194: 194 Cheng Che going to England

194 Cheng Che going to England

Cheng Che looked at me and suddenly burst into laughter without warning. Then, she calmed down and said," I only saw clearly today. So you're such a woman. I gave you all my heart. I feel sorry for myself. I really have my conscience fed to dogs." 2

After saying that, he left angrily. I knew very well that this quarrel was different from usual. No matter how much he argued in the past, he would not say such heavy words to me.

I knew that he had misunderstood me a lot. This time, he would definitely not come to my side again. Perhaps he would really leave. In this world, there would never be a second Cheng Che.

My legs were limp and limp on the ground. I was crying silently. I wouldn't cry hysterically anymore, but my heart had already turned into a sea of water.

I knew very well that he would never come back again, but I would not lower my head to ask for an explanation like him. I was trapped by my pride and could not say anything.

Lin Lan quietly walked over to me. Seeing my pale face, she touched my forehead.

"You don't have a fever. Why are you looking so ugly?" She said worriedly.

I looked at her and said," My body isn't sick. It's my heart that is sick. I was drenched in cold water from head to toe. It's cold to my heart. Lin Lan Tell me, what should we do now?"

I helplessly held Lin Lan hand. She looked at me with heartache and gently hugged me.

She then asked," Can you tell me what happened just now?" "This way, I can help you."

I looked at her and said," Forget it. The outcome that has been forged is destined to be irreversible."

Lin Lan saw that I didn't want to say anything, so she stopped asking me.

She only asked gently," Do you want me to accompany you around for a stroll? Maybe I'll be in a better mood too."

"There's no need. Let me slowly sort it out by myself. My head is a little stuffy now." I said sadly.

I stared blankly at the sky, as if I had lost my soul. I wandered aimlessly downstairs, not interested in seeing anything in the mall.

My mind had always been filled with Cheng Che shadows from before, so I couldn't escape.

I sat on a chair in the mall and watched the crowd walk past me. I felt like I was the only one alone.

After that incident, Cheng Che didn't come to look for me again. My life was still orderly, but I felt that there was nothing missing.

While Lin Lan was resting, she looked at me and said," Sister Lily, you are different from before."

"What's different?" I asked curiously.

She calmly said," Your heart is different. In the past, no matter how busy you were, you still had a smile on your face. "I can't even see you smiling now."

I looked at her calmly and said," It's been more than half a year, Sister Lili. Just look at it. Things with feelings will take their course and can not be forced."

"I don't know how I' ve become like this. In the past, even if I lost my Gu Feng, I wouldn't have become like this." I said sadly.

Lin Lan looked at me with heartache and rushed out as if she had thought of something.

"Where are you going?" I asked anxiously from behind.

She ran and said," Sister Lily, wait for my news. Don't worry, there wo n' t be any problems."

I looked at her helplessly. I really didn't care much about wind or rain.

When Lin Lan came back, I saw her dragging Cheng Che over.

"Sister Lily, I don't think you can do this all the time. If you have any problems, you can solve them. Let's talk about it slowly and I'll leave." Lin Lan said with a smile.

I was stunned for a moment. When I wanted to stop her, she had already escaped.

I looked at Cheng Che awkwardly." She's always been like this. Do n' t mind."

Cheng Che looked at me indifferently." On the way, she was always telling me that without me, you would have felt like you had changed. She insisted on dragging me over to see you."

"Really?" "I'm just a straightforward person. I' m praising you so much that it's shocking. Do n' t listen to her." I explained.

"So you're saying that you' ve been living well these days, right?" Cheng Che questioned.

I was stunned. I didn't know how to explain it. I stared at him blankly.

He looked at my eyes with great hostility, his eyes no longer showing any tenderness.

I said indifferently," Do you have to be so hostile to me?"

"I'm not. I' m just talking about things. Lin Lan insisted that I come. I'll come see what you' re looking for." Cheng Che said coldly to me.

I didn't want to say anything to him." Since you' re unwilling to come, you don't have to come."

After looking at me lazily, he said," There's still some serious business. I' ll go to England with Ye Zi in a week. If it's good, I might be able to live there."

"What are you trying to tell me? It would be best if I didn't come looking for you in the future. Even if I did, I would n' t find you, would I? Don't worry, I wo n' t look for you. "I wish you a good job as your photographer." I said angrily.

Cheng Che just looked at me coldly." Whatever you think. Anyway, I've already told you that you wo n' t have to say anything. You'll leave without saying anything."

Cheng Che was about to turn around and leave when I grabbed his hand." Wait a minute. I still have a question to ask."

"Go ahead." Cheng Che said indifferently.

Cheng Che then let go of my hand with a look of disdain and looked at me." What are you asking?"

"Is it because of your mother that you treated me like this?" I asked indifferently.

He glanced at me and said coldly," Yes or no. What I can't accept the most is that you clearly know that she is a patient. Why did you provoke her like this?"

I felt helpless in my heart." Do you think I was provoking her? "Don't you know what she said?"

"It's just because she cares about me. Who does n' t care about her child? It's fine if she just perfunctorily does it. You, on the other hand, are always being aggressive." Cheng Che said angrily.

When I saw his angry face, the corners of my mouth curled up slightly." You said I was being aggressive, but you're really nice." "It's all my fault. The responsibility lies with me, right?"

Cheng Che glanced at me." Isn't it?" "If there was no good person to save my mother that day, her life would be gone. If your mother's life was gone, what would you do? Do n' t talk about yourself as if you were tall. You're actually a very selfish person. You' re just doing everything for yourself."

"For myself?" I said with a cold smile.

Cheng Che glanced at me and didn't say anything. She turned around and left. When Lin Lan saw Cheng Che leave, he walked to my side and asked quietly," How was it? How was your conversation?"

"You're about to go to England. It should n' t be possible for you to settle down. His misunderstanding towards me is already deep-rooted. "No matter how much I explain, I don't think I can get him to eliminate this misunderstanding." I said sadly.

Lin Lan looked at me in disappointment." Why... why is it so sudden? "Didn't he listen to your explanation?"

"It's useless. He wo n' t listen to anything I say right now. He's already sentenced me to death in his heart. What's more, it's futile. He's already prejudiced against me and won't change anything. Forget it Lin Lan I know you' re trying to help me, but Cheng Che's such a stubborn person. No one will believe anything." My eyes were filled with sorrow.

Lin Lan looked at me hesitantly." I'm sorry... I should n' t have come looking for him. How could this be the result? I thought you two just had to open up the misunderstanding. There won't be a big misunderstanding."

"This time, it's really different. It's different from every time in the past, so there's no way he' ll let go of the past. Maybe he'll hate me for the rest of his life. If he hates me, then he' ll hate me. It's better than he forgot about me. At least he still remembered that I appeared in this world, but the ending was n' t too good." I said sadly.

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