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152: I can't even hate

Author: zhiruyi Word Count: 5748 Updated: 2025-06-19 23:52:05

I can't even hate

Maybe she should talk to him, he looked like a nice person, and there was really no-one else to talk to. She could have talked to Leo but he was Claire's best friend; she couldn't possibly tell him that she once dated his best friend's boyfriend and she still can't get him out of her mind.2

Sitting up on the couch, she took her phone out of her bag and searched for his number.

When she saw it, her hands stopped on it for a second, she wasn't sure if this was the best thing to do, but she needed a friend right now.

Tiana held the phone to her ear, her heart banging against her chest;

''Hello? ''

Liam's masculine voice sounded from the other side of the line and Tiana swallowed;

''Hi, it's me, Tiana… it's been a while. ''

''Oh my Tiana, how are you? Never thought you would call me, I'm stunned! ''

Liam remarked laughing a little;

''I just thought I should check up on you, how have you been? ''

''Oh, I've been doing great, and you? ''

''Nice… '' She paused; contemplating her choice, there was no harm in trying, right?

''Uhm, are you free tomorrow, do you want to hang out? ''

Tiana's eyes shut as she spoke the words, her lips thinning as her ears waited to hear his reply.

"' Yes, I'm free. What time? I'll come to get you. ''

Tiana heaved a relieved sigh;

''By 6 pm, is that okay?''

''Yeah, sure, I'll pick you from your house. ''

''Alright, see you tomorrow then, ''

''Yeah, you too ''

A cheery laughter escaped Liam's lips as the call ended. He had been waiting for her call since that day, but he didn't want to push it, although the chances that she would call back were very thin, he still had hope. He was so shocked when he heard her voice over the phone. He wondered what would have made her seek him out, but then, he was ready to listen to whatever she had to say.

The next day after work, Tiana went home straight and took her shower, and dressed up properly, getting ready to go out with Liam.

She made sure not to look too sophisticated since he already had a girlfriend, she didn't want to seduce another woman's man, she just wanted to talk to someone.

Tiana breathed out as she stared at her reflection on the mirror for the last time before stepping outside.

Liam was leaning on the car door and when he saw her approach, a bright smile washed his lips.

She was wearing a nice tank top over a skirt and sneakers, she packed her hair up in a ponytail and there was no makeup on her face but she looked incredibly sexy.

As Liam watched her approach, he wondered how blind Nicklaus was to let such a beauty go; maybe he just had terrible tastes in women.

''Hi… ''

Tiana smiled when she reached where he was standing; truth be told Liam was gorgeous, very handsome, and he had a great smile, but he was not as handsome as…

Okay stop right there, Tiana cautioned her mind before it would begin the comparison between him and Nicklaus; the last thing she wanted to do now was to compare them.

''You look great; ''

Liam commented on her dressing and Tiana smiled; she didn't know if she actually looked great or he was just saying out of courtesy.

''You don't look bad either. '' She wasn't sure but why was did it feel like Liam wore clothes matching his car?

Today, he wore a sky blue shirt over a white trouser and red shoes, with black goggles; and his car, maybe a Maserati, she wasn't sure, was blue with some white and red.

Maybe she was just imagining it, but him standing beside the car, it looked like he was posing for a shoot.

''Alright, let's get going now. '' He smiled as she opened the car door for her to get in, and then closed it behind her.

"Do you have any place you want to go to. '' Liam asked as he started the car, Tiana shook her head,

''No, anywhere is fine. ''

She smiled;

''You look really great, anything new? ''

Liam asked; she looked a little leaner and brighter; maybe she had been doing intensive workout sessions.

''Uh, kinda, I signed with Jo' Lapel Agency, so I have been taking extra care, ever since. ''

Liam's eyes widened;

''Really? Wow! That's great! I'm not surprised though, you are very beautiful. ''

Tiana smiled; she didn't know if her beauty had been doing her more harm than good.

Liam stretched out his hand as he helped Tiana step out of the car; her eyes lifted to the venue.

''An amusement park? '' A light chuckle escaped her lips as her eyes looked around her surroundings;

''Well, although you tried hard to hide it, you looked really moody, so I thought this place would lighten your mood.''

Tiana smiled at him;

He really knew how to read expressions because she did her best not to look sad.

.

.

''… so the thing is, his new girlfriend is my friend now in the company and… and she's so pretty. She's prettier than me in all ramifications. I wished he had ended up with an ugly person, so maybe I would feel relieved, but no, this woman is stunning, I can't even compare.

That is not even the worst part; the worst part is that she is nice to me. She likes me a lot and I liked her too, I feel so bad right now because I can't bring myself to hate her. And the fact that I can't even hate her rips me apart. I'll see her every day and remember him every day, yet I can't even hate, I don't know why all this is happening to me. There are over a million women in the world, why must it be her? Why!''

