462: C462 Keep Your Bottom Line

C462 Keep Your Bottom Line

After a long while, Haifeng raised his head and looked at me: "Bastard, you're still crying, you still have the face to cry — —"

I dried my eyes and stopped crying.

Haifeng stared at me with his blood-red eyes. After a long while, he shakily stood up and walked to the car. After a while, he returned and handed me a bottle of mineral water: "Wash the blood off your face."

I turned on the mineral water and washed the blood from my face.

Haifeng sat on the floor and looked at me: "I hit you just now, why didn't you hit me back?"

"You hit him right, what other hand do I need?" "No," I said.

"Why did you join the underworld?"

I didn't say anything.

"For money?" Haifeng said.

I shook my head.

"Then why?"

I didn't say anything.

"Afraid of wasting all your martial arts?" Haifeng's voice was full of mockery.

"No." I shook my head again.

"What the hell was that for? Say it! "

"Haifeng, stop asking. I can only tell you that I don't want to join the underworld, but I've joined it on my own. I really couldn't help it. "Don't force me, don't ask why." I shook my head and sighed.

"You …"

"I'm sorry everyone, I'm sorry all those who care about me and love me." I said, "I know, it's me now. I'm no longer the me of the past. I'm not a good person. I'm a scum."

"I don't believe that Yi Ke, who was full of ideals and passion, love life, career and life, could become a scum so quickly." Haifeng's voice was hoarse as he said, "Let me tell you this, you must immediately pull me back and leave that circle. A prodigal son will never change his fortune, and as long as you learn well in the future, do your own work and live a good life, I can forgive you and I will not tell Hai Zhu. Now, now, immediately get out of the mob! Tonight's plane, you're not allowed to go. You are not allowed to reach the Ningzhou! "

I looked at Haifeng and didn't say anything for a long time.

"Bullsh * t!" Speak! " Haifeng looked at me.

After a long time, I slowly shook my head. "Haifeng, it's too late. I can't get out now. Right now, I can only continue walking step by step. I must go to tonight's Ningzhou. "

"You — you're going to walk a path into the dark and not look back, aren't you?" Haifeng grabbed my collar again, his face revealing a fierce expression. His eyes were blood-red, as if he wanted to eat me.

"It's not that I don't want to look back, but that I can't." I said with difficulty, "Haifeng, there are some things I can't tell you right now. You just need to know that I have a lot of problems. I know that I brought shame and uneasiness to my parents, Hai Zhu, you, and your parents when I mixed with the underworld. But now, if I don't mix with the underworld, it will bring them even greater uneasiness. It is easy to disembark from this ship, but I cannot disembark in such a short time.

However, Haifeng, let me tell you, I will never do something so unscrupulous as to do it without a conscience. I will abide by my own bottom line as a person. If you think the current me is a scum that doesn't match up to Hai Zhu, you can let Hai Zhu leave me. If. If you think you can't convince Hai Zhu, I can also leave her. If you think I'm not worthy to be your friend, you can cut me off. "

"You —" Haifeng stared at me for a long time before suddenly sighing. He let go of my collar and weakly sat on the ground.

I silently fished out a cigarette. Just as I was about to light it up, Haifeng snatched it away and put it in his mouth.

I took out my lighter and lit it for Haifeng. Haifeng took two deep breaths and coughed twice.

I lit another cigarette and smoked in silence.

The surroundings were very quiet. The salty sea breeze blew by. I looked into the distance and saw that the old fisherman was still sitting calmly on his fishing platform. The back of his body was also lonely.

"I despise you!" After a while, Haifeng muttered.

"I despise myself too!" "No," I said.

"I despise you!"

"I also despise myself!"

"I hate you!"

"I hate myself even more!"

"You disappoint me!"

"I know, I'm also very disappointed in myself!"

"You're a bastard." Haifeng's voice became choked with emotions again.

"I am a bastard." My voice choked.

"I won't ask you why, but you have to abide by what you just said. You're not allowed to do anything that goes against the will of heaven!" Haifeng said again.

"Mm, I'll stick to my bottom line!"

"You must face off against Hai Zhu and protect her well!" Haifeng said.

"I'll use my life to protect Hai Zhu!" "No," I said.

Haifeng stood up shakily. He looked at me with hatred, helplessness and a bit of jealousy. "Yi Ke, stand up —"

I stood up and stood in front of Haifeng.

Haifeng tightly clenched his teeth as he looked at me. I silently looked at Haifeng.

Haifeng slowly raised his fist again.

I didn't move.

Haifeng's fist mercilessly hit my left cheek.

My body swayed a little as I endured.

"You must protect me and live well. Not just for yourself. " Haifeng's voice was choked and his eyes turned red. He quickly turned around and strode towards the car, opened the door and entered the car. Then, he started the car and left.

