Chapter 19: Leaving Home
I spent the night wandering the streets. Looking at the lights of the Wan Family, I couldn't help but feel sad. It was raining heavily in the evening. I walked down the street and allowed the rain to wet me. I had money on me, but I didn't want to buy an umbrella. I did n' t want to find a place where I could settle down. 2
Fresh blood mixed with rain continuously flowed down my body, and scenes of the past filled my heart. Although I didn't get along with him in the past, at least I still had a family, but now I do n' t even have a family.
The lights in the city were warm, but it could never warm me. This was my sorrow!
What about the future?
Where am I going in the future? What should happen in the future? Walking on the heavy rain street, the future was lost. I've never felt so desperate. Life has been so cold to me. What did I do wrong?
When Zhang Shiyang held my neck tightly, I had a strong desire. He just hoped that he could use a little more force and let me close my eyes forever. In any case, living in this world was meaningless.
The corners of my eyes kept falling. I wasn't sure if this was rain or tears.
I spent the night at the corner. The next morning, he received Zhang Shiyang message and asked me to go home. I wasn't stupid enough to think that he had told me to go home because he had changed his mind. I knew that he wanted to break it with me!
Good! After living with him for a few years, there should be a break. At noon, I returned home in a daze. He hadn't slept all night and his clothes were all wet. He had a fever. I felt like I would fall at any moment.
I knew that the pain would never hurt me more than the pain.
Arriving at the door, Zhang Shiyang had a cigarette in his mouth. He leaned against the door and was spitting out a cloud of mist. His face was like a ruffian without any change. If he had behaved so badly when he chased after me back then, I don't think there would be any possibility of starting this bad karma.
At this moment, I was actually a little glad that I was finally going to leave this guy completely. There was no need to continue suffering. Xia Lian dress was charming and enchanting. She stood next to Zhang Shiyang, looking at the way I stumbled, she looked extremely pleased.
When I looked at her, hatred rose in my heart. It was this woman who had made me look like this. I decided to make her and Zhang Shiyang pay the price. I would definitely take revenge on this couple.
"These are all your things." Zhang Shiyang spat on the ground and pointed at the box on the ground. I took a look at the contents. Other than a few clothes, it was a computer. Zhang Shiyang hadn't reached the point of being hopeless. At the very least, he knew to give me the computer.
As long as I continued to write, I would be able to alleviate the pain in my heart. The words were the best way for me to heal. Everything I encountered in reality needed to be vented. Writing was a good choice.
"Hai!" Who would want a woman like you! She didn't even say that she was ugly and did n' t know how to hurt her husband. If I were Brother Yang, I would have left with you long ago. "Why would he wait until now?" Xia Lian said coldly from the side. Zhang Shiyang held Xia Lian waist tightly with his hand. The two of them were in an extremely intimate position.
I didn't say anything. It wasn't because of cowardice, but because of paying attention to such a cheap woman. It was simply belittling his identity.
I looked at the room in front of me. After living together for a few years, he finally got two boxes. The story between Zhang Shiyang and me ended with two boxes.
After last night's heartbreak, today, when faced with these things, it seemed extremely calm. There was no reluctance or reluctance, and there was no sadness at all. Instead, he felt relieved.
It was good after they parted. At the very least, they didn't have to endure his violence, nor did they have to live a day of despair. In the past, if I wanted to leave, he wouldn't give me such a chance. But now, I' ve got the chance I've always dreamed of.
Perhaps I should still thank Xia Lian. If it wasn't for her, I would n' t have been free. When I picked up the box, Xia Lian spat on it.
"Aiya, I'm really sorry!" I didn't do it on purpose. I looked at the dirty box and thought it was a trash can. It was all my fault. I should n' t have looked carefully. "If I knew it was a box, I wouldn't vomit." Xia Lian said in a provocative tone.
I looked at the box and found that it was really worn out. I was stunned and felt extremely ridiculous. For so many years, I had been earning money to support my family. When I finally left, I didn't even have the chance to get a good box. What have I done in the past few years?
He didn't expect Zhang Shiyang to be so heartless.
I didn't say anything. I picked up the box and left this so-called home step by step. I hadn't slept for a whole night, and I was hungry. Last night, I was drenched in the rain. At this moment, I was already exhausted. As I walked on the street, I felt like I was a heavyweight. His eyes began to wobble, and the surroundings turned dark.
