343: 343 Open your heart

343 Open your heart

"You... "Do you still think of Liu Ruobei?" Yu Mo turned to look at Lu Tingzhao. 2

Lu Tingzhao eyes were especially sad at this moment. His eyes were fixed on Liu Ruobei tombstone. He did not leave for a long time, nor did he say anything.

"Don't you want to talk about it?" Yu Mo continued.

"It's not that I do n' t want to say it. I just don't know where to start."

"Let's talk about what happened back then."

"Back then? "Are you referring to racing?"

"Yes." Yu Mo nodded. She vaguely felt that the matter of the car racing had always been a knot in Lu Tingzhao heart, but he had always been running away. Only by letting him remember the past and face it would he be able to open up his knot.

"Liu Ruobei always liked to play racing, but I wasn't really interested in it. One night, I was in a bad mood and met Liu Ruobei at the bar." As Lu Tingzhao recalled, the expression on his face seemed to have returned to the past.

"He was in a racing car. At that time, he noticed that I was in a bad mood, so he took the initiative to talk to me. That night, it was the first time I sat in his car and chatted with him a lot. After that... "I've been in contact with racing cars since I was young. I have n' t had any friends since I was a kid. Liu Ruobei's probably the first one to talk about."

"Are you guys going to the car often?" Yu Mo asked.

"Yeah, I was also Little White at first, so I Liu Ruobei led me into this industry bit by bit. Later on, I met many friends."

"It also includes his sister... Liu Ruoshui Is that right?"

When Lu Tingzhao heard Yu Mo question, he was suddenly stunned. After all these years, because of Liu Ruobei, his guilt towards Liu Ruoshui had merged into his blood and became a habit. It was like breathing. His guilt could ferment in his body without warning. What exactly did it all originate from? He had even forgotten that he would not have known this woman if it had not been for Liu Ruobei.

"Yes." Lu Tingzhao nodded." If you don't tell me, I almost forgot how I met Liu Ruoshui."

Yu Mo suddenly felt a little awkward." Forget it. Let's not talk about Liu Ruoshui anymore. You can continue talking about the car."

"Actually, there's nothing to say. It's just that I played together naturally. Thinking about it, that period of time can be said to be the happiest period of my life. At that time, I had only met Liu Ruoshui a few times. I was just a nodding acquaintance. I just know that her body has always been very bad. Liu Ruobei treat all women very well, but I love this little sister very much."

"What about later?"

"At first, I was just playing with a car. Later, as my car skills gradually improved, he began to bring me into contact with the competition. Actually, the car was very dangerous. He made people sink deeper and deeper. At first, I only treated the car as a hobby. In the end, I couldn't extricate myself and had to go almost every week. Lu Tingzhao's voice grew deeper and deeper as he took a deep breath.

"If I were given another chance, I would rather that I didn't go with him that day. If I could check the car before driving, if..." Yu Mo realized that Lu Tingzhao voice was choked with emotion. It was the first time Yu Mo had seen him like this for so long.

But how could there be so many ifs in this world?

Yu Mo suddenly understood something at this moment Lu Tingzhao She had been taking care of Liu Ruoshui all this time. She also understood that Lu Tingzhao had been living in guilt for so many years.

Lu Tingzhao refused to talk about racing. He just placed the model in an inconspicuous place in the study, but this did not alleviate the suffering in his heart.

"Lu Tingzhao, do you know why Liu Ruobei wanted to save you back then? Does he want you to escape like this? If it were you, I believe you would have made the same choice as Liu Ruobei did then, right?"

"It was me who deserved to die!" Lu Tingzhao suddenly walked to the side of a huge rock and smashed his hand into a fist.

Yu Mo was silent as well. If he were to tell him now, all of this had always been a Liu Ruoshui scheme. Liu Ruoshui was not Liu Ruobei sister at all. His guilt for so many years had always been a huge joke. Could he accept it?

"Lu Tingzhao." Yu Mo stood by his side and solemnly called his name. Lu Tingzhao raised his head, his eyes red.

"You can't do this anymore. At that moment, I think Liu Ruobei treat you as a friend more important than his life. You should continue his racing career for him, right?"

Lu Tingzhao still had red eyes and did not speak.

"If Liu Ruobei knew in the sky that you lived in self-blame every day, do you think he would be happy? If he knew that saving you would only make you live in endless pain, then what's the point of saving you?"

In fact, Yu Mo felt that Lu Tingzhao must have understood all of these principles. However, he had never spoken to anyone and no one had persuaded him.

The two of them didn't speak to each other for a long time. It was unknown when the sky had gradually darkened. Suddenly, Lu Tingzhao pulled Yu Mo hand and silently brought her back to the car. His expression was slightly better than before. Yu Mo did n' t refuse, he just followed her.

After getting into the car, Lu Tingzhao started the car.

"Where are you taking me?" Yu Mo asked.

"Take you to try the car."

"Now?"

Lu Tingzhao nodded vigorously. He felt that it was time to say goodbye to him, even though... He would never go to the road where they once competed together.

The car turned around and arrived at a club. Yu Mo could tell that Lu Tingzhao hadn't been here in a long time. Even finding a parking space had become unfamiliar.

The club had a huge stadium. Its overall style was very punk and heavy metal. It was a mix-and-match style with racing cars.

Walking into the club, a man with an exaggerated hairstyle sat in the car next to the door. He was smoking a cigarette. When he saw Lu Tingzhao, he almost jumped out of his seat.

"Why are you here!"

"I suddenly want to play." Lu Tingzhao just smiled faintly and said," Give me a car."

"That's it." After saying that, he threw the key into Lu Tingzhao hands.

Lu Tingzhao pulled open the front passenger's door and Yu Mo sat in. Then, he handed the car cap to Yu Mo.

"This isn't the most professional. I' ll show you today." Lu Tingzhao said.

This was the first time Yu Mo had ever sat in a real car.

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