C713 The One Who Dared to Love and Hate Hua Xinxin
He ran to the girls' dormitory in one breath, and according to the address Hwa Xinxin told him last time, he found the building, but since it was now mid-October... The girls were still wearing thin clothes, so it was naturally impossible for the boys to go there. Fann Binn looked at the girls around him, then smiled at a girl with pocket-face glasses who was walking towards him. "Hello, classmate. Do you know which dormitory Hwa Xinxin lives in?"
The girl with glasses wore black-framed glasses on her nose. She stared at Fann Binn as if she was looking at an idiot. After a while, she said, "I know, but why should I tell you? There are many male students like you who come and ask Hwa Xinxin for her dormitory number. Do you know why they all obediently left in the end?"
Fann Binn was stunned and quickly said, "Why?"
The bespectacled woman mysteriously waved at Fann Binn and gestured for him to come closer. Fann Binn looked over in confusion and only heard the bespectacled woman speak softly. " Because... Because all the girls in this building are forbidden to speak, Hwa Xinxin's dormitory number. None of the girls will say it out loud. If you want to find out about it from us, that's a dream! "
" Er... " Fann Binn was speechless and said helplessly, "I say, this classmate, how about this? It doesn't matter if you don't tell me your dormitory number. I'll trouble you to help me tell Hwa Xinxin that Fann Binn came to find her. Downstairs. As for whether she was willing to come or not, that was her problem. What do you think?"
The bespectacled woman looked at Fann Binn with slight hesitation. Fann Binn hurriedly smiled apologetically and said, "Look at that. We are classmates. Hwa Xinxin and I are from the same hometown. I am very familiar with her. I am not like those people who came to harass her. I really have something to do with her. Tell her my name. She'll definitely come down to see me "
"You're so confident? Alright, then I'll help you pass a message. As for whether she's willing to come down or not, that's her problem" The bespectacled woman saw Fann Binn's solemn expression and believed him seventy to eighty percent. Finally, she agreed to go up and call Hwa Xinxin.
Fann Binn stood by the lawn and waited anxiously for Hwa Xinxin's figure. He was now worried about whether Hwa Xinxin was in the dormitory or not. If something really happened to her, it would be terrible.
"Fann Binn..." Just as Fann Binn was anxiously waiting, a familiar female voice that he was not sure about suddenly came from behind. When he turned his head to look, he saw a person wearing a white plaid dress standing not far away. She had long and slender legs wrapped in black stockings and black hair. She was an old acquaintance with a charming face, Hwa Xinxin.
Fann Binn did not expect Hwa Xinxin to appear behind him. For a moment, he was really stunned, but he quickly recovered and urgently said, "Why did your phone turn off?"
"My... my phone is out of battery." Hwa Xinxin was surprised and surprised as she said to Fann Binn, "You... Why are you standing under my dormitory?"
"I came to find you. I heard from my roommates. You once went to my dormitory to look for me, and you had a lot on your mind. What happened? " Fann Binn glanced at Hwa Xinxin and also realized that although she was beautiful, she was beautiful. But obviously more haggard than a month ago, which means what Xue Qiang said is true. She indeed had something on her mind.
Hwa Xinxin looked at Fann Binn gratefully and smiled. "Thank you, Fann Binn. I didn't expect you to still care about me like this."
"What are you talking about? No matter what, we were good friends who grew up together. If you are in trouble, how could I not help?" Fann Binn said seriously to Hwa Xinxin, "Tell me, what happened that made you so worried?"
Hwa Xinxin looked at Fann Binn with a bit of resentment in her eyes. She pursed her pink lips for a while before saying softly, "Just a friend..."
Fann Binn did not know how to answer for a moment. He lowered his head and kicked the stone awkwardly. He knew why Hwa Xinxin's words had a clear tone of disappointment, but for this neighbor's sister, he really did not know how to talk about that vague feeling.
"Sigh..." Hwa Xinxin sighed softly and looked up to the sky. At this moment, she was like a fairy among flowers standing gently in the wind. Her skirt danced along with the fragrance of the wind. She had the unique charm of being a woman. "Fann Binn, I do have something I need your help with. Because I really don't have a way, and I don't have any friends I can rely on. I think you are the one I can rely on the most, so I asked you to come here. But if you think that I'm just an ordinary friend of yours, then forget it. It's fine if you don't help me with my help."
"Look at you, what are you talking about? I grew up with you... You have always been the elder sister that I respect the most in my heart, and even the elder sister who is even closer to me than my relatives. You have always protected me since I was young, and now I have some ability. I should protect you." Fann Binn explained anxiously, "If you have something to say, just say it. I will definitely help you if I can."
Hwa Xinxin's beautiful eyes were filled with tears. There was no doubt that there was disappointment on her pretty face. "I don't know why, but you can accept Ms Wu and Faang Yixuan. You can accept so many girls. Why? Why can't you accept me? Am I really that bad, that unsightly... or that I can't climb up to you?"
