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C272 We

"I don't want you, Mom is blaming me, I don't! I don't want you anymore... Wuwuwu... Wuwuwu..."

"Be good, it's just a dream, it's just a dream!" He hugged her tightly, her tears soaking his heart. His heart ached even more. He knew that she was blaming herself and feeling guilty. She felt that Chen Xianghui's son had let down his mother when he was with her! But love was innocent. Qin Yizhao really loved her!

Zhu Ruiyan cried for a long time. When she calmed down again, indeed, she cried until she fainted for the second time. However, even though she was unconscious, she still twitched. Her body was extremely uneasy, as if it was tears that had not flowed out of her emotions that she had yet to vent. It exploded in an instant.

She was used to seeing her strength and her silence. At this moment, Qin Yizhao finally understood that a strong woman would lose control of her emotions and explode. Her tears made him hug her uneasily, but he didn't know how to comfort her wounded heart. He could only hug her quietly, feeling sorry for her. He told her not to cry anymore. At this time, he would kill Qin Yizhao. He also admitted it.

When he woke up again, it was already afternoon.

Zhu Ruiyan suddenly woke up from her sleep again and saw Qin Yizhao sitting by the bed. He was using a notebook to deal with something and his broad back was facing her. She could not see his face, but at this moment, Zhu Ruiyan felt inexplicably touched!

Mother, you blame me. I am also blaming myself. But I really can't leave Qin Yizhao. I really want to spend the rest of my life with him. I really want to... In this life, I will never meet a man like Qin Yizhao who loves me and cares for me. I will take care of me with all my heart! I am so greedy for his good and his warmth. The love he gives me, how can I hurt him with my heart?

"You're awake? Are you hungry?" Qin Yizhao seemed to have sensed the movement on the bed. He put down the notebook in his hand and turned around to look at Zhu Ruiyan who had already woken up. There was a gentle heartache on his face.

Suddenly, he opened his eyes that were red and swollen from crying. Zhu Ruiyan's eyes were empty as she looked at Qin Yizhao without blinking.

Qin Yizhao used one hand to wipe the tears from the corner of Zhu Ruiyan's eyes. He knew that she was feeling guilty. He knew that she could not face so many things in a short period of time, but he could not care about that anymore. He couldn't let go. He was afraid that once he let go, he would never see her again. She would walk out of his life! He absolutely couldn't be like his father and make everything become a mistake. He had been separated from the woman he loved the most for 35 years.

"I'm fine!" The hoarse voice was so low that it was almost inaudible. Zhu Ruiyan frowned. She did not expect that her throat was already hoarse from crying. When she thought of the dream she had, her heart sank into a dilemma again.

Qin Yizhao returned to the bed again and held Zhu Ruiyan in his arms.

Zhu Ruiyan did not resist or struggle. She just quietly snuggled in his arms. She pressed her face against his chest and silently and violently shed tears.

Qin Yizhao felt that his shirt was soaked bit by bit. His heart was full of pain and he tightly hugged it.

Qin Yizhao hugged her and gently said, "Wife, be good! Be good, don't cry! You've cried for too long. I know you feel very uncomfortable. You've been crying for the past two days, but your body won't be able to take it!"

Zhu Ruiyan was silent and only kept crying. Her tears were even more powerful as they dripped down.

Qin Yizhao could clearly feel Zhu Ruiyan's heartache and sadness.

If he didn't care, he wouldn't feel so much pain! He hated women's tears the most in his life, but at this moment, Zhu Ruiyan's tears really made his heart ache. There was only heartache, however much pain was in his heart.

At this moment, even if he had to die, as long as she didn't cry, he was willing!

Zhu Ruiyan wiped away her tears. Her eyes were swollen beyond recognition!

At this moment, lying in his warm embrace, she thought in her heart, no matter how hard it was in the future, she still had to go. She was also fearless! A person's life was very short and there were not many things that were truly eternal. But her love could! The love he gave her could also be done, this was enough! But when she thought of her mother, her heart felt as if it had been stabbed by a knife. The road of love between her and Qin Yizhao was so confusing!

She pouted and said, "I had a nightmare!"

His body stiffened and his tone was gentle. "A dream is just a dream. If you think too much, you will dream when the pressure in your heart is too great! Actually, it is not like that. Mom will definitely want you to be happy! I hope you can choose yourself! Because she trusted you, she didn't leave you any words! All these years, you have been doing very well. So Mom didn't say anything about you, right? So, she trusts you, right?"

" Is that really the case? "She was a little suspicious, but she also listened. She was lying to herself, so her mother shouldn't blame her!

"Of course, girl. Which parent in the world doesn't want their children to live happily? Especially a kind person like your mother, right?"

