother shouted from behind," Where are you going?"

I just waved at my mother as I walked." Don't worry, I' ll be back."

I carefully observed the dance rooms around my business district and recorded my feelings along the way.

After walking around, I was so tired that my back ached. I wanted to find a room and I could immediately fall asleep. I finally finished shopping.

On the way home, I saw the two of them arguing. There were many things like this, so I was too lazy to bother with them. But when I saw that figure, it seemed like someone else. I just couldn't remember for a moment.

It wasn't until I walked in that I realized it was An' an and Gu Feng, but the two of them didn't seem to have noticed me. It was as if An' an had noticed that there were other juniors outside.

Sure enough, he couldn't help but have a habit of flirting outside. After a long time, he still had to show his true colors. Such a man's heart could never stay on one person. One day, he would lose his fresh feeling. If he was tired of everything, he would kick a woman away. Gu Feng, he had always been a cold-blooded person. He only paid attention to the relationship between interests. Who was worth it to him? With so much money in the shopping mall, interests were what he valued the most.

I walked to a grassy area and saw An'an squatting on the ground and crying sadly. However, Gu Feng did n' t say anything to comfort her, and her eyes were unusually cold. I looked at An'an smugly, thinking in my heart that you had finally realized what it was like to be abandoned.

Later, I saw them looking in my direction. I was afraid that they would find me and walked home. When I arrived at my house, I saw that the Cheng Che was here. I was shocked.

"Why are you here?" I asked in surprise.

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