Tiana cried, wiping her eyes with her handkerchief. She couldn't control herself now she was talking about it for the very first time. Tiana felt more open to Liam, maybe because he was a stranger and didn't know any of the persons involved;

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80: Jealous 81: Orica 82: Unrequited love 83: How are you so beautiful? 84: For being my friend 85: Soft lips 86: Don't do that, Beautiful 87: Sweltering Puddle 88: Do i look gay? 89: Discovery 90: Where have you been? 91: My Soul Mate 92: Wake up! 93: an Angel? 94: Familiar 95: call me Daddy! 96: So feisty! 97: Thoughtful 98: Don't even dare 99: Who is there? 100: Dirty little secret. 101: Stuffy right? 102: I'll Wait 103: I'll move 104: Who was that? 105: I think I like you too 106: On my boobs 107: Do you love him? 108: You left my heart hanging 109: I like you too 110: The color of your lips 111: I want to eat you 112: That's more like it 113: Baby? 114: Do you want to kill him? 115: I have something to tell you 116: Showing his Wings 117: You can do it 118: Fallen for the Miss 119: Twisted stories 120: I love you 121: Shh... 122: Driving him Crazy 123: Don't make me miss you 124: Love was stupid 125: Except? 126: Done being stupid 127: A one night stand 128: I won't choose 129: It wasn't her 130: Why did she fall so hard? 131: She would come back, right? 132: A facade 133: You smell...different? 134: It's Him 135: Dont' call me that! 136: I hope you rot in hell 137: Breath of fresh air 138: Nicklaus loved her 139: Are you interested in me? 140: You look dashing 141: I didn't kill her 142: Oh my God 143: Is she prettier than me? 144: Now I'm going to pee... 145: Playing hard to get 146: Do you like another? 147: Carnal Dreams 148: Take your hands off! 149: No dear, it was not a fight! 150: Is he not gorgeous? 151: The president's daughter... 152: I can't even hate 153: You still love him? 154: Letting go 155: I miss him... 156: Friendzoned 157: Meeting Him 158: Torture 159: I wanna catch on fire 160: Hold me back 161: We can't be friends anymore 162: What did you tell her... 163: She wouldn't let him speak! 164: Now you can listen to me 165: I love you 166: Who said you aren't enough for me? 167: Things she didn't know 168: A pawn in her hands 169: I'm stuck with you! 170: Let's start over 171: She won't go scot free 172: Do you want to have sex with me? 173: Stop undressing me with you eyes! 174: How do I love you enough? 175: Boy, this tastes good! 176: What did I do last night? 177: You took too long, son 178: Who said you aren't pretty? 179: It's too late 180: Can't bear the thought of losing you 181: A plan that would crush Nicklaus 182: Don't die 183: Perky and Big enough for my Hands 184: Give up the company 185: A brother and nothing more 186: I'll make you scream my name 187: Marry me 188: Sketching Her 189: The pain unbearable 190: Unexpected of someone as cold as you 191: I know how much you love me 192: Rare blue Diamond 193: The unknown truth 194: Son... don't die 195: Don't hurt yourself Beautiful, he's not worth it. 196: How can he love without holding back? 197: Thinking about her 198: Feelings 199: It's been lonely 200: Unless there's someone else on your mind 201: Certainly 202: You can come over 203: Deal or no deal? 204: I believe in you 205: I'll miss you 206: BestFriends 207: Sick 208: Because I like you? 209: back to being best friends 210: Just a sneak peek! 211: Don't look at another woman 212: Obsession 213: I'll kill you myself, I promise. 214: I'm sorry I took too long 215: Beautiful, I'm a mess 216: I missed you 217: I love you, Wifey 218: I see you 219: Spoiling him 220: Hazel 221: A good kisser 222: Sleep with me 223: Wallpaper 224: Karma 225: Let's get drunk 226: My darling wife 227: Bitter Reality 228: Jealous 229: Damn, you're beautiful 230: We are just friends 231: Suspicions 232: Ex 233: An asshole 234: Brown Hair 235: Disappointed 236: Cute Hubby 237: Grandma's visit 238: Promise me 239: We need to talk 240: Trust no-one 241: Let's end it 242: I'm going to scream 243: I don't want this to end 244: Smart but smarter 245: Bad feeling 246: How to hold a gun 247: Take me to him 248: What will happen to Beautiful? 249: Lost the will to live 250: Sorry, I can't 251: Damn it 252: It was a mistake 253: Tell me you don't love me 254: Loved you since forever 255: He's dead right? 