"But, we -"

"Don't say 'buts' to me anymore, there's no 'buts' between us! If you insist on having a turning point, then let me tell you, you must be with me. No matter what, you must be with me! I will not let go of your hand even if I die, I will give you happiness. Believe me, I will give you time to heal! I am your strongest backing, I will protect everything you have! Yanyan, I am a man, I will not let you suffer like your mother for the rest of your life! I hope to see the woman I love depend on me. This feeling of being needed will make me proud! And I will feel at ease, you know? If not for you, how would I live? " He hugged Zhu Ruiyan tightly, as if he wanted to merge her into his body!

Zhu Ruiyan was in pain. She seemed to have difficulty breathing, but she seemed to be longing for him to hug her even tighter. "Will Mommy blame me? I am very afraid!"

"Little fool, don't be afraid. Mommy won't blame you. It's up to me!" Qin Yizhao replied gently.

"Qin Yizhao, will you be like your father?" She asked in a low voice.

"Yanyan won't. You have to believe me! Trust me unconditionally! I am the one who wants to give you happiness the most. I am the one who loves you the most! Trust me, okay?"1

" I will trust you unconditionally. " She said in a assured tone," But I might make you suffer! "

She had already foreseen the future. She was struggling in her heart. She was afraid that she would lose control of her emotions when she faced Chen Xianhui in the future. She was afraid that she would even hate Qin Yizhao!

"No, as long as you are here, I will not feel tired! I just cooked some porridge, I'll take it for you. Wait!" Qin Yizhao lowered his head and kissed her in the eyes. Then, he got up and walked towards the kitchen. He left Zhu Ruiyan alone on the bed.

Seeing Qin Yizhao holding a bowl and spoon in one hand, she was very sad and said, "I will eat it myself!"

"I will feed you!" He stubbornly refused to let go! He continued to feed her, even though there were still a lot of things that needed to be dealt with in his hands. But at this moment, Qin Yizhao felt satisfied. She was still willing to face it. Then everything wouldn't be that bad.

He had just fed her a few times when his phone rang. Qin Yizhao looked at the phone number and frowned.

Zhu Ruiyan took the bowl and Qin Yizhao looked at her gently. "You eat first. There are still more in the pot. I will answer the phone first!"

Qin Yizhao hummed softly.

The call was answered by the secretary. "County Head Qin, it is time to go to Guangdong for the inspection. Tomorrow morning at 8 am, we will leave at the city airport!"

"I got it," he answered coldly.

"The secretary wants you to reply!" the secretary said again.

"Yes, I got it. I will call him myself!" Qin Yizhao had not decided whether he should ask for leave or...

After hanging up the phone, he looked at Zhu Ruiyan. His heart was filled with hesitation.

Zhu Ruiyan placed the bowl on the table and also looked at Qin Yizhao. "Is it about work? I'm fine. You can go! Don't delay your work because of me. Work is more important!"

Qin Yizhao was extremely conflicted. The more Qin Yizhao heard her say this, the more reluctant he became to go!

"Work is more important!" She stressed again.

"How can I leave you when you need me the most?"

"You have done very well. You have spent a lot of money behind my back for my mother. I'm really grateful to you, and my brother is also very grateful to you! " Zhu Ruiyan said softly, "If you want me to get better quickly, then go and work well! I cannot delay you any longer. I promise you that I will be obedient and I will be fine! "

"Can't you say that you need me?" Although Qin Yizhao was very pleased that he had such a well-educated wife, there was still a trace of disappointment in his heart. However, in an instant, he returned to his usual strong and proud style and spirit. His deep voice had a pleasant quality to it, "Can't you not let me go?"

Before Zhu Ruiyan could say anything, Qin Yizhao took the bowl of porridge and brought it to Zhu Ruiyan's mouth again, stopping her from saying what she wanted to say next.

He fed it into her mouth one after another, not giving Zhu Ruiyan any chance to speak. Qin Yizhao quickly finished the bowl of porridge and took out a piece of paper to wipe Zhu Ruiyan's mouth. Seeing that her complexion gradually recovered after sleeping for the entire morning, he could not help but ask, "Silly, do you still want to sleep for a while more?"

"No need!" I have already slept for so long. Zhu Ruiyan subconsciously shook her head. Actually, because he was by her side, she could sleep peacefully. At her brother's place, she did not rest well all night. She thought that she was too dependent on Qin Yizhao! "You know, you have to prioritize your work! Don't all of you have to prioritize your work?"

"I just feel that leaving you at this time is a bit too much!" He was very vexed, but he knew that the nature of his work determined that he did not have a long holiday to use. In the recent few days of vacation, he had already piled up too many documents that needed to be approved by visas!

But no matter what, he could not be at ease with her. He absolutely could not let her cry alone in grief. And today, she did not push him over. It was enough to prove that she was still very important in her heart!

Holding her hand, her small hand felt a little cold! It didn't seem to have much warmth. Even though it was summer now, she was so thin, as thin as a skeleton! His body did not have much firepower either. He stuffed her hands into his chest. Lying beside her, he once again embraced her. He gently hugged her. It was so warm and harmonious! Thinking of Zhu Ruiyan's reaction today, she did not resist him anymore. Qin Yizhao could not help but reveal a satisfied smile!

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