64: Chapter 64 Entering the Stage Too Deep

Chapter 64 Entering the Stage Too Deep

Moreover, in Bai Yan eyes, Zhen Mei had no reason to commit suicide. 0

Zhen Mei didn't respond to Bai Yan. He just lowered his head and was silent. His body was trembling.

Bai Yan saw that the water in the bathtub was almost full. He turned off the tap and sat in the bathtub. He held Zhen Mei in his arms." Tell me, what are you thinking?" "I've already said I wo n' t leave you behind."

Feeling the warmth in his embrace, Zhen Mei slowly relaxed. His arms involuntarily hugged the warmth in front of him. Zhen Mei hid his little face in Bai Yan's embrace, tears streaming down his as he fell onto Bai Yan chest.

"Don't leave me behind. Do n' t let me alone. I'm so afraid... Zhen Mei was very fragile. All the strong ones that had no choice were just Zhen Mei disguise, except for those tears that had been arranged.

Zhen Mei all the tears that came from the bottom of her heart were about to be hidden. No one knew about it. No one could feel the pain of Zhen Mei. The scene seven years ago was like a nightmare, never letting her go.

Bai Yan tightly hugged the trembling little woman in his arms. Although he had many questions in his heart, he did not appease Zhen Mei more important. He lowered his head and gently kissed Zhen Mei eyes.

He wanted to kiss Zhen Mei tears dry, but he could feel the obvious sadness on Zhen Mei body. It was something that came out of his bones.

The night might be terrifying, but it would eventually pass. When the night passed, the sun would still rise.

When Zhen Mei opened his eyes, he saw the rainbow outside the window. The sky that had been washed by the rain was even brighter and clean. Zhen Mei liked it, but he was not sure he could survive the rainy night.

"Have you woken up?" Bai Yan looked at the little woman in her arms and frowned.

Zhen Mei turned around. When he saw the Bai Yan, he was stunned for a moment. Then, he smiled faintly. His intuition told Zhen Mei that he was angry." You're so angry early in the morning?" "Who provoked you?"

He raised his hand and Zhen Mei gently caressed Bai Yan's face. He had to admit that Bai Yan facial features were strong and bright. It was the kind of feeling that made people feel at ease.

Bai Yan held Zhen Mei small hand and looked at the confusion on Zhen Mei face." Do you still remember what you did last night?" He reached out and pinched Zhen Mei chin.

Seeing Bai Yan questioning eyes, Zhen Mei subconsciously felt guilty. His eyes were clearly evasive." What did I do?" Every time after the storm, Zhen Mei was glad that he had survived.

Was Bai Yan discovered this time?

"Why did you commit suicide?" Zhen Mei What did you hide from me?" Bai Yan had already sensed that Zhen Mei's state was obviously not right. This time Bai Yan did not plan on letting Zhen Mei escape.

Zhen Mei wanted to lower his head, but he was stopped by Bai Yan, so he could only sigh." When I first entered the entertainment industry, I once played a supporting actress. Perhaps it was because I was too deep in the drama that I left some psychological shadow behind."

"Every time it rains, it will... ... Thinking of the characters in the play made me feel like I didn't want to do anything to the extreme." Zhen Mei words were half true and half false.

This was indeed the shadow that she had left behind when she was still Zhang Xuening.

"Why is it so serious?" "Do you know that if I didn't find you last night, you would only be a corpse." Bai Yan still felt scared when she remembered. Bai Yan didn't fall asleep all night, just worried that Zhen Mei would suddenly leave.

Zhen Mei nodded and said helplessly," I've tried to come out before, but I' ve tried a lot of methods. It's usually fine, but the scene left me a deep impression, so I ca n' t forget it."

Of course, she would not forget that the day her parents left was a rainy night, and that day she knew that she was the only one left.

"Tell me, what kind of scene would make you so afraid?" In Bai Yan impression, Zhen Mei had always been magnanimous. He wasn't the kind of person who could n' t hold back.

"Do you really want to know?" Zhen Mei raised his head and looked into Bai Yan eyes with hatred." Then I'm telling you, but you' ve never experienced anything like this before. You won't feel the same way."

"The role I played was originally a very happy family. My parents loved her and lived a princess-like life. But one day, a very bad person appeared and killed her parents, leaving her in this world alone."

"All the loneliness and fear were left to her alone. She always wondered why she should be left alone and why she should not be killed together. That way, she wouldn' t suffer so much."

Zhen Mei stared into Bai Yan eyes, clearly feeling that Bai Yan eyes had dimmed because of her story. Could it be that Bai Yan also felt guilty?

"Then, why did that bad guy leave that girl alone? Do you want her to experience the pain of dying?"

Bai Yan couldn't help but think of Zhang Xuening lifeless little face. Was n' t Zhen Mei story just about Zhang Xuening? Bai Yan probably would never forget how Zhang Xuening tried to commit suicide repeatedly.

Perhaps when Zhang Xuening disappeared from his sight, Zhang Xuening also disappeared from this world.

"I don't know. Maybe that bad guy has his own reasons. Everyone in this world has two sides to everything. We ca n' t use absolute good and bad to judge a person."

Bai Yan probably wouldn't be able to give Zhang Xuening an explanation anymore, but the Bai Yan center hoped that Zhang Xuening could put the past down and start a new life.

If Zhang Xuening could appear in front of Bai Yan one day in the future, Bai Yan would be willing to return the words "sorry" to Zhang Xuening.

"You didn't realize that in this world, many people like to find excuses for their mistakes. However, injuries are injuries. There's no way to make up for them."

Zhen Mei eyes stared at Bai Yan, and the hatred in his eyes was obvious.

Bai Yan smiled wryly and touched Zhen Mei long hair." It's just a story. Do n' t take it seriously. I'll have Yan Feng arrange a psychiatrist for you and give you some counseling."

He didn't want Zhen Mei to be immersed in other people's roles. It was like he could often see the shadow of Zhang Xuening in Zhen Mei, but Zhen Mei was just a Zhen Mei and couldn't replace the Zhang Xuening.

"No need. I'll take care of myself." Du Yuchen had also asked someone to help her mentally. In the end, she had come to the conclusion that her obsession was too deep. Perhaps she would be able to let go only if she avenged her.

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