Standing alone on the rocks by the sea, I turned and looked down at the unfathomable depths of the sea. I felt a pang of sadness, and for a moment I wanted to jump into the sea.

But, I know, even if I jump in, it won't do me any good to wash away my sins. I'm already a man with a stain on my back.

Also, I can swim and not drown even if I jump in.

I stood by the sea, in the autumn sea breeze, stood for a long time, a long time, also thought a lot, a lot.

Finally, with a long sigh, I went down the cliff.

Looking at the old fisherman who was fishing alone in the autumn wind on the cliff in the distance, I slowly walk towards him.

It was indeed Lee.

When Lee heard the commotion behind him, he turned around to look at me and smiled. "Yi, you're here."

I nodded silently and sat down beside him.

"I thought about what you said yesterday for a long time after I went back." Lee said.

"What do you mean?" I said absently, looking out to sea.

"What you said about not returning the favor." Lee said.

My heart skipped a beat. "Oh."

"Although I haven't completely understood it yet, I think what you said makes a lot of sense." Lee held onto his fishing rod and looked at the sea: "Of course, it's not easy to change a person's mind. After all, it's difficult to change a person's mind completely after decades of training."

I said, "What's the point of changing? "Is it important?"

"It may not matter to me. "But …" Lee stopped midsentence.

I understood what he meant when he didn't say it, and I also knew that Lee probably thought I didn't know.

After all, I was the only one who knew that Qiu Tong would marry her son in order to repay the debt of gratitude. Other than her family members and Qiu Tong, there was only Guest in the air.

I don't expect Lee to change his mind all of a sudden.

At the same time, even if Lee had changed his mind, there was still one more rock that was harder to bite off — Mrs Lee, the child's mother.

I turned my head to look at Lee. "You must be a person who has experienced the vicissitudes of life and the hardships of the world. You must have had a deep understanding of life, of favors, of accidents and of emotions. There are some things that you may not be able to understand, but rather, you are unable to break out of your confined environment, unable to break out from the reality that you are facing. "

Lee looked at me and smiled. "Young man, you are very thoughtful. You think a lot. It seems like you can see through my brain. "

I said, "You think too highly of me. I know nothing about you, and I know nothing about your surroundings. All I know is that you're a fisherman. "I also know that you are not fishing here, nor are you fishing in the mountains and rivers. As for what you are fishing in, I do not know."

Lee was still looking at me with a gentle gaze, but I caught a sharp glint in his eyes.

I suddenly realized that this old fisherman in front of me had once been an old official who had read countless cases in the police force. From him, I didn't know how many crafty and treacherous criminals had fallen to his hands.

Thinking this way, I couldn't help but feel shocked and didn't dare to speak anymore. I was afraid that he would see through me.

Lee laughed, "You are a very smart guy. It's very similar to my young self. I like you very much. Seeing you reminded me of my past. "Sigh, reminiscing about the past, it's really a long time."

Lee couldn't help but sigh.

I said cautiously, "How thick is time?"

"It's very, very thick." Lee smiled and looked at me: "Yi, I'm going to give you a message, are you willing to listen?"

"Senior, please advise me. I'm all ears!" "No," I said.

"If you want to accomplish great things and achieve great things, then at any time, do not let anyone see that you are a very smart person. Do not intentionally show off your intelligence." Lee said: "Of course, you can act in front of me. I can see that it's nothing. After all, with my experience, there aren't many people who can escape my notice. "

My heart skipped a beat.

Sure enough, beneath Lee's gentle and generous appearance, he had a pair of sharp eyes. He was an expert that could not be underestimated. He had fought in the government for many years. He knew both conspiracy and conspiracy.

Of course, he didn't seem to have any ill intentions towards me, and I had no interest in him whatsoever. He didn't need to plot anything for me, nor did he need to plot anything. On the contrary, I was a good friend of his in his lonely second-string life.

Lee put down the fishing rod in his hand, took out a cigarette, gave me one and put it in his mouth.

I fumbled for my lighter and lit it for him, then lit it for myself.

Lee inhaled and looked at me benevolently. "Actually, with your personality, as I know it now, you are very suitable to be in the government. Of course, it's unrealistic to say that. Those who have entered the government are all university students and all of them have to pass the exam. Since you don't have a university degree, it's very difficult for you to pass those examinations. "

Lee seems to think that I, as a worker, can't possibly have gone to college.0

Hearing Lee's words, I suddenly felt a sense of relief in my heart. It seems that Lee isn't omnipotent.

I nodded. "I'm only suitable for mixed work. I don't understand or dare to be interested in government stuff."

"Actually, many things in the official and workplace are often linked, and there are no strict boundaries. If we have to say the difference, it would be that the government is more brutal and insidious than the workplace. " "Whether it's in the workplace or the government, if you want to be invincible, you have to do one thing: Be smarter than others, but don't let others know that …" Lee said.

Lee spoke frankly with assurance.

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