256: Bleak and Pain 257: You hurt me, Leo 258: I'm afraid that decision cannot be made 259: I'm not so sure 260: Kidnap 261: His feisty little angel 262: We both know who killed my husband 263: Little Witch 264: Mia's Diary 265: Devil for a husband 266: I didn't kill him 267: Let the dead bury the dead 268: Hello, Catherine 269: Rot in Hell 270: You are stubborn 271: Three weeks ago 272: Needing his help 273: She wants him 274: Capable of anything 275: Wanna get us pregnant? 276: You're crazy 277: He is alive 278: Holy poison 279: How the mighty has fallen 280: I didn't kill him 281: All shades of wrong 282: Let's stop fighting 283: I want to divorce my husband 284: Isn't this going to be fun to watch? 285: Did you think of me? 286: You sent for me? 287: You can't be with him 288: Rot in Hell 289: I liked what I saw 290: Case closed! 291: You should leave 292: He wants to hurt you 293: Who was it? 294: Does that mean, you want to chase me? 295: Wedding Dress 296: Gwen Returns 297: One step at a time 298: Worry 299: What are we going to do? 300: I'll wait for you 301: Just threats 302: Who wouldn't have a crush on him? 303: I'll be doing more than holding hands 304: Six months 305: Because you can't 306: Six 307: Messages 308: What took you so long? 309: Hard to get 310: Wedding Day 311: You're stuck with me 312: Sing for her 313: Beautiful Crazy 314: You're so mine 315: You don't want to have sex with me? 316: Fooling him 317: Honeymoon 318: Melting her heart 319: Tempting his little devil 320: Sleep with you 321: Just tell me if you want me to stop 322: On the floor? 323: Rock paper and drunk 324: I want you 325: What did she do!! 326: You won't be able to walk if we did that. 327: She took what was mine 328: Naughty Little Wife 329: Softie 330: We're not doing it in the car... yet 331: Make you doubt my feelings 332: Sick 333: You're sick not a baby 334: Did we do it? 335: Baby, I'm not fine. 336: Back home 337: Bed scene 338: His ex 339: It's not going to hurt her 340: Pretend 341: I missed you* 342: Wanting him 343: Let's get married when this is over 344: I really like this woman 345: Feeling better? 346: Travel 347: Are you two dating? 348: Especially faithful 349: I love you... 350: How much she loved him 351: I'll make you fall for me 352: Are you pregnant? 353: I want to get married to him. 354: Will you marry me? 355: Family 356: Picnic 357: Tastes like Mayonnaise 358: I love you 359: Childhood 360: It's pretty 361: Let me love you 362: Let's get married 363: Party and plans 364: I'm jealous about you 365: Insanely Beautiful 366: Party 367: Busted! 368: Stressed or not? 369: Leaving 370: Long time no see, Sunshine. 371: Back from the dead 372: You should have chosen me 373: Crazily in love with him 374: Next Year 375: Will you marry me? 376: Anniversary 377: I just stretched your limits 378: Agony 379: Hospital 380: Flat line and a pulse 381: Sleep for a long while 382: Awake 383: Little Puppet 384: You shouldn't have messed with her 385: A new Devil 386: Happy or Sad? 387: She'll wake 388: Make things right 389: Pure Evil 390: Plans 391: Drugged 392: The man who can never be mine 393: Caught 394: Awake 395: Happy 396: I'm married? 397: Did I like him? 398: You were in Love with him 399: I missed you. Alot 400: I remember 451: I miss you 452: I kissed Xavier 453: Have sex with him 454: One last time 455: We need to talk 456: I love you, Ari 457: Just give it a thought 458: I want to see him 459: I love you too, Xavier 401: Old habits die a little hard 402: Dinner 403: Who wants who now? 404: I want you, badly, beautiful 405: Happy 406: Wedding 407: Comeback 408: Welcome 409: I remember everything 410: Gwen 411: I’ll put you in your place 412: End of You 413: You want to go on a trip? 414: I'm pregnant 415: Xavier 416: One night of Ecstasy 417: A 100 dollar bill 418: Offered the Job 419: Eight Ways to Sunday 420: One night of regret 421: The sex with your Boss 422: Dinner by 5 423: Maybe 424: A private place 425: I want to know you 426: You make me want to chase you 427: I want nothing from you 428: Helplessly Furious 429: Trip 430: Jealousy? 431: Late 432: Dinner with him 433: On the same page 434: Something she was interested in 435: Party 436: Enough to knock her out 437: Unexpected turn 438: Hello, neighbour 439: Netflix and Chill 440: He likes you 441: She's gorgeous 442: You're just being ignorant 443: Headlines 444: We never dated 445: Nice Try 446: Go with me 447: Who wouldn't fall 448: Don't look at me like that 449: You've fallen hard for this one 450: Mistake
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