133. Who makes your eyes red
When she thought about Chen Shen was about to come, tears could not stop rolling down her cheeks. It burned the back of my hand. This kind of burning sensation made people awake. This was not a dream. 1
Tears filled my eyes, causing my eyes to swell and red.
Perhaps Gu Li truly loved Chen Shen. If she didn't love him, she would n' t be willing to give birth to the dead Chen Shen. In my understanding, a woman would only give birth to a man she loved.
Sometimes, she thought that she was a little lucky. At least her child could grow up safely in her stomach, so I felt much more relaxed.
When I returned to the villa, it was already 7 o'clock. When I saw the Yin Yao leather shoes neatly placed beside the shoe cabinet, I was a little surprised. He did n' t stay.
I put down my shoulder bag and walked straight to the living room. Yin Yao sat in the living room and looked at the contract. Aunt Zhu was busy working for dinner in the kitchen.
He heard my footsteps and turned around." He's back."
I replied," Why is it so early today?"
He sneered," Why don't you start earlier? Miss Feng still hope I do n' t come over. You can go outside and find a man."
I approached him and observed him carefully." Oh, how would I dare?" "Mr. Yin, why don't you cut me into pieces?"
He pinched my chin and asked," Are you crying?"
I wanted to open his tightly held hand and leave the bathroom." No."
He pulled my face and wiped away the mottled tears for me. He tightened his grip on me." Who are your eyes red for?" Chen Shen?"
I took a deep breath in pain and frowned. I raised my neck and looked down at him." You think too much."
Yin Yao couldn't help but struggle free. My tongue stuck into my mouth, sucking the warmth in my mouth. He held my chin in one hand to prevent me from moving, while his other hand frantically pulled off my shorts.
I pushed his chest with both of my hands, but it was like hitting a stone with an egg.
"Today is the 100 days since my daughter died."
First, in order to distract his attention, he didn't want him to cling to the past of Chen Shen and me. Secondly, I'm not sure what he thought of the Gu family or whether Gu Li pregnant child would be born smoothly. However, I will definitely try my best to leave the remaining blood for Chen Shen. So, I can't tell him about Gu Li having Chen Shen child.
His crazy actions stopped. We had missed our daughter's death for three months, but I remembered the 100 days clearly. I think he would remember it if he had a conscience.
I said seriously," But as parents, we couldn' t hold a formal memorial ceremony for her. She didn' t have a tombstone, no identity, no name, and she told me that she was cold, lonely, and scared."
Yin Yao coldly asked," How are you sure it's your daughter?"
I laughed a few times." It's just a daughter. Every time I dream, it's a daughter. She's a lively and cute little princess. Unfortunately, she did n' t have a life."
I blinked and swallowed all the tears in my eyes." If you want to, let's go to that person's bar together and see our daughter!"
Even though it was night and tired, Yin Yao still drove me to the pedestrian street. The atmosphere was heavy along the way. He didn't say anything, but I did n' t say anything. It was as if he was mourning for my child.
After getting out of the car, I took the initiative to break the silence." Did you seal this bar?"
His hand that was holding the cigar trembled. He must have thought that I had been here before. He could no longer hide some of his secrets, so he dusted the cigarette and said slowly," Yes."
I sneered and the smile on my face gradually spread." But why blame innocent people?" I asked calmly. "It's obvious that the culprit is right in front of you, but you just do n' t recognize them. You let them go and punish those who have nothing to do with them."
Yin Yao didn't answer my question. He stopped under the tree and casually threw away his cigarette butts. His shiny leather shoes ruthlessly crushed it. Then, he raised his eyes and said," If she was still here for almost seven months, she would definitely be as beautiful and moving as you when she was born."
Without realizing it, he walked to the bar. There were no more men and women, and there was no fire and smoke in the pedestrian street.
I sat down with him on a bench opposite the bar. It was like an ordinary husband and wife, a man and a woman. They scattered here at night to rest for a moment.
If the child was alive, he would definitely feel that her parents were accompanying her to spend her important days.
We sat quietly. I thought back to the passing of the child that night. His handsome face was even more clear in my peripheral vision. I couldn't tell that he was already thirty-six.
Looking at the pair of high heels under his feet, it just so happened that I was wearing them when I came to the bar that day.
"Yin Yao I'm telling the truth. If it were n' t for the accident that day, I wouldn't have been able to keep her."
Yin Yao originally calm eyes suddenly surged with waves. He was silently enduring. He felt that he would not allow the woman he controlled to do anything against his will.
"Then say, I will continue to be pregnant. If I don't touch her, can you guarantee that others wo n' t touch her?"
Yin Yao was rendered speechless by my question.
He couldn't do it either.
At best, I was just a nobody, not even a mistress. What did I do to protect myself? And what did he use to protect me and the child in my stomach?
He lowered his head and thought for a moment before suddenly raising his eyes." In the future, I will do my best to protect our child."
When I heard what he said about the future and future, I wanted to laugh, but I held back and said coldly," I won't have children for you, let alone give birth."
He turned around and pressed on my shoulder. He stared at me and saw through me." Do you hate me so much?"
I shook my head and said in a self-deprecating manner," No, I don't hate you. Why would I hate you after I followed you?"
Actually, it wasn't the opposite. I could n' t hate Yin Yao. I couldn't hate my child's father. He hated Zhou Family even more.
On the way back, Yin Yao's mood was still very low. I was the same, but I was very happy because my daughter, her father, finally went to see her.
"Feng Guan, you have become more and more abnormal recently." Yin Yao suddenly spoke.
He actually said that I wasn't normal. I raised my eyebrows. If that's the case, then go ahead and follow his instructions. I stroked my hair and said," Right, do you still want to be with a madman?"
He sneered," What did you say? You were born my man and died my ghost."
I didn't continue to argue with him. I just laughed.
In the future, I didn't want to escape Yin Yao restraint and control. It was just that he was worried about his own gains and losses.
It was already eleven o'clock late at night when he returned to the villa. Aunt Zhu had already fallen asleep. Yin Yao somehow went crazy and pounced on me.
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