223: Wang Zhengmo Monologue

Wang Zhengmo Monologue

I was a Wang Zhengmo. When I first met her, my heart was filled with curiosity about this girl. She and Cocoa had a training class. I had never seen such a strong girl before. He had done everything himself? 0

I know what kind of person Cocoa is. He fights fish for three days and basks in the net for two days. It was hard to do anything good, but it was the first time that he had seen Cocoa so serious. I felt that this was due to that girl. I learned her name from Cocoa, Su Ranran. It sounded like a very comfortable name.

This was the first time that I had the idea of going deeper into her. However, whenever I approached her, my eyes could not help but be attracted to her. I think everyone would feel this way when they were with her. She was such a hard-working girl. She was so gentle that she felt like she could warm everyone around her. It made people unconsciously approach her.

I still remember that time when I was sick, he stayed behind to accompany me. She was taking care of me, making my heart warm. I touched her head and felt that her hair was as soft as silk, making me feel like I couldn't help it. I suddenly felt like I wanted to keep a woman by my side forever.

I asked him if he wanted to be my girlfriend, but I wasn't joking. I was sincere, but I did n' t dare to say it easily. I was afraid, I was afraid that I would get her rejection. I am an arrogant person. I feel that my life is especially beautiful. I don't want to make her the first unwilling person in my life.

In the end, I am still a selfish person. I don't want my reputation to be anything bad, so I do n' t want to be rejected.

When she was about to fall ill, I once again came to her side. I felt very happy. Because I had another chance to be alone with her, my heart could not help but ache when I looked at her pale face because of her illness. I wanted to take the place of her. But I couldn't. I could only watch her suffer from the pain.

I had a moment when I wanted to extend my hand to hug her, but I didn't dare. I was afraid that I would hate her and even stay away from me. This made me very sad. I felt that I could n' t see her being the greatest torment to me.

I spent every day in the training class. They all thought that I was a good brother who loved his sister, but they didn't know that my real purpose was to see Su Ranran. She was like the sun in my heart. If I did n' t see him one day, my heart would turn dark and I wouldn't have the strength to do it.

But one day, when I came to the training class, I didn't see the progress. I saw the Cocoa and Xiao Zhu sitting on the chair. I asked them if they had seen her, and they said they did n' t know. They were also very anxious because they had lost news of their progress a day ago. She was like the human world had evaporated, and she never appeared in our lives again.

I was very worried. Thinking that I might not be able to see it, my heart felt as if someone had torn it apart.

In those days, I went crazy and searched for her. I activated all my manpower and went out to search for him. Finally, I had news of him. But I couldn't believe what I heard. Su Ranran was actually with Zhao Qingyu. Driven by curiosity, I went to invite people to explore their past.

Although I didn't know much, I also knew that Su Ranran had a physical relationship with Zhao Qingyu, which made me go crazy. She was the goddess in my heart. How could she be like this...

Because of this news, I had been depressed for a long time. Every day, I went to the bar. There were a lot of people there. They were exposed in their clothes. One or two of them wanted to seduce me, but I wasn't interested in them at all. Every time I thought that Su Ranran might lie beneath Zhao Qingyu, I could n' t stand it.

I fiercely pulled a woman and fiercely tore open her clothes. But seeing her intoxicated expression, I couldn't help but feel a little disgusted. How could such a woman compare to me? However, she was doing the same thing. When I thought of this, I couldn't help but tighten my grip on the woman.

The woman below me let out a painful cry. I pushed her away and threw her to the ground." Get lost!" When the woman saw my malicious expression, she rolled and left, not even picking up the clothes on the ground.

I drank glass after glass of liquor as if it was boiled water. In my subconscious mind, I felt that I wouldn't think so much when I was drunk. I would n' t think of Su Ranran, and I wouldn't let myself suffer. But as I drank the wine one by one, my mind became clearer. I was even more aware that I felt even more painful now that I was about to perform. This kind of life made me feel uncomfortable.

My story soon reached the ears of our family. Those who tried to deal with me became extremely excited. They slandered me in our family. I didn't mind either. After all, this was a good thing for me. At least they were n' t paying attention to me anymore. This way, I would have more opportunities.

However, for some unknown reason, my heart was in pain! I was recalled to the family because my gossip had already affected the family. Although I was absurd before, I was within their acceptance range. But now, my actions were detrimental to the group's image, which they could not tolerate.

I saw my Father sitting in the hall, looking at me with a serious expression." You unfilial person, how can you do such an absurd thing!" He threw a teacup at me.

I couldn't hide because if I did, it would give them a lot of resentment towards me. I could n' t do that. I could only silently endure their accusations against me.

I seemed to see the disdain and ridicule in the crowd, as well as a gloating smile. I knew that I could only endure at this moment. For me, patience at this moment would allow me to obtain more opportunities to overthrow them.

For this, I must endure. I lowered my head and said to my Father," I'm sorry, Father."

He was still very angry. His gloomy face looked at me and said," No matter what method you use, I don't want to hear any news about you anymore!"

"Okay, Father!" I respectfully lowered my head, burying the hatred in my eyes.

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