Chapter 86, how much you hate, how much you love
I couldn't help but take a few steps back. However, I took a few steps back and Luyang took a few steps forward. Very quickly, I was forced to the foot of the wall. There was no way to retreat. 2
I gulped." Luyang, I've already made it clear what you want to do!"
"Yes?" "Are you sure you've made it clear?" Luyang knocked me on the wall." You said that the child didn't recognize people clearly, so why is there so many people in the amusement park? Why did he grab me and call me Daddy and cry like that?"
"Who told you to look good? Of course, a child wants to have a good-looking dad. Besides, he cried when he saw me watching TV dramas. He thought that the male lead was his father and happened to see you. He thought that you looked like that male lead, so he recognized you as his father. Is there a problem?"
I felt like I was acting like a scoundrel.
"Yes, that's fine. Then tell me, who's the child's father?"
"I told you, this matter has nothing to do with you. You have no right to ask."
"Why don't you say that there's no such person at all, or is this child my child? !"
Hearing Luyang's words, I laughed." Chief Lu, you' re really narcissistic when you say you're narcissistic. Do n' t think that I was with you back then. This child is your child. Do you think I'm Tang Qing You a woman nobody wants? After I left you, I couldn't find another man? "Back then, you secretly gave me birth control pills to prevent me from having a child with you. Do you think I can conceive your child?"
I was clearly smiling, but the corners of my eyes were a little wet. Thinking back to when I was with Luyang, I was so eager to have a child with him. However, after three years, my stomach didn't move at all. I was extremely sad. It was n' t a problem to go to the hospital for an examination, but I just couldn't conceive.
At that time, I felt like I couldn't give him a child.
After all, he was the only child in the family.
But after Su Man told the truth, I realized how stupid I was.
Since Luyang didn't want me to give him a child back then, did n' t he find it funny to be concerned about this child?
Luyang fell silent because of what I said.
Therefore, this was enough to show that Su Man didn't lie to me. Luyang had secretly given me the pill back then, making me unable to conceive his child.
At that time, I blamed myself and felt terrible.
Every month, I was hoping that my aunt wouldn't come. Every time I put it off for a day, I would be excited to buy a pregnancy test stick and come back to secretly test it. I thought that if I were really pregnant, I would be able to give Luyang a surprise.
But every time, he was disappointed, disappointed, disappointed. In the end, he was about to despair.
However, I never thought that my disappointment and even despair were all Luyang given to me.
He didn't want me to give him a child because I was n' t worthy because I was just a substitute from beginning to end. It was just a tool he used to oppose his mother.
I gritted my teeth and tried my best to control my urge to cry. I can't cry in front of Luyang. I want to be ruthless. I want him to think that I' m already heartless towards him. Even if I do, there's only resentment.
Seeing that he was silent, I continued," If Chief Lu have nothing else, then please leave. I'm going to bed."
I got out of his encirclement and returned to my room. I closed the door and leaned back against the door. At that moment, my tears fell.
I tightly covered my mouth and didn't let myself cry. Only when I heard the sound of the door closing did I dare to release my hand and cry softly.
Luyang, I know it's hard for me to let go of you in my entire life. It's said that as much as I love you, so much as I hate you. But, the same thing, as much as I hate you, so much as I love you.
I was destined to never be able to like other people in my life, so I never thought about these things. I just wanted to properly raise Lil Pea. He was my only one right now.
The next day, she spent another day with Lil Pea. Then, on Monday, she had to send him to school. Lil Pea was a little unhappy when she arrived at school. If it was me, I wouldn't be happy. I would n' t be able to see her for another week. Of course, I wouldn't be happy.
I rubbed his head and coaxed him," By the time this week is over, when Mommy comes to pick you up, Mommy's head will have healed."
"Yes, Mommy must be careful. Don't walk and wrestle anymore. If you fall on your head again, you' ll get a lot of blood."
I smiled." Yes, Mommy knows. Lil Pea, be good. Quickly go in. Mommy will pick you up on time on Friday."
Lil Pea nodded and followed her teacher into the kindergarten. I sighed before turning around and leaving.
After that, I went to Zhongtao Group. Since Jiang family couldn't go back, I would go to Jiang Wen Tao company and apply for a job there.
I remember that year when I accidentally caught sight of Jiang Wen Tao and Tang Jianye's conversation. Although I did n' t hear anything substantive, I was certain that there was something between them.
I went to Zhong Tao and thought of a way to investigate. Perhaps it would be a good opportunity to seize Tang Jianye handle.
However, I was also worried. I didn't know what Jiang Wen Tao would do to me and would n' t let me enter Zhongtao because of our grudges.
He didn't care anymore. Let's talk about it first.
When I arrived at the Zhongtao Group and told the receptionist that I wanted to see their president, Jiang Wen Tao came down personally.
He looked at me as if nothing had ever happened. He was still very warm to me. This made me very uncomfortable. My discomfort wasn't because of his enthusiasm, but because he was still warm to me as if nothing had happened after so many heartless rejections from me. This made me shudder.
Such a person was too terrifying. You really couldn't guess what he was thinking.
However, since he was here, there was no reason to retreat.
Jiang Wen Tao looked at me." Let's go to the office."
I also looked at him. He didn't dare to mess around in the company, did he?
I followed him to the elevator and went to his office.
"Why are you looking for me?" After Jiang Wen Tao sat down, he asked.
I opened my bag and took out some information that I had prepared in the morning. I placed it on Jiang Wen Tao desk and said," I want to work in Zhong Tao."
Jiang Wen Tao raised his eyebrows and looked at the information on the table. He smiled and said," Yo-Yo, if you want to work for Zhong Tao, you don't need to prepare so much information. Tell me, what position do you want me to arrange for you?" Hmm... "Let me think, how's the director of the planning department?"
I looked at him and couldn't tell what kind of emotion he had in mind when he said those words. Anyway, I heard it very twisted...
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