200: C200 I'm Sorry

C200 I'm Sorry

2"I killed Dad, didn't I?" Jin Yu grabbed Pei Jun Ting's hand and started to whimper. Her whole body was trembling, as if she could not stand still at all.

"No." Pei Jun Ting held Jin Yu in his arms. He did not know how to comfort her, nor did he know how to explain the situation at that time.

"It's me. It must be me." Jin Yu kept sobbing, "It's me who loves you too much. This love makes my heart ache. He made me fail to live up to expectations. He made me so angry that I became blind. He made me so angry that I shamelessly climbed into your bed... Dad, I'm sorry, I really love Jutinol. I really want to be his bride. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Jin Yu poured all her tears on Pei Jun Ting's chest. Whether it was love or pity, or even guilt and self-blame, she didn't care. As long as she could keep him by her side.

"I'm sorry." Pei Jun Ting rarely said these three words, but now these three words seemed to be very useless.

"It's not your fault. It really isn't your fault." Jin Yu raised her head while sobbing. The tears on her face had long turned into a river.

"It's me. It's all my fault. I know that the person you love is not me. I know that you already have your own wife. But I still can't help but love you. I was so happy when you pushed me down. I shamelessly fell in love with that feeling. I just want to be with you forever. Even if you were a woman with no status, even if you were a spurned Mo. Even if I can't get your love for the rest of my life..."

Jin Yu's trembling hands touched Pei Jun Ting's cheek, "I only want to be your woman, be a woman that you are willing to be, is that okay?"

"Little Yu." Pei Jun Ting took Jin Yu's hand off. He did not know how to say the words he refused. His mind was filled with the scene of Jin Feng jumping down from the roof. It was too tragic!

"Jutinol, I beg you, don't abandon me." Jin Yu's arm was still trembling. "I don't have a father anymore. Don't abandon me, I beg you."

Tears kept flowing. Jin Yu felt that she was really about to collapse.

"The Spirit Hall has already been arranged. I will bring you there to say goodbye to uncle." Pei Jun Ting hesitated for a long time before he raised his hand. However, his action of wiping his tears seemed very stiff.

Mother Wu saw that it was awkward but still took the tissue over. The more she saw, the more she could not understand the plot in front of her. She also did not know when the young madam would be able to come back. Miss Jin Yu was pitiful but it was also appropriate to occupy the magpie's nest like this.

"Thank you." Jin Yu touched Pei Jun Ting's hand. There was no reason for the heavens to always make her miserable, right?

"I will take you to wash your face first." Pei Jun Ting pulled his hand out. He did not want Jin Yu to misunderstand, but now the only thing he could choose was to accommodate.

"Okay." Jin Yu nodded, but after taking two steps, she fainted on Pei Jun Ting's body. Sobbing like this really took up a lot of oxygen.

"Are you alright?" Pei Jun Ting held Jin Yu up.

"I feel a little dizzy." Jin Yu rubbed her temples. She liked the feeling of leaning against a man's arms.

Pei Jun Ting did not say anything. He bent over and picked up the woman. He was willing to give her the best care, but he could not give her the love and marriage she wanted.

The pain in Pei Jun Ting's heart at this moment was not any less than Jin Yu's. He could not understand Jin Feng's actions.

Jin Feng had never been an impulsive and extreme person. How could he jump down just like that? This elder, who treated him like his family, left in the most miserable way in front of him. Just like his parents in the past, in a terrible car accident... It was a bloody mess.

Jin Yu carefully saw Pei Jun Ting's expression. She saw the heartache and knew that it was because of her father's departure.

If Li Xi could choose to leave earlier, then her father would not have chosen such a tragic way. She would not let that woman have a good time!

...

Jin Feng's mourning hall was arranged to be at the funeral home. Many colleagues went to see him off. Fang Zi Han was also among them. When Jin Yu walked into the mourning hall, she saw Fang Zi Han but her eyes were still empty.

Looking at her father's photo, Jin Yu's eyes were filled with tears. The distance between life and death instantly became two worlds that could not be surpassed. Jin Yu did not know if she regretted it or not. She only knew that heartache became a kind of never-ending pain. Was this really what she wanted?

"Could it be that Pei Shao really wants to be with Jin Yu?" Liu Man did not want to gossip, but when she saw this scene, she could not help but move closer to Chai Shi Yu.

"I don't know. The most difficult one should be him now." Chai Shi Yu couldn't help but sigh.

"I wonder how Xixi is now?" Liu Man did not dare to call Li Xi right now as she was worried that she would get some messy news.

"Don't worry, Li Xi will not collapse so easily." Chai Shi Yu had confidence in Li Xi. No matter what the result was, she would definitely shoulder it.

"But Jin Yu is like this. Even if she can really be with Pei Shao, she might not necessarily be happy." Liu Man still could not accept Jin Feng's matter. It had completely overturned her worldview.3

"If she could really understand, she would not have caused such a ruckus." Chai Shi Yu gently held Liu Man's arm. "We are all adults. Let them settle it themselves. Li Xi is not here now. We still need to put more energy into the workshop. We cannot let the boss down."

"Yes." Liu Man could now stand on her own.

"When you are in a bad mood, you will definitely have a fiery career. Give Xixi more things to do, and you will be able to disperse some of your emotions." Chai Shi Yu was already helping Li Xi think of a new film.

"Xixi is really popular now. Every day, she can receive all kinds of calls to cooperate. What kind of script do you think Xixi will like?" Liu Man silently prayed for Li Xi in her heart.

...

When Chai Shi Yu and Liu Man were talking about Li Xi, Jin Yu and Fang Zi Han had also started this topic.

"Li Xi really told you this?" Fang Zi Han was slightly surprised.

"Yes." Jin Yu nodded. "So I need you to help me find a suitable lawyer. I hope Li Xi can come back and see the divorce agreement she wants."

"I didn't expect that she would give up so easily." Fang Zi Han's heart was a little out of balance.

"Selina, my father is no longer here. Do you think this is easy?" Jin Yu sounded a little excited.

"Sorry, I did not mean that." Fang Zi Han knew that she had said something wrong, "But don't worry. I will help you deal with this matter."

"Thank you." Jin Yu also stabilized her emotions.

"By the way, Ye Lan Qin has an appointment with me today." Fang Zi Han gave Jin Yu a hug, "My condolences, everything will be fine."

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