166: 166. Are you willing to part with it

166. Are you willing to part with it

Xu Wei'er and I looked at each other for a long time. She blinked and broke the silence." Then what are you worried about?" 0

I picked up a second glass of orange juice and looked down at the golden juice. I shook my head and said," It's not anxiety, but more fear. It's strange." "This child's arrival was also unexpected. I usually eat the pill, but I do n' t know what's wrong with it. The chances of winning the lottery have actually been met by me."

Xu Wei'er frowned as he thought about it. He shook his head." It's reasonable to say that you won't get pregnant after taking the pill. That's very unlikely."

She thought of a lot of things for me." Could it be that the medicine has expired or that you forgot to take it after that?"

Today, my life was like walking on thin ice. How could I forget to take my medicine? The only possibility was with the medicine. Perhaps it was time to go back and check the pill.

Suddenly, an unbelievable thought came to mind.

Could it be that the bottle of medicine I placed in the most dangerous and safe place was Yin Yao tampered with? No wonder he was so sure that I was pregnant and even ordered Aunt Zhu to test my pregnancy.

Yin Yao what exactly did he treat me?

Was it love or use?

Was it affection or affection?

I still couldn't figure it out.

If it had been too long, would it have turned into true feelings one day?

If he Real And Always So my thoughts and did something to prevent me from using the pill, did he want to use a child to hold me back, keep me, keep my body, and keep my heart? Deep love was not a woman's only temperament. A woman would be bound by her child's flesh and blood.

There were plenty of cases where women endured humiliation for their children and spent the rest of their lives on their own.

Should I go this way?

No, I still have a mission. I also have hatred.

I nodded my head." You really mentioned something. I'll check it out when I get back."

Xu Wei'er opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but she suddenly closed her mouth. She wanted to say something but stopped. She rubbed her hands and asked tentatively," From your looks and attitude, are you not planning on having this child?"

Xu Wei'er problem always hit the nail on the head, directly stabbing into the depths of my heart, forcing me to face the problem directly not and did not dare to escape.

I drank a mouthful of fresh orange juice and took a napkin to wipe my mouth." Wei Er, I'm afraid you' re the only one who knows my situation the best. Can I give birth to this child?" If he wasn't born, everything would be the same. After I was born, my life trajectory would change. "I'm afraid that one day in the future, I will be full of motherly love, and I will deviate from my original intention and forget my hatred. How can I be worthy of Chen Shen and my first child?"

I also hope that my child has a pair of crystal-like eyes, inside which there is an endless universe. However, time did not wait for others. Reality was too cruel. In the end, such a dream would be shattered by the passage of time and the choice of reality. The embryo in the abdomen would grow bigger and bigger day by day until it grew into human form. Yin Yao and I would not have a good result in this stolen love.

So, I decided to kill her.

The second child's life was also bitter. She was destined to sacrifice herself for her sister. I believe that she was selfless. She was willing to sacrifice herself for her sister and Uncle Chen Shen.

Before Yin Yao realized it, I should have done her. In fact, today was the best day.

Xu Wei'er pursed her lips." That's the same thing. I respect and support any choice you make."

She paused for a moment before continuing," Feng Guan, in my eyes, you've always been rational."

I laughed bitterly and didn't know whether to laugh or cry." Reason?" "If I were rational, Chen Shen and my daughter wouldn't have died miserably."

She held my hands tightly, and Xu Wei'er hands were the warmest. A familiar feeling of heat slowly came over," Xiao Guan, I feel that you have never let go of this matter. Chen Shen has nothing to do with your child's death. Really."

She stared fixedly at my eyes, her eyes not moving." They will receive retribution sooner or later."

In an instant, bitter pain surged into his heart.

During this period of time, I was trembling with fear. I fought with them on my own. Although I didn't accomplish anything, I was still plotting because I believed that everything I did right now was preparation for a future war.

He hoped that the heavens would not disappoint those who cared.

He hoped that good and evil would eventually return.

I'm not a good person. I do n' t want a good result. I know that a bad person like me will eventually go to the 18th floor of hell to serve a sentence. I just want Chen Shen and my daughter's lonely soul to rest in peace. They can leave the hell and go to a carefree paradise.

I sniffed and said," Come with me to the hospital later."

"Alright!"

Xu Wei'er asked her friends to find a highly secretive hospital. Women who did their job would occasionally go to the hospital. There were gynecological diseases, miscarriages, and upper rings.

The Xu Wei'er driving along the way looked at me from time to time. She hesitated for a long time and asked," Are you really willing to part with it?"

I forced myself to remain calm and said without any emotion.

"No, Feng Guan, judging from your love for the first child, I know you can't bear to part with it. "We're all women. Our viciousness is to men and other women. No matter how heartless you are, you wo n' t end an innocent and young life."

Xu Wei'er saw that there was a red light in front of me. I suddenly stepped on the brake and stopped. My body could n' t help but jump forward with the inertia, but my hands unconsciously fell on the flat abdomen.

After stopping the car, she pointed at the hand that I placed on my lower abdomen." Look at your protection, you probably don't even know about it!"

I lowered my head to look at my helpless hand and slowly left. I tightly gripped the zipper of my handbag." There's no need to persuade me. This child has come quietly. Right now, only you and I know, so let's leave quietly."

"To be honest, Chen Shen and my daughter's death have always been hard for me to release. The Feng Guan you' ve seen right now is a beautiful Feng Guan with a barren heart. There's only a skin and a shell left, and the soul has already been destroyed."

"Yin Yao won't marry me, and I wo n' t marry him either. Our results will eventually be separated. We will end in one day. Perhaps it will be the day I succeed in my revenge, or perhaps it will be the day when he loses interest. "So, why do I have to keep a child as a barrier to separation and let him lose his father or mother?"

Xu Wei'er was almost frightened by my determination and thoughts. She reached out her hand and wiped away the tears from the corner of my eyes that she did n' t even notice. She sighed and said," It's all because of greed. Greed destroys you and will destroy me."

I don't want to Xu Wei' er follow me. This lonely and thorny path is enough for me.

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