I felt the world shake slightly in front of me. I stood where I was and wanted to move forward, but I didn't have the strength. The sounds around me were blurry. I closed my eyes and fell to the ground. Everything in the surroundings fell silent at this moment.
When he woke up, he stayed in bed.
Outside the window, the setting sun was warm, and through the glass, it fell on the quilt with a pale orange color, rendering the quilt into a photographic memory. I looked at the bed sheet and felt a little warmth in my heart.
The Phoenix in the evening was very gentle, gently pulling the curtains open, revealing the city in the deep twilight. My room was clean and tidy. Although it was small, it was very comfortable. I was a little curious. In the end, I fainted on the street. Why did he wake up and stay here?
Who brought me here?
Why am I here?
There were countless greetings in my head, which made me especially curious.
Not long later, the door was opened. A chubby girl with short hair walked in. She was holding a bowl of porridge in her hand. It was emitting hot air, and a fragrant smell permeated the room. The congee in her hand had aroused my sleeping appetite. At this moment, my hungry stomach was like a knife twisted.
"Shuying?" "It's you!" When I saw the girl, I said in surprise. Shu Ying was my university classmate. When I was at school, I had a good personal relationship with her. She had excellent results in all her subjects. After graduation, he went abroad to develop. After that, he had no contact with her. Who knew that he would meet her again.
There was a gentle smile on Shu Ying's face. She still looked the same as before. Her smile was very good-looking, with a faint dimple on her face. She came to me and handed the porridge to me.
"You must be hungry. Seeing how bad you look, I cooked a bowl of porridge for you. Come and have it first." I took over the porridge in Shu Ying's hand. I did n' t think about being polite in front of her. Now that I was hungry, I didn't have the capital to be polite. So, I finished the porridge in my hand.
Seeing how I wolfed down the food, Shu Ying gently stroked my head and looked at me with an extremely tender gaze. Her actions made me feel very kind, as if Time had returned to college. I was still the same as me, and she was the same as me.
"Slow down, there's more." After I finished drinking, she served me three bowls of porridge. She sat down next to me after she had finished drinking. He stroked my face with his hand. She was still the same as the university. Zi Huan stroked me with her right hand.
"You've lost a lot of weight." Shu Ying said," Look at you carrying a few big boxes and walking on the street. How could something like this happen?" What about Zhang Shiyang? "What is he doing?" Shu Ying said with great concern.
Originally, I thought that I could have been honest with everything. However, when someone really touched the wound, it was inevitable that they would not be able to control themselves. At this moment, tears fell down and dripped onto the bed.
Shu Ying felt extremely distressed when she saw my crying appearance. Holding me in his arms, he gently comforted me. I told Zhang Shiyang everything that had happened in the past few years. In the end, when I talked about him and the other woman, I still didn't want to be angry and cried.
Shu Ying held me tightly in her arms, constantly stroking my shoulders. She had unlimited pity for me. Fortunately, she had a friend.
After staying at her house for a few days, Shu Ying found a temporary place for me. I was very grateful to him. She didn't show up in time that day. Perhaps I would have died long ago if I stayed on the street.
After I went to my new residence, the first thing I did was to hold the internet and update my novels. These few days, due to his physical condition, the novel appeared to be broken. This made me feel very guilty. When he opened the web page of the novel, he found that many readers were urging on my work.
At this moment, Gu Cheng watched as the update of the novel was suspended and sent a lot of private messages of sympathy. However, because I did not have an Internet connection, I was temporarily unable to see it.
Their urging in the book review area did not bring me any pressure. On the contrary, they felt extremely happy because of this. If they didn't have the heart to read my work at all, how could they urge them to do more? This was their recognition and affirmation of my work.
The success of the novel was my only consolation now.
When the novel was completed, I bought a new phone. After leaving him, I would be able to gain freedom and not be controlled by him. In the past, I was earning money by myself and spending money by myself. Now, I was earning money by myself and spending money by myself.
After changing my phone, I contacted Bu Li again. There hadn't been any news of me for a few days, and it could be seen that she was extremely concerned about me. I felt very warm. At least in this world, there were good friends who kept me in mind.
I told him everything.
Bie Li told me something that surprised me. He wanted to see me.
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