C105 First Pain
Ning Lo did not want to force Lin Qianxue.
He had said this before when his mother-in-law, Su Wanyi, asked Ning Lo to move into Lin Qianxue's room.
He didn't want Lin Qianxue to blame him for her decision to be grateful or because she didn't care about his feelings of love.
Therefore, even though Ning Lo had wanted to possess Lin Qianxue for thousands of times in his dreams, he still chose to endure.
Today, Lin Qianxue suddenly brought up this matter again. Although Ning Lo was elated, he still had to confirm if the latter had really thought through everything.
"Do you think it takes courage for a girl to say such a thing?"
Lin Qianxue raised her head slightly and looked at Ning Lo. The latter's burning gaze made her feel unbearable.
Unlike before, the man in front of him now had eyes full of possessiveness.
She knew that Fang Xingjian had always been holding back, but because he loved her too much and did not want to force her to do something she did not like, he had always been holding back the fire in his heart.
Even today, he still chose to seek his own opinion.
Lin Qianxue knew that as long as she shook her head, he wouldn't force her.
However, Lin Qianxue knew clearly that she was no longer in the same mood when she was facing Ning Lo.
Just as his father had said before he died: Ning Lo was a man worth entrusting his life to.
Lin Qianxue didn't believe it before, but now she did.
"Of course I know it takes courage, but …"
Ning Lo was still a little hesitant.
"But what? "Could it be that you don't want to share a room with me?"
"Ah?" No …. No …. No, absolutely not. "Of course not."
Ning Lo quickly waved his hand.
What a joke, I've wanted to throw myself at you, this beautiful lady! How many times have I thought about it?
How could he not think about it?
"Then why are you still hesitating?"
Lin Qianxue continued to interrogate him.
"I just don't want to force you. I told you that last time. I don't want you to change your decision out of gratitude or some other emotion that has nothing to do with love. That way, even if I get you, I won't be happy. "
"Why are you unhappy? Don't all of you men prefer to have someone you love at home as a vase instead of falling into someone else's hands?"
"Wife, have you read too many novels? You actually believed the bullshit in the novel. "
Ning Lo smiled bitterly, "I really want to have you. From the moment I fell in love with you, I thought so. But I also know that falling in love with a person is not only about possession, but also tolerance and patience. You are a person, not an object. But you are a person, a loved one of mine, so I have to take your feelings into account. "
"I hope that you will be happy every day with a happy smile on your face, instead of sacrificing yourself for gratitude, so that I can face a lover who doesn't laugh. I will only feel more sorry for you, this is not the love I want, do you understand?"
Ning Lo's breathing became heavier as he spoke.
He loved Lin Qianxue so much that he didn't want to be wronged by her.
"Puchi …" "
"Hehehe, idiot, your serious and reasonable appearance is pretty cute too."
With a "puchi", Lin Qianxue giggled. She laughed so hard that her laugh was like a flower blooming in the air.
"Cute? No, are you praising me or criticizing me? The word 'cute' describes girls, right? "
Ning Lo didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
He told Lin Qianxue about the stakes in this matter in all seriousness, and it turned out that the focus of everyone's attention wasn't on this.
"Lovely can also be described as a boy sometimes?"
Lin Qianxue slightly tilted her head and playfully blinked her large eyes as she looked at Ning Lo's anxious look.
"I admit I don't know whether I appreciate you a little more or like you a little more. But I know one thing. I am your wife, your only legal spouse, and in the absence of a divorce, it is always obvious that we are together. "In that case, the first step must always be taken, right?"
"Let's sleep in the same room for now. Nothing else will happen for now. After a while, when the time is right, I think some things will happen naturally. What do you think?"
"You … You mean let me sleep in this room. You don't sleep in the same bed? "
Ning Lo widened his eyes in shock.
After all, he had misunderstood her and thought that something was going to happen tonight.
"We can sleep on the same bed. The bed is big enough. We can sleep on the same bed and the two of us can sleep on the same bed." But no. "Is it okay if you don't do the things that happen between husband and wife?"
After all, Lin Qianxue was Huang Hua's daughter, and her face turned red as she talked about the matters of marriage.
Especially when faced with a man who had a strong possessive desire for himself, and who was also his legal husband.
"Fine, as long as you don't object, I'm fine with anything. However, let me remind you, sleeping in one room might be inconvenient, and you might have seen something that you shouldn't have seen. "
Ning Lo coughed lightly and reminded him.
Living in two rooms while bathing and dressing in both rooms was naturally not something that could be disturbed. However, living in one room wasn't something that could be done easily.
"I know. Like I said, we're husband and wife. Some things have to be slowly adjusted to. I don't even feel like I'm losing out. You don't feel like you lost out, do you?"
Lin Qianxue took a deep breath and pretended to be calm as she spoke. However, her bright red face showed that she was not as calm as she looked on the surface.
However, she was very clear that Ning Lo and her would eventually take that step, and it was just a matter of time. There were some things that she had to slowly get used to.
"Of course not, I definitely won't lose out."
Ning Lo grinned and said, "Alright then, we'll do as you say. I'll go and move my luggage."
With that, Ning Lo rushed out of the room and went to the side room to carry his clothes.
Lin Qianxue covered her flushed cheeks with both hands, appearing extremely shy.
To be honest, she didn't expect herself to say such shameful words.
This was clearly hinting that Ning Lo should do something, was this still something a reserved girl like her should do?
"Lin Qianxue, Lin Qianxue, you've fallen. If Yem Ruyu were to know about this, she would definitely say that your inner heart is YD again … Forget it, forget it. He was my husband, isn't it only natural for a husband and wife to do those shameful things?
"
"But... But people said that the first time a woman felt pain … "Aiyo, what if you can't take it?"1
For a time, Lin Qianxue's mind was filled with all sorts of thoughts and thoughts. She could no longer stop the car.
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