Cocoa's Advice
The matter between Zhao Qingyu and me was a complicated one. It had nothing to do with others. It was just between me and him, but to Sun Li, the woman who loved Zhao Qingyu was pitiful and hateful. 0
However, it could not be denied that everything Sun Li said was very real, directly stabbing the string that I was most afraid of.
However, I pretended to be proud to hide my panic and weakness. As a woman who loved Zhao Qingyu, I couldn't care about these things. But in love, many people only had the obligation to miss others, not the right to be missed.
Leaving Zhao Qingyu's residence, escaping from the Sun Li, pretending to be aggressive, and pretending to be strong could finally remove his disguise.
That feeling was too tired, very scared, very lonely. However, at this moment, there was no help that could give me a lot of power.
And I really wanted to call Zhao Qingyu. The number that I had memorized in my heart had never been called.
As I sat in the car, I lowered my head and began to cry uncontrollably. I really didn't realize that I was very fragile. I was actually shaken by Sun Li few words.
I wanted to get closer to Zhao Qingyu again. I had to say that Sun Li was a very smart woman. She knew the people around her very well, and she knew how to read and observe. Unfortunately, she loved the wrong person.
Her love for Zhao Qingyu, her morbid possession, and her strong love. Zhao Qingyu, I don't understand her. At the same time, I' m a little afraid. It's because of her family background. Zhao Qingyu and Sun Li are indeed very compatible. One day, perhaps Zhao Qingyu would turn around and see Sun Li pay.
Tears streamed down her face. She had been tortured so badly by her strange thoughts. The day before, I was still very close to Zhao Qingyu. He even gently hugged me in his arms, but how should I face Zhao Qingyu?
Reason was still emotion. I didn't expect that I would hesitate like this.
Perhaps from the beginning, I was too concerned about everything Zhao Qingyu had. Even if I could pretend to be indifferent and not care about it, no matter what, my heart could never be deceived.
I love this men. No matter what, I can't lie to my heart.
I cried inside the car. All my hesitation and fear were torturing me. My tears took away my sadness. After a while, I wiped my tears and tidied them up. It was time for me to go home. Otherwise, Cocoa would have to worry again and urge me again.
When they went through the bakery, they bought a lot of bread and brought it to Cocoa. They would still have to face Cocoa interrogation later. When they thought about the scene they had just met with Sun Li, they were very annoyed. How should I face these things? I fell into deep thought.
The emotional world was really too complicated. I had spent too much time Zhao Qingyu this countercurrent. Every time I made up my mind to leave, I would think that since I had persisted for so long, then I should persist for a while longer. Or perhaps I was thinking that since I was so tired, I might as well give up.
However, his emotions were truly uncontrollable, but his actions were controllable. It was better to stay away from Zhao Qingyu for the time being.
When he returned home, Cocoa was already waiting for me at the door. His gaze was like a cat that had caught a mouse." We're slowly back. Come, come, let's chat, okay?"
"Cocoa, I'm a little tired. These are food for you. Can you let me take a shower and rest?" I said tiredly. I really couldn't stand her questioning.
Cocoa carefully observed me and found that my eyes were slightly swollen. She said in a particularly righteous manner," Ran, tell me the truth, Zhao Qingyu this person did something excessive to you. "Tell me, I'll go find him to settle the debt."
"Cocoa, it's not him. He did n' t do anything excessive to me. He was indeed sick yesterday. I just took care of him and fell asleep at his house. That's it. I did n' t do anything that was hard to describe."
I explained it to Cocoa seriously. I was afraid that there would be any misunderstanding Cocoa. Looking at how Cocoa didn't believe me, I could only sigh and call out honestly," Cocoa, when I left Zhao Qingyu house today, I met a woman that I was very tired of. She is a Zhao Qingyu childhood sweetheart."
"And then? "What happened to you?" Cocoa was very worried and the voice was trembling. I couldn't help but feel touched.
"She just told me to leave the Zhao Qingyu and stop pestering him." As I spoke, my nose was sore. I wanted to cry, but I was already far away from Zhao Qingyu, right? But what else could I do now?
"What about Zhao Qingyu?" Cocoa was anxious." He didn't show any signs of being bullied?"
"No, Zhao Qingyu went on a business trip while I was sleeping. He didn't know about it."
"Ran, have you ever thought about why you cried? In fact, you always cared about Zhao Qingyu right? "Because I care, I also care and think about the people around me. In fact, most of the time, I care too much about causing trouble." Cocoa hugged me comfortingly." Ran, if you feel uncomfortable in your heart, you can really cry. As long as you follow your heart, what you care about is your own thoughts, not the thoughts of Zhao Qingyu people around you. They have nothing to do with you."
Cocoa's words were sincere and reasonable, but when I was in the middle of it, a lot of the fog was still pushed aside, and the person I loved would be pushed aside for various reasons.
It wasn't only my own thoughts about many things in the past, but also Zhao Qingyu his thoughts about me. There was a river that was torn apart between him and me. Perhaps only time could solve this.
I had many things I wanted to tell Cocoa, but I didn't know where to start. I did n' t want to reveal the ugly things anymore, nor did I want to look back at the abyss and become a terrifying woman. I was afraid of Cocoa different eyes and disdain.
I hugged my Cocoa and said with a choked voice," Cocoa, a lot of my entanglements with him are too deep. I'm afraid Zhao Qingyu treat me like a habit, not love."
Cocoa sighed." Ran, are you so confident in yourself? In my opinion, Ran Ran was really outstanding. From both appearance and heart, Ran and I were the best people. I didn't expect that Ran would be so humble in front of Zhao Qingyu. In fact, you could look at your heart once. "Can you give it a try?"
Face her heart? How could he do that? I'm afraid I wo n' t be able to respond well to my heart for now.
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