" No, really not... Xin Xin, don't say anymore. I, I actually don't know either. Anyway, I just feel that we shouldn't be together. I shouldn't disturb your peaceful life. "
Fann Binn said helplessly and painfully, "I feel that I will let down your feelings for me, so I would rather not let this relationship continue to develop. You are a neighbor's elder sister, an ordinary and beautiful woman. I hope that you live a peaceful life of being a husband and taking care of your children, and not a life of being on tenterhooks with me all day long. Do you... understand?"
" I don't understand, I don't understand!! " Hwa Xinxin shouted out in excitement, and finally couldn't help but shed tears. She choked. She said, "Fann Binn, you are not me. You cannot decide what I want. You can decide who I love and what I want to live in the future! "
"How do you know that I like to live a peaceful and peaceful life, to be a husband and to teach my son? Instead of living a life of anxiety and suffering with you? You are not me, you cannot decide my future! I, Hwa Xinxin, am a girl who dares to love and hate, not a Barbie doll that is manipulated by others!"
Hearing Hwa Xinxin's emotional thoughts, Fann Binn was really a little dumbfounded. He stood rooted to the spot and did not even know what to say to refute Hwa Xinxin's words. Indeed, everyone had the right to choose their own lives. Other people could not interfere, nor could they casually control the trajectory of others' lives. Who did Fann Binn think he was? What right did he have to point fingers at Hwa Xinxin's life?
But... He couldn't help but ask himself, did he really like Hwa Xinxin? He also didn't know the answer. Like? There must be, since he was young, he had been protecting his sister. If he didn't like her at all in his heart, then it would be like a fart, lying to himself. But what about love? Did he really love Hwa Xinxin? This was what he was truly conflicted about. Furthermore, he had been conflicted about this since two years ago. There was still no answer.
You say love, but it doesn't seem to be a pure love between a man and a woman. If you don't love it, then it doesn't seem to be. At the very least, you can see that Hwa Xinxin is sad. He will be sad. When he sees her sad, he will also be sad. What was even more dangerous was that he would always think of her from time to time. At least it proved that Hwa Xinxin still existed in Fann Binn's heart.
"Why aren't you saying anything? No words? Can't you say it? " Hwa Xinxin stared at Fann Binn very seriously. Her eyes suddenly revealed a trace of firmness. She moved forward and hugged Fann Binn's neck!
A temporary short-circuit appeared in Fann Binn's head with a bang. He was at a loss and did not know what to do. At this time, more and more students gathered around. No one knew who whistled. Only then did Fann Binn suddenly wake up and subconsciously reacted.
Damn it, this is under the girls' dormitory! Fann Binn did not say anything and forcefully pushed Hwa Xinxin away. He grabbed her small hand and ran towards the forest in the east. If he did not escape now, when would he? Could it be that they really looked like two monkeys?
After running all the way, Hwa Xinxin and Fann Binn were panting as they entered the forest. They leaned against a big tree and rested quietly. At this time, Hwa Xinxin tightly hugged Fann Binn's arm. She muttered, "You are mine, you have been... I will not let you escape from my world, I will not let you escape from my world! I love you, Fann Binn. Even if I chase you to a corner of the world, I won't let go! Whether you are poor or rich, I, Hwa Xinxin, will never let go of you! All your women!"
Fann Binn listened to Hwa Xinxin's confession and sighed deeply. "Xin Xin, do you know that I have a lot of women? Do you know that I'm a man who can't be completely devoted to you? You're doing this to harm yourself, do you know that? "0
" I don't know! I don't mind if you have a lot of women, and I don't mind being your real bride! I only know that you are the one I think of every day and night. It's all because of you, bad man!" Hwa Xinxin pressed her delicate body tightly on Fann Binn's body and said firmly, " Even if you're a heartless man, I have no regrets! I've decided to follow you for the rest of my life. I have never considered other men! "
" Hwa Xinxin... you... " Fann Binn really could not say anything. He saw Hwa Xinxin's determination in his eyes. He heard it in his heart. A woman was willing to give everything for him. How could he refuse? How could he refuse? After a while, he sighed, "You, you should first tell me what you want me to help with..."
"If I don't become your woman, I don't have the right to ask for your help. If I were your woman, it would be perfectly natural for you to help me. But if you and I were strangers, then I wouldn't ask for your help. I would rather sell my body than beg you!" As Hwa Xinxin spoke, her tears flowed down again.
"Look at you, what nonsense are you spouting!? If there is something you cannot discuss properly, do you have to force others?" Fann Binn was truly a little speechless. Hwa Xinxin's move was ruthless. She could not be clearer about what she said. She would rather sell her body than owe an ordinary friend a favor!
"You are forcing me, Fann Binn. I have nowhere to go... I have nowhere to go..." Hwa Xinxin finally lost her voice and cried in pain. She was very sad. At least Fann Binn had never seen this neighbor sister be so sad. This time, Fann Binn really panicked.
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