Chapter 78 Li Lili revealed his thoughts
Housekeeper Wang really hoped that I would be able to return. How could I go to see Cheng Che at this time? Moreover, he must have hated me to death right now. He must have felt that I had let his father leave with regret. All the responsibility lay with me, and he wished he could cut me into a thousand pieces to resolve his hatred. 2
"My question with him is also a long story. In short, don't forget the fat piece of the Cheng Clan. Right now, many people are eyeing him covetously."
"Yes, I understand. I will definitely mention something about him."
I thought about it and said," He often can't listen to other people's advice, so when it's time for her to do so, I' ll try my best to follow his intentions and then show my intentions."
"Okay."
After saying that, I hung up the phone. My heart was very heavy. If I wasn't worried about him at all, it would definitely be fake, but so what if I was worried about him? He would only challenge my bottom line time and time again. It was as if he was the one who decided everything.
I felt sad not because he had said many things that hurt my heart, but because he had never thought about it from my perspective. No matter what, he took it for granted, but he didn't ask what I felt. Moreover, he knew clearly what Gu Feng marriage had brought to me. I was n' t invulnerable. I was also a living person. I would feel sad and hurt, and my heart would hurt. I wasn't made of stone, and I was also injured and bleeding.
My heart felt like it was blocked by a wall. I sighed and didn't think about this anymore. At this moment, Mr. Zhou, who had worked with him on WeChat, showed me their data on the day after tomorrow. They had only gained hundreds of fans in just a few days. Later, I asked me to thank you and to continue our cooperation. I quickly agreed.
The next day, we were in a tea restaurant. He ordered a lot of girls' desserts and invited me to eat them. He even shared a lot of interesting things with me in their company. I had been teased by him so many times that I had tears left.
However, he quickly realized that something was wrong with me. He asked tentatively," Why didn't Miss Li the guy who came with you last time come?"
"He won't come back in the future." I said indifferently.
He was stunned for a moment when he heard what I said. Then, he regained his composure and said," Are you guys arguing or something? It's convenient for you to tell me. Can you just talk to a friend?" "If you think I'm your friend, why do n' t you tell me?"
I looked at him hesitantly. I felt that I had been in contact with him for some time and felt that he wasn't a bad person. I said," Actually, something happened to his family recently. His father is about to leave, but I especially hope to see me and him walk into the wedding hall. Therefore, I wanted to fulfill my father's last wish for him, but I."
"Do you think I'm a particularly ruthless girl?"
He just looked at me and said," I can't say that. Although I do n' t have much contact with you, I feel that you should be a highly motivated girl. Otherwise, you would have persisted like this."
"But do you know that to a woman who has a failed marriage, getting married again is like taking my life. I would rather be alone than torturing each other. That's why even if his parents wanted to see him happy, I would n' t be willing to make do with him. But he, why can't I be a little more considerate? Is n' t he challenging my bottom line?" I said in despair.
After thinking for a moment, he said," He must think that you are too ruthless. He would think that you would help him and agree. I didn't expect you to answer him like this."
"Then do you think I did something wrong?" I asked curiously.
He smiled." There's no so-called right or wrong. He thinks you' re wrong when he stands in his own position. You also think he's wrong when you stand in your position, so there's no so-called right or wrong between you. It's just that neither of you recognizes the other's actions."
"Then do you think he treats me like this?"
He paused for a moment and said," It's understandable that he did this. After all, it was his closest relative who left him. He definitely hoped that he would be able to finish the last part of his journey. In the end, he was forcefully broken by you. Anger isger is inevitable. Or, he could tell him later after a period of time. It would be easier to communicate with him after he digested this feeling."
"I'm not in the mood to say anything to him right now. I' m quiet by myself. This is my bottom line and he's challenging my bottom line." I complained.
He thought for a moment before pulling my hand away." Where are you taking me?"
"You'll know when you go."
It didn't take long before he took me to a place with flowing water. It seemed like a paradise on earth. I could still vaguely see the plants flourishing beside me. He took me all the way up the mountainside and the waves rose and fell. We stood in front of him. At this moment, it was as if I was listening to the voices of nature devoutly. My heart instantly felt much more peaceful.
After a long time, he asked," What do you think now?"
It took me a long time before I opened my eyes. I looked at him and said," I feel like my heart has completely emptied."
"Actually, every time I have anything unpleasant to do at work or in my life, I'll stay here for a while. When I look at the sound of the waves, my heart will become much calmer." He said indifferently.
I asked curiously," What will you worry about?"
"Actually, I grew up in an orphanage. I was led away by my adoptive parents when I was five years old. They treated me quite well, but ever since I came to my sister, I felt like my love had been snatched away by someone. My jealousy filled my heart. I even wanted my sister to die immediately. Does that sound like I'm very vicious?" He smiled and asked.
I didn't expect that he would have such a story behind Wen Wen Ya." Without you, I can understand you very well. Your love ca n' t be shared with others. After all, you don't want to go back to your past life. If you did n' t meet them back then, it would be good if you were to be ruthlessly abandoned. It would be better if you never met them."
"But later on, my sister was really pushed down by me because of my own desires. Later on, I would always dream at night. Every night, I would dream that my sister was begging for my gaze. My parents always thought that I was provoked because I couldn't accept my sister's death. They also took me to many hospitals to see a doctor. However, I had to turn on the light to sleep for years." He said sadly.
I glanced at him and said," Then what happened later?"
"Later on, it was a tutor who cured me. He said that I was caused by an inner demon. I told him the secret that troubled my heart, and then I slowly let it go with him. Later, I thanked him very much. He told me to help others if he wanted to."
I looked at him in surprise and said," That's why you' ve become like this. Then why did you tell me this secret?"
"I think that although our experiences are different, there are still many things in common. Sometimes, people think about things from a different perspective, and their worries may be gone." He smiled sincerely.
"Thank you."
Later on, on the way back, we chatted and laughed. We happened to see Cheng Che my smile froze. He also saw me and walked past me with a look of disdain.
I also saw a girl behind him. When she passed by me, the pungent fragrance made me feel disgusted. She even placed it on Cheng Che shoulder and said," Dear, where are we going to eat tonight?"
Cheng Che also revealed a wicked smile and said," Today..."
I walked forward and stared at Cheng Che for a few seconds." If you have any anger towards me, just let me go. Please don't punish yourself. You are now a director of the Cheng Clan. Is this what a director should look like?" "What does it look like to be seen?"
"Go away. I don't need you to teach me a lesson. You do n' t have the qualifications." Cheng Che said angrily to me.
When I saw Cheng Che change, I really felt sad. Why did he become like this? He seemed to have completely changed. I frowned and looked at him.
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